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Sunday, March 16

I love this picture so much she looks like  a cross between a bulbaaaur and a bird and her complexion is just to perfect.

I can only hope her cuteness isn't fleeting.


On a side note, I wished I owned more sumikko gurashi products even though I'm crossing the mid twenties mark (yet my bank suggests a teen owner
)

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Thursday, January 5

And tears of anger always seem warmer, the hate always feels bitter, the love always feels too far, too far away. Can I wish this all away or is that phase exclusive to the 1999s and below? There is absolutely no point in "don't be angry la" or "don't like that la". How about "don't fucking forget I am human too and I don't know, maybe I feel sometimes". Let's regret this when it's over.

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Tuesday, December 27

Dont be like the rest of them, darling

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Tuesday, December 6

Now this is the law of the jungle -
As old and as true as the sky;
And the wolf that keep it may prosper,
But the wolf that shall break it may die.
As the creeper that girdles the tree trunk,
The law runneth forward and back -
And the strength of the pack is the wolf
And the strength of the wolf is the pack.


-Rudyard Kipling


Chillingly touching.


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Friday, December 2

I can't decide if the number one sin is to judge others for the flaw you possess (whether aware or not) or to hold double standards. The recent trend of 说一套做一套comes a close second.

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Saturday, November 26

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 (有用吗?)

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Today, I finally deleted a friend off my phones "favorites list". I stopped calling that friend for a while but the sense of "I should just keep this friend on this list because I never know when I might start calling this friend again" was always there or maybe I refused to acknowledge how irrelevant that friend had chosen to be. Maybe I thought seeing that friend's name somewhere around as a memorial to the closer relationship we once had would be comforting. But I was wrong, as I always am- this friend neither knows nor care and this deletion is really just a move of symbolic defiance on my part cause it affects no part of said friend and why should it? (maybe I made the friend up in my head)

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Thursday, November 24

I spent my whole day in my hard as hell computer chair rolling myself across the room so that my mum wouldnt spy me limping. And then, predictably, I fell off the bloody chair and now my left hip has been added on the list of things I need to replace.

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Let just put it this way: a broken heart doesnt happen if you haven tried. Not only do you not have rights to feel sad if you invested neither time or emotions (the latter being more significant than the former actually), I don't see how or why you should feel sad anyways. I am not refering to the likes of fans who feel like killing themselves after watching Man U get eaten up (no one is ever going to let them forget it so why should I?). That kind of emotional upheaval is completely logical- I mean these are the people you've signed your soul to and spend some part of your life admiring their skill/good looks, cheering them on and basically feeling part of the whole package. So their loss is your lose. I get it.

But if you randomly turn on the TV and decide to support a random team what are the chances you're gonna be feeling sad if they lost?

So stop jumping on the "sad" bandwagon. I'm not saying theres no possibility that you can be truly affected, but there is no need to articulate your sadness ever so often. In the event you are waiting for a "wow you must be such a commited member to must be so affected" I think you need to wake up and see the "what are you even sad about?" question floating about my nest of a hairdo.

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Sunday, November 20

You can choose the super or the superficial.

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Saturday, November 19

I would hurl everything within my reach across the room, but that would mean I have to go pick them up slowly later (which might make me feel like repeating the entire process).

Mamihlapinatapei : 11/19/2011 11:30:00 AM
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Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

(please)

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Thursday, November 17

Anticipating something reduces, but doesn't erase, the emotions that comes with the anticipated event.

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Wednesday, November 16

如果当时我们能不那么倔强,现在也不那么遗憾

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roses are red

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹

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