Sunday, August 31

i understand how madly you're in love with me
how much you feel the need to know what am i doin everyday and night
but seriously. i dont give you a damn.
i dont care, get it?
just mind ur own busniess..
i dont want you to spend all ur time on me
den accusing me of not doin the same
cuz i have a life.
i'm not like you.
i cant spend 24/7 on you and you alone.
i dont expect you to be exactly like me
so why do you?
i dont force you to give up your football.
so why do you want me to give up my life?
stuff that i like?
you think by closin me in my grades will improve?
i dont wanna be little miss perfect.
i cant anyway
i'm me.
i'll work hard. i really will..
i'll show ya i can make it.
stop pushing me ok?
just Stupup and get a life.

Saturday, August 30

man.
i'm dead.
yiling just reminded me that the PPR is due soon.
someone shoot me please..
please..
somemore, energys coming.
if i'm grounded the course that their here..
i'm definately climbin out the window..
*sighs*
but toros not confirmed comin..
wah kaos..
cheat my feelins..
dunno whats wrong with him. dun wanna know le..
to put it in a horrible way..
energy will survive without him..
its just...its just not da same..
anyways.. their schedule is out..

wed > autosession.ngeeancity
thurs> hotdate.zouk
fri > tgif.meadiacorp & poster autosession. turf
sat > gaiban autosession.hmv
sun > jingqujiang.suntec city

mans... i think i'm goin fer everyone.. siaos..
but still.. hahas.. i'll prob go fer all.. i have tix/pass for everything le..
wahahas.. feel so crazie..
buden.. its like once in dunno how long..
wun be in sch on wed..
dont miss me..

Friday, August 29

dont understand whats my damn it problem
me and my big mouth
fine.
so i talk too much for my own good.
i know its sorta my fault.
things could have gone seriously wrong.
like PHuwA.
and just because i dont look like i mind, dosnt mean i dont.
i dont tell you about stuff i know because i want you to tell me yourself
but you dont. big disappointment...
but i wont tell you that i know things, and just pretend i dont.
cuz dont want things to be all horrid and everything.
i use my head. you dont.
what the hell is ur damn it prob anyway?
am i talkin greek or are you just too dense to listen?
dont think i'm forever nice. cuz i'm not.
dont think i must be noice to you. cuz i dont.
quit it.
its really irritatin
dun test me.
u wont like it when i'm angry.

Thursday, August 28

rinNie! happy 15tH!
love ya loads..
we hafta go make ic together kays?
or we'll meet each other at the police station...
hahas.. go look at the fotos at the links [bithday outing]
you look quite halarious..
but i post up some of my dumb lookin ones also to be fair..
so dun get too mad kays?
*huggies*

hahas.. go look under links.. posted up klass.sjab.rinz pics..
need more.. not enough..hahas..
next time ya see me, be a sport and let me take kays?

Wednesday, August 27

time flies... like so fast le its the end of the day
hahas...
no matter.
lotsa ppl still owe me prez!
and my birthday outing is still on tomorrow.
and my cake!
and my fish and co.
hahahs...
yeas. prolonged birthday ehs?

hahas.. have a feelin i'm gonna be in hot water tomorrow. ss and f and n totally untouched.
think gurong and mrs tan will acept "celerbratin" as an excuse not to studie?

cut my hair..
was gonna do the jay chou new do.
but.. decided that i need to take ic foto soon.. not worth the risk..
so just trimmed. but it still looks bad..
no.. worse than bad...it looks like ...
well.. ya can see fer urself

and chenyongmings tips were good...
the chinese test was a breeze..*phew*
hahas.. heng ars.. poor krist thou. had to take another diff. one..
and he made her sit outside 2truth.. lookin really phathatic.. ]
den he was yellin and me and pam over his klass...
abit not teacher-like nia...

hahas.. did a self test..

hahas.. i thought it was quite accutrate..
dun puke.
hahas..

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to MIEEEEE..
happy birthday to me!

thanks to all those who remembered.sms.wished me.gave prez.,email.etc etc.
[eilz.fel.yin.rinie.gennie.jo.justice ppl.cecs.eileen.yin.shenie.linwei.bern.karmun.kellie.hope ppl.luc.dor.becks.pam.bern.yujin.yiling.do.doreen.eleanor.jd.cherie.wan.qiu.yingtung.anna.
enen.sec2squad.lyn.hui.apple.chuzie.liying.xiaolin.zib]
*mucks*

haha... going fer fish and co later.. yums.
if i explode tomorrow. ya'll know what went wrong..
acct. i'm supposed to be sick. but i feel a whole lot better.. so.. hahas..
darn. feel so greedie!
anyways.. really surprised da sec 2s remembered.. or even know abt it.. wows.. hahas..
they gave me the first b*day card of da season!
hahas.. i look like that? *points to 'me' on the cover*
thanks jiayu..
hahas.
yups. even more surprise liying remembered!
feel so guilty!
i forgot hers last year but she still remembered all da same!
awws.. so touched..
although the "believe me when i say i love ya' was a tad dumb..
hahas...
but yeas. sheez and zibs jealous.. hahas..

OoOs.. in love with the cam!
my dad officially gave me the olympus one.
yeas!today no batt le.. shall chage it and come back tomorrow!hahas..
lastly.
i'm not naggy! and not old. nOt childish also! hahas..
thanks guys..

Tuesday, August 26

yoz!
oh man! totally no mood to touch chinese!
die le la..
chenyongmings tips better be good... thats all i'm studyin!
hahas..

dis is goin out to all those who touched the 14years.364days.8+hours of my life

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared, losing ground
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top,
You're always there giving me all you've got.

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
That gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...


i'll sing to ya when i'be da chance kays?
i really mean it yeps!
love ya guys!
*hugs thight*
i may not tell ya often. but yea. i love ya all the same!
it doesnt have to be much. really.
you may not stay in my life for long. but its okay.
you were here before at the very least.

tO:
fam - [mum.dad.sis.] --- even if you're sometimes pain in da neck
high 5 - [fel.yins.rinni-boo.eilz] --- love ya loads. da best clique
with the lamest name yea?
zieclique - [qiu.wan.pam] --- energy! hahas...at least its better den f4
sec3hope - [ruyu.sheezie.bob] [dor.luc.lingyi2.zibbie.xiaolin.krist.evelyn.alicia.yixian.renny.beckie.jill.
elaine.bren.suxin.f4.yujing.sher.karmun.peifang and every1 else] --- thanks fer takin bearin with me and my crap! and mie pillow fights!haha.. we can be united de! lets show that nura and gtt! hahas..
sec2justice - [cecs.eileen.becks.liying.lucie.jiadi]
[kang.chiki.weiling.yixin.bern.linwei.pam.jiamein and all]--miss 2J!
sec1hope - [all of yas...]
sjab [squaddies] - [gennie.jo.yiling.do.jo.doreen.hil.weilin.kiat.wenx.lee hau. and all] --- one more year nia! den you'll have to go with sat w/o me.. mee so sad for ya! hahas.. sorry fer all da pumpins i 'gave ya all. sjab rawks! throw ms ohs words baq in her face kays? ONE BY ONE! ha!*mucks*
sjab [sec2s] - [enen.jiayu.phil.suhui.yingtung.anna.yilin.pris.wenxu.stef.yingxuan.zo.emily.
sokting.ruixi.shihui.Onyee.]
ur nco. bo pian. must love ya all. hahas..kiddin! sorry fer the hopeless me. too bad fer ya.. hahas..
sjab [sec1s] - [whole squad] dunno ya guys yet.. hahas..
but you're nice ppl. stay that way!
sjab [seniors] - [wenxun.ruo.weimin.ser.yiwen.paul.ethel.wyn.jess.and da rest]
--- ya took all the crap frm me preety well too.. hahas.. will miss ya all!jiayou fer Os
sjab [PYS] - [tiffanie.huikeng.crystal.chris.xiaohui.huiwen.] dunno where ya all are le.. hahas.. but still.. thanks. yep.
energy kakies - [apple. chuzie.jing. ann.jean.cy.jun.vv]
energy will pul thru. they will! dont worry!
pri sch pals - [eleanor.jess.yanzhen.yanling.mel.yixin.youmin.nic.ritzley.aaron.
junyi.sherman.BKCJ.mingseng.raymond.yanyuan.weiting.clement.teresa] see ya all on fri!
others - [lyn.jon.deila.terence.celina.char.debbie.edaline.di.ziifeng.weijun.kaijun.
xiangying.ruoshan.peizhen.amie.liping.jordon, gillian]
cousins - [ jian.ying.shu.chini.yichin.pingi.ting.felicia.pam.siyu.valen.brendan]

still got alot alot!
hahas.. sorry for those whose names i didnt managed to type out...
blame the mind. not da heart!
reallies.
no matter who ya are.. you helped me grow.
thanks! *smiles*

Monday, August 25

oh man!
so cute. just like me!
big butt. just like me too!
i wanna watch dis man!
too bad its not shown in sg..
i'll go get da vcd.. hahas
cherie!
intrested in sharing?
noses clogged.
throats pain.
coughin.
heads trobbin.
i'm sick.
got da flu. shUcks

WAHHH!
why now?
dere gos fish and co.
and coffee bean cake.
and i cant even skip sch.
i need to skip nex wed cuz of *aham*
and if i skip now.
my attendance would be like shit
and BT will suspect.
what bad timing.
heys. supposed to be at epepple.com.
bleachs.who cares?
nura stomped off to i dunno where le anyway.
gtg chiong fer tution later.
and i wanna go town.
i can make by 7.
hahas.. i hope
or i'll prob be grounded
but heck. i have to go town!
have too!
need to buy my new slippers!
gravis-cool rubber-red-$40
man. a pair of slippers cost $40.
hahas.. but it is comfortable and really nice.
and someones payin.
hahas.. oinks footin da bill.
yups. so nice!
hope da slippers are lastin !
if its quality is bad, i would feel so totally cheated.

wrote out the minicom grps le..
now its confirmed i guess.
some grp ars are.. well.. good luck man.
jiayou poodle and caro grp.
hahas..
abit earlie fer dis, but planning da grps were kindda fun
and we pratically made gennie approve it..
hahas..and she did.
right frm the oic's desk.hahas..

yi fu zhi ming rawks!
hahas.. was hmmin it urin chinse when i saw the poster at the back of fri weeekly
realized i can do the whole song le.
congratualate me!
hahas...
and chen yong mning was prep talkin us abt da importance of Os.
i cant afford to fluck dis weds chinese test.
i can already see him face if i do.
pamzies already done it.
shes unbelievable man!
-groans-
tomorrow got f and n test.
den wed is chinse test
thurs is ss.
YucKS.
lucky deres my birthday on wed!
-big grins!-
that means i shd be lucky thru the week right?

anyway. i flunked physics man. 1st failed physics test of da year.
i was copyin rinnis ans. but i flunked anyway.
abit shi bai only.
must be the multiple choice.
xiaolin and me. 3/10. lowest in class.

Sunday, August 24

man.
just heard da latest.
CWO is in
NO WAE!
i mean. i'm unlikely to be affected.
except if i'm late [qiu.. takecare]
budden.. CWO?
wash toilets?
wanni says even the ppl who steal dun have to do that now..
so why do we?
i mean, can ya imagine?
if ur hanta is not nighty, den someone will come to you and say :5min canteen toliet.
mans...
and then we have to supervise somemore..
i'm sure we'll look impressive moppin da toliet and all..
the whole sch will just be so prouda us..
URGH.
my friends will just laugh lol
what kindda crap is CWO?
no one else does it what
why do we have to?
what are we? st nix cleanin service?
i would pump any other day.

yeps.. think i very shi bai.
sec2s totally dun give me a damn.
even da sec1s are more responsive..
hahas.. think kellys so cute..
looks like a coss between shuqi and a 30year-old man
[opPs.. so mean!]
hahas.. but i kindda like her... her drills arent good..
but still shes nice and all
hahas.. ok, baq to da sec 2s.
me and qiu sorta agreed over dinner that we had to be fiercer and strighter with them.
they totally disregard us.
hahas.. everyone thinks i'm too lax with em.
issit?
what ya want me to do? yell at em?
acct i also wanna scold em fer....
but i always never succeed..
hahas.. i look at em and wanna laugh.
qiu sorta give me presure to .. not be so friendly?
so as of next session, we'll try to be more yan ge.
dun say i never hint.
on tues just do ur drills well yea?
hahas...
ohs. qiu also say i henpeak on em.
say i too nice le..
shi ma?
she rekonds i shdnt have did stuff for them.
like tie hair. [ i was pretically zoes.pris.ruixis personal hairdresser]
provide stuff.
and give em last min fd trainin..
well...
*shurg*
if ya dun want me to be nice. also can
hahas.. i can slack in da sj rm and listen to my yehuimei.

i'm supposed to go talk to phil..
abt...
lets just say i dun think i can say anything abt it.
and i dunno what to say.
but as an nco.
i have to
uRgh..
hope she wont hate me..
hmms..
we were discussin minicom grps durin oyur pd..
but donno if our squad will go with it..
hahas.. but at least 5 of us agree..
quite wierd la acctually some combi
but i cant wait to see what they will come up with.. esp the PA grp.
oOos.. but zonecom clashes with minicom
accrdin to yiling zonecoms gonna be on nov.
oh darn.. well.. acctually also none of my busniess..
but kindda unfair right? to dose in com..
dunno what genni has up her sleave..
we'll see..
hahas..
yep. think zonecom grps will be announced on tues.
so if deres any sec2 readin this, try to get ur squad down.
to dose who get in : jiayou!
to dose who dun : its not that u're lousy. it just so happens that there're ppl better.. jiayou and try again nex year yeps?

just came baq frm agiR.
was quite shuang la.. do nothin but slack and listen to rinnis dirty jokes
wahahs... the ppls fd are hilarious too..
lousier den mine.. [and thats sayin alot]
hahas... quIte enetertainin la
and liching. man. she just looks funny
den THE part wE wEre changIn in the public was also darn dumb..
can ya imagine how we must have looked like?
like 2 walls around this person changin..
hahas.. better pray got no sercurity cam!
saw luther in the mrt.
he was like hello..
hahas.. i mean, i was sitin behind him for da start of the whole rehersal and he didnt borther to great
den when i have dis humongous heavy bag and i'm balancin my fone and wallet
he stands infront of me and say hello?
hahas... but at least he borthered..
he was tryin to strike up a convo before da train comes.
and i was just like..
i need to put down my bag!
hahas..
oOos... hEndry and chArles hair is gettin funnier and funnier.
and i was practising my commands on dear eilz and rinies.
hahas.. think i get it le..
better not foUl up again.
or more ppl will laugh at me..
PlaWk.

Saturday, August 23

mans.
couldnt sleep.
bah.
so came back..
tryin hard to studie ss..
shucks man.
my ss test is on da day right afta my brithday
[which is rinni-boos one]
darn.
that means i hafta mug on my birthday?
no-no.
im gonna study tomorrow sia..
i have to!
if anyone sees me online, kick me kays?
sighs.
huis--- you're so luckies..
ya know what?
her whole drums section came to her klass on her birthday and sang her a b*dae song..
awws.. how sweet!
hahas.. of cuz i dun expect that frm the sec2s...
but it would be nice if they at least greated my happi b*day yea?
hahas.. den again,
i think thats too much to hope for
hahas.. bUt my squad better remember..
hhas.. and someone tell cherie i dun want the bunny-box air thinggy
i'll burst it once i sleep on it.
*makes a face*
and eilz.. i want da nike shirt...
hahas.. yOu know right?
[you'd betTEr... after the gazillion hints i've dropped]
cant wait! hahas..
i'm gettin a coffee bean cake!
and goin fer fish and co.
shucks.. gonna explode on thurs..
hahas.. cant wait fer weds...
hahas..
its da twenty-seven! remember kayS?
hahas..
-HoPs aroUNd da rooM-

how many ppl acctually blog?
the list realli goes on.. gif up..
will continue to link tomorrow..
needda go slp soon..
tution tomorrow..
dunno what my tution tch gonna say..
he was so certain i was gonna get As.
yeas. when pigs fly. or when i walk to london.
and sians ar.
tomorrow agiR. tOTal crap.
i'll like stand there and sleep.
i have da amazin power to do that.
like last year.
i can sleep standin man
and in the midst throw my face all away.
but the real agi starts at 6. on 7th sep
dun count on me being there.
i predict a bad case of gastric.
i mean JQJ is on that day.
if ya think i'm gonna miss jay/energy fer this kindda shit.
ya're wrong seriously
i mean. who gives a heck abt this. is really a wate of manpower and time.
sorry gen.
but yea.
hahas.. if there are sec2s readin dis.
dun follow kays..
told ya ur nco was a hopeless case.
oH yEa.. Got a NEw temPlaTE!
toOk me aGeS to FInd it...
hahas... LoOKs damN coOl yea?
groWin to lvu da lasy wiTH sexy leGS..
hahas.. her BOoTS remInd ME of eilZ..
bUt iTS kindda.. wEll.. Un-Me..
hahas.. wanNi tHinKS da bLu flOWeR one wAs More ME..
cutE cUte de..
-BUrstS out laUghiN-
hahas... aNYway, i cant GEt da BlU flOwER de baq..
cuz i ForGEt TO saVE it...
uRm..
hahas.. and ThankS pamZIe fer LisTEnin to me crap yea?
i'll siGn yer gUEstbk LAtEr..
i'm hITTin thE shOweRs now..
BefORe my MUm YelLS...
BuT asiDe fRm me, aSsesMEnt waSnt thAt bad!
hahas..
suRprisE suPriSe..
iT waS ok...
soME PPl reaLLy preFoRmed eXceediNg expectations..
BUt cuRRently oNly one OUtstanDing de..
hahas.. shDnt say whO..
My sqUAd shD knOW..
bUt reaLLy..
da Sec twoS did beTTEr den expected --- OVeraLL
shdnt be greeDy i guess..
hahas.. anYWay.. sqUAd and jUnIors >> wElLdoNe!
hEys..
sOmeONe YEll at mE..
My coMMand suCks.
yeA.. evEn da seC 2s thiNk so..
oKS. so accorDin to my squaddies, it doEsnt realLy suck..
it soUnds good at LeaSt..
but it alWAYS lenD on THe wRonG foOt and i alWays giVe da wRong coMMand..
soUnds comforting?
small brain. what to do?
the classic of today was when i gave kekiRi BelOk
and i turned kakanaN.
wEll doNE! i've OuT did mYselF
so dUI lIAn. duNNo whEre to pUt mie face le...
dis IS crap..
BUt at Least i CoMMAnded proPerly fEr the da lAst grp --- wEnxuS..
[maYbe thatS whY their the best!]
and i COmmanded woRst in YingxuaNS grp...
[noT sayIn theY're tHE woRst La]
sORRieS.
ya HAve a HOpeless nco.
i know it.

Friday, August 22

*siGhs*
my stomAct stIll huRts
and my aRm. anD my calf. and my thigh. and my back. and my head.
duNo why..
muscel acHe i guess..
dA seC2 perfORmaNCe tOday was kiNdda...
wEll...
i meaN...
i cant realLy tell.. no onE was serious or anything..
we'll see tomorrow..
hope they'll pull thru...
hahas.. they Will la..
it'LL be US whO'll get in tRouBle anYwaY..
wElls.. caNT saY tOO much hEre.. duNNo whOS readin..
[Thats whY A BLOg iS quIte USelEss]
stOmAch reaLLie huRTs..
trObbiN heaD..
waNNa gp sleeP alReady..

oKIEs.. laST poSt..
hahas.. tRyIn to makE up foR all da lOSt tIME yas..
I'm NOT NAGGY!
i'm so not..
StupID qIUs.
shant BE niCE to HeR OR the SEc 2 lE.
aND EIlz. and the WhOLE lOT of yOu whO agRee wiTh qiUs.
tHIs IS whAT i get fER beiNg nice.
FINE. *HURmpH*
hahas.. On THE oTHer hanD.. tO tHE nice ppl whO didnT agree wiTh her ruBBish..
[lIKe paMS anD waNS aND riNee-bOo and Dor anD luc aND BErN]
tHAnKS yEA..
---bIG huggieS!---
hahhas.. Hmm.. pOStEd quITe a feW pOSts todaY..
figured a whole chunk wouLd be hard to read.. so just split it up...
eiLz fuLL of cRAp..
shEs goiN on anD on abt oTher gurlS whos're not chio...
hahas.. ok laH
eILZ is chiO la kan?
OoOs.. reaslized dum dum ppl poSt pHOTOs up the nEt foR ppl to poiNT anD critisize..
i wun be suprised if onE day i see mY PhOto up on da net...
-yUcKS-
then ppl will be pointIng aT MEEE!
whEN that day comes, eILZ is DEAD
HMMs.. goINg doWn laTEr To suPErvIUSe Sec2s sJ..
drAgged QIus anD eILZ anD riNee-Boo dOWn..
jUSt nice.,. 4v of us.. MAHJONG!
[duN teLL gEnniE]
HmM.. BEtTEr go prac my COmmAnds LAta..
or ELse ToMoRRow wiLL diu lIan..
havEn commanded [properly] siNCe lIkE mIni-Com?
hahas... WILL be quIte fuN ba..
OhS.. i fORget EverYthing tHeRE is to foRget foR fa and nurSIn..
ShuckS..


anyway.. gueSs whO flUnKed eMAthS?
aGAiN! for.. 1. 2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.times alReaDy? loSt COuNt.. BUt anYway.. i FLuNKed aGAin. yEa man
wHAtS the POiNT oF waSting at leaSt 4HRs On tuTIOn each week jUST to scrimp a 15/40?
okay.. so at least it was better den last time >>> clAsIC : 1/25
BuT sTIlL.. 15? ToTal CraP..
My TuTIon tEAcHErs GoNNa bE so PISSed wIth NE..
hes supposed to be thIS great stRiGHt A teahcEr..
gUEss i'm da fiRSt ot breaK hiS recORd eh?
well done.
*patS myself on da back.
yOz.. how long have i not beEn herE?
Hmm.. liKe 4mThs oR soMEthing..
OPPs.. aCCTuaLLy DUn sEE da PoInt OF BLoGGing.. whaTS da POInt?
hahas... fOR the KIck..
anD dUm dUM waNZ aND qiume ArE GoNNa sTArt a Blog.. NEver InVIte me..
*waTevas*
fines. bE that way.. see iF i caRe..

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