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Wednesday, January 31



I promise to : update soon, write letters to my selected fews, call those selected fews, reply messages more often, start my whole new healthy lifestyle, sleep before 11 every single day and (Oh my gosh, so much more things I've gotta set right!) ...


Oh well, I'll update soon ya. (: Once I come back from camp that is. Pretty exciting really. Despite having spent 6 years (and counting) in SJAB, today will be the first day I step foot upon St John's island. (: Pity about the toilets with no doors though.


Happy belated TWENTY (SO OLD!!!) to Markay though! The rushed dinner was rushed but hey you'll be back before you know it! (:

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Sunday, January 28


I love these baybehs much and much!

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You're really one of the rare few who can make me feel such emotional upheavals at this point of time. Maybe next time you really should consider starting on an all time low and ending with a bang. You know, just so I wont have to mop around the next few days. Can do? (:

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Friday, January 26

The stage is yours


Finally, a good day like today. And I'm not telling you why. (: Its simple, really. But the silly grin cant leave my silly face. (:


So anyway, Wong Ci said I haven been online for awhile. Which is true (and kind of sweet of him to notice). This may be because I've been juggling jobs and in the midst of packing my room (on my way to a brand new lifestyle!). More soon when things settle and fall nicely in place. And when I get rid of at least 1 of my 3 jobs.


Sadly, my pay is nowhere near Wong Ci's. I am just as well, if not more qualified to be a teacher! The failure of the price mechanism that results due to imperfect knowledge. (Goodness, thats so long long ago, in a galaxy far far away)


Anyway I cant sit here any longer as piles and piles of don't-know-whats are tethering ominously and buckets and buckets of pens are waiting to be sorted out. But weirdly enough, I love packing my room. The end product is just so amazing I feel dazed by the new found neatness. (:

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Monday, January 22

I wish someone else could be me for (I'm not greedy) 2 days, clear up this mess of my life I've made and then return my life to me.


Because I really do like being me sometimes. And now is one of the times when I really dont.

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I don’t know, I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?



If my life was to be written out as a book, it'll completely be a mindless, bimbotic, silly, but nevertheless, entertaining one.


Honestly, too much trouble looks for me far too often. ):

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Mental


Keith and I suffered massive bouts of heartache when Henry headed the late winner. Oh the pain! The truma! You can only imagine! ): ): ):

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Sunday, January 21

Before the world discovers me


Yesterday, the passing out parade survived on a huge mass of luck. So I would consider it a pretty lucky day for me. Given my usual luck such would not have been possible. Must be Qiu's charmed life.


Also, the least expected someone showed me some form of understanding. (: Which was pretty nice.


You know, friends actually care. Especially when its much needed. Even when it seems the least toleratable. They care anyway.

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Sunday, January 14

Every street is laced with some form of you


You really never know what (or who) you've been needed to lean out until its gone and you start to fall. But hey, you have to learn to stand on your own two feet sometimes.


But I do wish, I do wish.

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Monday, January 8

I'm not crying cause you've said you found somebody new
No, don't you worry darling 'cause these tears are not for you.


All you army boys take good care of yourself (In advance just in case I dont come back in time to wish you well.) (: This goes especially to Mark and Jem (Ho) for the awesome big brother and sweetie pie they've been.


On an aside note, I wonder why is it that hardly anyone tells the working girls (or in my case, hopefully soon to be working-girl) to take care. I mean whats worst - facing the true ills of society exposed to the whole of humankind or holding a rifle doing as insturcted and getting to watch Channel News Asia every morning? I'll take the fake enemies anytime.


In 2 hours, I leave for Genting with my friends!!! Now just how exciting is that for a little sua ku like me? ((: Cause firstly, I've never been out of town with my friends, and secondly I haven been to Genting in 10 years!

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Friday, January 5

I will be there for him
Just as strong as he will be there for me


My life is a convoluted web of lies. At least its happy. (: Hey, dont we all rather not know the truth sometimes?


But I swear once I come back from Genting, I will completely kick start my New Year resolutions of adopting a whole new healthy lifestyle and to acheive self-actualization- which happen to include being honest with myself and other.

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Wednesday, January 3

There's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt

Today I saw this guy at my Camp High Acheivers. HE LOOKED LIKE JAY CHOU SO MUCH!!! Okay, regardless of what Changtai says, I think Jay Chou looks super shuai*!


I think I shall spend the rest of my 6th months signing up for all the camps at Camp HA and pray that sonner or later, I'll get to know him.


*There is no other word for Jay Chou then shuai (I am of course leaving Curse of the Golden Flower out of the equation when I say this). Hes not cute like Edison Chen, or charming like Johnny Depp or super awesome like Johnathan Bernett or hot like Channing Tatum. Hes just shuai in his own quiet cheena way. ((:

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