Tuesday, January 31
It might be you.
Here, a little jealousy, I hope you think of me. (:
I've thought up a 1000 excuses for you, and I believed in every single one of them.
Marjong should be made a sport. Me and Weilong are the ultimate teammies!
I finally found para para dancing friends. :/ Worse, they actually like it. :/
Paint my nails a pretty gold for me wont you?
I think the polymer $2 are abit of a pain because you cant feel them accurately through the red packets and they are unfoldable! They bounce up with such zest its hard to count them.
Soon soon, a dollar a day, for $200 days. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/31/2006 10:54:00 PM
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For I still fall apart when we speak
Stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me.
It's okay, you've been assured. ((:
With no thought of what used to be.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/31/2006 09:24:00 AM
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Monday, January 30
"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do!. That is character."
– Theodore Roosevelt
I've extingushed my uncool supply for the whole of 2006 by watching a certain Jack Neo show.
I'm tired of being what I'm supposed to be. I'll go with my heart now. (:
Go away you mere epigone!
Each time I find myself flat on my face, I pick myself up and get back in the race.
Somethings shouldnt be replaced, thats what made it special in the first place. :D
You make me feel.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/30/2006 06:25:00 PM
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The Seven Words You Can Never Say On Tv
I love those little prawn rolls. (: And I know I'm gonna regret all those soda when I'm trudging along the hills of macritchie.
This time I'm sure. I can't, not anymore. (:
Whereever you go and whatever you do.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/30/2006 11:20:00 AM
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Sunday, January 29
Everythings in the unspoken
Painted nails bring back haunted memories. That and they dont stay nice for more than 5 minutes.
I haven done my hair or painted my nails or seriously borthered about how i look in the longestest time. But its okay, it doesnt matter anymore.
My fingertip skins are all flaking off. I'm think I'm in serious need of vitamin C.
Did I mention, I got a new zen neeon and they didnt even steal my moomoo stick on. (:
Time to face the world! :D
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/29/2006 10:57:00 AM
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Saturday, January 28
No more crying on your shoulder into the heart shaped sea.
Happy New Year everyone! Have fun waving and evading and glaring at all those relatives and their oh-so-friendly-you-cant-stand-to-be-annoyed kind of questions. Nope, I'm not smart anymore, am not thinner, am darker, am not prettier and have no desire for more pineapple tarts, thank you very much. (: But family can give you a feeling of belonging.
I ate a fortune cookie today and it said "A new year with a new hope". How very enlightening. But I love fortune cookies, they make me very, er, chinese. (:
Talking to Daryl yesterday night set me thinking quite abit. It wasnt his fault per se, but I felt really small and more miserable then before, but at least it was real.
I should make allowances. I confess I'm not calm or level-headed enough. I like to think things my way and fit others into my line of thoughts. I guess black and white are too clear to me, its about time I accepted the grays. I'll just have to learn. (:
All along, I knew that flaws bug me. I dont accept flaws and desire a fresh start. Its perfectionist and annoyingly so. I just never though that its actually something negative. Now I do.
I come down the hardest on me. I do stuff I shouldnt then I beat myself up for it. I'm the most disatisfied with myself. I hate myself for so many things. I hate myself for hating me. I'm probably my own worst enemy. No one would ever be so angry with me. Then again, no one knows all the wrong things I am. I know I sound like an angsty teenager, but you have no idea.
But from today, I'll stop doing things that I'll end up hating myself for. (Which is about everything. ) It'll be okay, you'll see. (:
I can have my own set of wings!
My first Cheltenham match was lousy cause both teams played terrible. The good goal chances and loose balls were so disgusting, in my humble opinion. But at least Cheltenham's Finnigan and Parker were worth a glance or two. (: That and I won a nice little bet.
This wont make abit of difference. This will make no difference at all.
Dont waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/28/2006 11:19:00 PM
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Friday, January 27
Slow,
Burn,
Let it all fade out.
I've got no way to work this out.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/27/2006 09:21:00 PM
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I am the impossible.
Cannons and Horses are awe inspiring.
You can just sense this feeling in our eyes
Like no one's hands are big enough
To hold on to this fear
And no one's words are strong enough
To fix what happened here
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free.
Dar and me were arguing if losing your memory would be a good thing. Yes, I believe so. Gary claims theres no such thing as a clean slate, and I'd hate to agree. But its something I cant help but desire. (:
It shouldnt be this way, everythings going my way.
You dont scare me with those hurtful lies and blank eyes, I've seem them all.
Dont just walk away, cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
You're here for a purpose arent you? I cant quite place you yet.
My vision is coloured and clouded, I'm seeing things through someone elses eyes. I'm not clear and level headed enough, so I really admire people who are strong enough to not let what someone else thinks affect him.
I probably am not fair to you, but your bimbotic (wanna-be or not) actions kindda disgust me, though you can argue its not my concern, but I wish you well, and hopefully you can get that bag you were dying for or your eyelashes to grow one inch longer. That would be the meaning of the life eh?
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes.
I wonder why lightsabers of long ago were so fat. Maybe thats why the lightsaber matches were so awefully slow. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/27/2006 05:09:00 PM
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Reading Room Risk (RRR)
Risk is my new favourite. And if I havent already started hording you with my bad playing skills (blatenly expressed by my oh-so-delightfully-honest twinnie), I will soon.
Chinese new year steamboat was a flop, cause Mr Lim nagged till late and we were too late for a nice proper $10 marina bay steamboat. So we dine-hop from Seoul Garden's to Jack's and finally settled for making a hell load of noise over prosperity pizzas. :D
I broke my home arrival time on a normal school day - 12.07am. And my mum AND dad was harping on after each other, with especial emphasize on that 7 min.
'cause theres no place that far.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/27/2006 12:37:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 25
You're beautiful, its true. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/25/2006 10:10:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 24
Please dont look at me with those eyes,
Please dont hint that you're capable of lies.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/24/2006 09:10:00 PM
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Monday, January 23
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
I'm going to do something I haven done in a long long while. Which is go to bed a while after watching the 9 o'clock chinese drama. (In which I heard what has got to be the most retarded line of forever : The furthest distance on earth is not the ends of earth, but its when I'm standing in front of you but you dont know I love you. Like how beyond dumb is that? Not to mention overused. So use it on a girl to send her even further than your retarded furthest distance on earth.)
I'm a sucker for oldies. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/23/2006 10:01:00 PM
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Looks like you made your escape
But things can't be perfect
All the time,
That I know.
Sometimes we just have to let some things go
And I'm doing the right thing. I am.
Oh you know I almost forgot the fun of science experiments with the endless failures followed by the glowing success.
Just to make you proud, I dont mind smiling a little wider. ((:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/23/2006 09:01:00 PM
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Sunday, January 22
Someone, somewhere said some things
that may have sparked some sympathy, but don't believe.
Don't believe a word you've heard about me.
Don't be so scared.
It's harder for me.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/22/2006 10:53:00 PM
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It'll never be to face the world alone.
I really do detest Mr Guru. And I couldnt care less if the feeling is mutual. I probably aint a good student either, but the way his lessons are being conducted, you probably wouldnt notice if he is there or not. And for a teacher, thats saying something.
Even if I found you now, things wont get better.
Sometimes I just pretend ;
So we'll chew on gum balls as we count the stars.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/22/2006 10:05:00 PM
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Hit the snooze button
I missed my squadmates dearly, so suddenly. We were looking in at the excitement around us, as the swaying and singing, at the laughter and mirth and then I realized that the days where we wore the same stuff (though gross) and laughted the hardest and sang together (horribily off key) were sadly, gone. Its gonna be a feat to ever see the twenty two of us together. And yesterday, all that was the two of us reminiscing.
So me and Qiu painstakingly pieced our uniform only to realize, much to our horror, that by the time we got there, there was no need for it. However, we were insistant on wearing it for a brief phototaking session. And I think we look good despite the oversided shirt and the hideous court shoes. ((:
And my chosen candidate as Edmund's next, Davin ( I still dont quite know how to pronounce his name. Dae-vin or Dar-vin?)
Ahh, How very very sweet. ((:
Nothing, but the greatest love for this baybeh would have prevented me from posting this most ugly photo of her.
He was both our potential date. (:
Happy birthday Jed! haha, I'll be sure to miss you when you go all botak. Thanks for all those pail wacking days and for teaching me the arts of slacking. (:
Security Committee for NCO course 2005! And everyone slept safely in their beds. (:
It could have been better, a pity we didnt make it so. So glad we are that this whole things over.
This means so much, I've said it before and I'll say it again.
And if I keep my chin up,
I still see clouds that look like you
So looking down is what I do
I hope you know how much I mean it when I told you I dont ever wanna see you sad.
A new Hope, I wish I existed in that long long time ago, in that galaxy far far away. (:
You know, its not really so okay. You dont leave a wound open, even when you know it'll be okay. Cause its never really going to be fully alright. And your refusal to face a problem disappoints me.
There are some things that I shouldnt have found out.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/22/2006 11:09:00 AM
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Friday, January 20
And I dont know how you do it, making love
out of nothing at all.
The hetic weekends await this very hetic week. Catching a breath is much needed at this point of time. But I guess its for the better. I barely notice as the days breeze by.
ODAC put down our time, effort and pride (yes pride) just to put up those seemingly insignificant chinese new year deco. It was more trouble then it was worth. Haha, but it was the team's challenge in a sense. I mean how often is it I get to look like a foreign working running about on stage while CLDDs performs? And theres no where on earth I'd rather be then there and then. ((:
Get your own style, your own words and your own thoughts. Leave mine for me please.
Learning that you're just as human as anyone only serves to make you more perfect. (:
Jacks Place students lunch deal starts at 1.30 pm, just a reminder to all you cheapo people. (: But I'll pay $21891 more just for the company.
And I realized that absolutely no one, NO ONE (for emphasize), in 3505 actually consienciously take down econs notes. Gosh, what a let down.
Gold Angpows are my hot favourite!
I guess in the end, you start to think about the beginning.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/20/2006 10:44:00 PM
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Thursday, January 19
Those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
But today, I’ve wasted away, for today is on my mind
I've been spending too much time in the ODAC store to be wise. It would be perfect if only its air conditioned. (Which would be just a little ironic, seeing we're the Outdoor Activity Club after all)
Ah, cease your jealosy now, Cheeyong. See, your name is somewhere on my blog. haha
Oh look right at the bottom! I'm the star player!
Before $10 haircut.
After $10 haircut, and we both reached a secret agreement that it was a terrible use of $10. (Okay, you can get jealous again Cheeyong)
I can see clemsy's accompanying hand action already!
I know its going to happen again. But not if I have anything to say about it.
There doesnt seem to be much work to be done. My selective memory is hard at work again.
I dont remember promising you I'll be happy thereafter.
Remember us at our best.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/19/2006 10:41:00 PM
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And before it slips my extremely preoccupied mind, thanks Dar for helping me with HTML woes and Pam bestfriend whose line Yes, I think we've met before stuck in my head for around for 2 months. (:
and maybe i just dont want to know, how low your ready to go
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/19/2006 10:38:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 18
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we dont forget.
I need more will, more resistance, more sleep. I have to say Shenglong is right on this, my mental strengh is indeed (incresingly) amazing. But it never hurts to ask and pray for just a little bit more for the times when you falter. ((:
I'm not okay, things are steadily wearing me out. Theres always something to look forward to, but when it do comes by, it falls just a little short of expectations.
My lit teacher is like no other, in the negative, lazy (or from my point of view at least, backed by evidence) sense. I try quite abit to see it from the other point of view. Alas, theres none. I think Specslim is the most brainless idea.
I hate asking for help when I need it most. It makes me feel all weak and useless. But I dont mind asking for help when I dont really need them. I guess it boils down to subborness and pride.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/18/2006 09:14:00 PM
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Aircrash
My Itunes (or my sister's rather) has been invaded by a hoard of terrible disguesting chinese songs (I shall justify this with evidence : not only are they cheena, they are cheesy and chiched and so 9 years ago). And thats mostly what I've been listening to for the past 5 hours, if not for the fact that I was too immersed in my work (whatever they were, I have no idea now) I think the torture would be too much to bear.
And that brings me to the point that I managed to scrape together a decent looking GP file complete with beautiful 30 cent dividers in 20 mins today.
Which takes me to the fact that GP is eating me alive, so do you agree that wealth is making you selfish. There is almost nothing to argue about this (Yes, it may be generalising, but if you dont generalise, how are you to arguee for the 6 billion different opinions I ask you?). If you are not selfish, ask your dad to cancel your internet subscription now (together with your handphone line) and with the money you save, donate it to http://www.makepovertyhistory.org/ Dont be selfish come on, they have nothing to eat and here you are claiming that you'll die without your handphone? See, we're all selfish, life is unfortunately, such.
Not that I approve of being self-centred and megalomaniac, but the sad fact remains that we are. If wealth was never meant to be equally distributed anyway, thats why after 8000 years of existance, 86% of the world resources is owned by 20% of us. The world was never meant to be fair, and will never be. Would you give away extra cash (if you had) ? I bet you dont even donate 20cents to the uncle at the Orchard underpass in your (assumption) more than 15 years of existance. See, once again, we are selfish. So what kind of a question is this?
Ok, after rambling about the unfairness of the world, I must now display my displeasure towards one of my favourite brand, Nike. When a simple shirt with a tick fetch them $35 (at least) I do not think it is fair of to pay their worker (Source unname) $5 an hour and even expliot children in the sweatshops at Vietnam.
So maybe I should have used this time that I just wasted sleeping instead of sprouting random critical comments.
Finally, a decent song :)
What do you do when you're alone,
What do you do when no ones home.
Out of control , you're on your own.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/18/2006 01:06:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 17
When I see you smile,
I can face the world.
Things that shouldnt be irritating me are. I've got a ton on my shoulders so I suggest you stear clear just for awhile.
I try to you know, I try to keep my temper in check, but urgh, I guess I'm just no good sometimes. :(
Then at least theres ODAC tomorrow :D Though I doubt I'll be awake till the end. I've been up till late for many days in a row, its no wonder I never have radient skin.
I've lost a colour in my set of markers, and its bugs me like it shouldnt.
I LOVE YOU TOO POR! ((: You havent given me your timetable yet!
Simple Plan just came on on my Itunes and I suddenly miss Boon and the times of you think you're special, but I know and I know and we know that you're not (Or however it goes anyway)
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/17/2006 09:03:00 PM
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Monday, January 16
Twenty-five minutes too late
You dont impress me with that its-not-that-I-cant-do-it,-I-just-dont-want-to attitude. Thats just being plain stupid, and no where near cool. I know I use that stupid excuse to comfort myself sometimes, but no more from today onwards. Beacause not doing it when you can is even more stupid then trying and failing.
Its not going to be forgotten this time.
I could spend my whole life in the ODAC store. I would probably die from the heat , but I'd prefer that to anything else. (: Cause the company there is tops. Clemsy rocks!*
*terms and conditions apply
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/16/2006 10:42:00 PM
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too long,
far too long.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/16/2006 12:59:00 AM
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Layer after layer I'll cover my insecurity.
Is that the way you'll want it to be?
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/16/2006 12:44:00 AM
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Sunday, January 15
How far will we take this?
I specially stayed in to do work yesterday, or so I thought, and so far I've read 1 weeks worth of papers and The River in March and thats about it. And taught my sister 2 maths question (I almost couldnt do it, what embarrassment). And thats why I am staying up now trying desperately to piece together a literature far from bits of scrap paper here and there.
I just remembered, Rosy likes my blog! :D Yay, though as you can tell from the previous paragraph, my blog is entirely substance-less and if you didnt know me, you might (just might) think I'm some airheaded bimbo. And yes, I believe this is long overdue, but to jr who told me I have a cool site on my tagboard months ago (if you're still here) : who are you eh?
Everyone help me figure what Harry's last tag meant.
This is ODAC at the mass dance during CCA carnival. Six happy people in a boriquito, and I wouldnt have it any other way. ((:
I'm glad Zoeraine joined AJ ODAC cause (especially now, after I've wrote a 904 word essay on what ODAC means to me) I honestly think she deserves the most awesome CCA of AJ! haha.
And this is Group 1 slash 2 during our first CCA. Haha, I cant explain why, but it seems like all these people who join ODAC (my batch included) are enthused and outgoing (relatively), how come eh? What, quiet people dont like the outdoors /can stand training? Is this a law of nature of something?
If I quit ODAC now, I'll start to hate AJ. But if I dont, I'll hate myself. So how now? Lets just keep our fingers crossed while we wait and see and hopefully, I wont have to make a choice.
Just in case you havent noticed, I've changed the template and doesnt it look great! Okay I'm trying to convince myself as well cause I'm not exactly too sure that this beats the previous one. Superstar Limo you know! haha.
When theres barely anything left, giving up is surprisingly easy.
Fear lead to anger, anger leads to hate, and hate leads to suffering. I can say I understand this now. ((:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/15/2006 11:51:00 PM
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Just when I needed you most. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/15/2006 01:13:00 PM
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My weakness is none of your business.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/15/2006 12:37:00 AM
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Saturday, January 14
99 red balloons floating in the summer sky. I couldnt have done it alone, so thank you very much.
If you want to know how I feel, I'm sorry it cant be that easy anymore. I've learnt my lesson, you cant read me like a book anymore, so dont imagine me the same. I'm not, not anymore.
I think Abortion should be made legal on a case by case basis. If you have premarital sex and get pregnant, you live with it cause you deserve it. But if you got raped, then you should be allowed to undo this mistake cause it wasnt your choice. Yes, I paid a little attention during the talk.
I'm tired, but the pleasure in the pain is that we've reached the end.
but to you,
this means nothing,
nothing at all.
But so what?
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/14/2006 08:53:00 PM
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I wish it was raining, cause I hate every beautiful day.But for a Friday the thirteen, I guess I was lucky enough to have an awesome-st group 1 slash 2. (:
I should have known you wouldnt have the guts to face up. I knew it all along.
Thank God for
you.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/14/2006 12:10:00 AM
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Thursday, January 12
with just a pinch of hate.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/12/2006 11:24:00 PM
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It's so easy to remember a few old memoriesI need exciting weekends, they keep me going ever since I cant find anything in Econs to pick me up with.
I try to think through the blur I went through today, but it doesnt matter. Things rarely do anyway. haha.
You know how it is when people irritate you and you wish them into oblivion? Why dont you actually tell them what they do that irritates and run risk of them actually getting out of your life the way you want it to be? I dont do that myself, but I wonder why we're all hypocritical enough to keep people you dont really like around you.
i never intended to let them see me while i was afraid
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/12/2006 09:33:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 11
Silver moon sparklingI'm oh so happy! My bunny just went through a major operation and he now has a clean, white, complete, hole-less butt! :D
You really shouldnt have.
Pink Beauty at Hagen Dazz (Ok, you gotta tell me how to spell this) is total berry overdose. Stay clear. And for my birthday, I want the $29.90 chocolate fondae there. :) Just so you know.
I'm glad CCA orientation went all according to plan, and we even had fun with the mass dance. Sheesh, its such cheap trills, but the company was tops. ((: ODAC is the way to go. Always will be. :D
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/11/2006 10:18:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 10
Toes on the NoseWhen you dont know how to put things into words, its always correct to begin it with :
Today was a happy day.
Not exactly, but it was a happy sort of nothing special day. I watched Hot Chicks ( and it was funny and good with long lost pretty girls!) under some bad influence when I should have been working hard at econs because I'm fast losing my econs powress. Haha, but thanks for coming over and putting out the rain. (:
It wasnt much, but it was a start, but I'm sorry you werent there.
I knocked my head on the shower knob just a while ago and I was foolishly imagining that maybe my memory will be all knocked out when I wake up tomorrow. What a happy thought. Its not that I dont like you, (maybe it is) but wont it be great to have nothing in your mind except work and studies and no one and nothing else to worry about? Yes, it would be absolutely wonderful to be alone, and more importantly, to be happy being alone. This, I'm still learning, but not making much progress. How to, with so many awesome people who keep coming round? (:
Like my Por, I'm sorry I couldnt make it today, I owe you something for all the Straits Times you so selflessly give me every morning. ((:
I wonder when you'll come back to put things right.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/10/2006 11:35:00 PM
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Monday, January 9
And I'm never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell youBut I know I gotta give it a tryYou irritate me.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/09/2006 08:44:00 PM
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Sunday, January 8
Life is going my way ever so beautifully,so why have I nothing left to say and no more left to tell?
You've reached a dead end but you refuse to turn back. Mamihlapinatapei : 1/08/2006 07:13:00 PM
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Friday, January 6
Dont wanna lose it, cause I'm not like that.We got a high from trying to dance to Its Gotta be Me and jumping wildly around the gas lamp 'campfire'. Campfire for orientation was awesome, more tomorrow.
I deserve to punch myself in the face for being so stupid. I know everyone lies, I just didnt want to find out you were one of them. This cycle has been gone through one time too many, maybe it was me, for being so foolish, for giving you the benefit of the doubt every single time. And even now, I cant say I wont do it again.
Not having enough sleep makes me metally tired and weakens me from the inside, I'm serious!
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/06/2006 11:39:00 PM
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Thursday, January 5
The hardest thingI said something that may be wrong today, but I least I said something that was from
me.
We've done our due preparation for campfire for orientation finale tomorrow and theres nothing to do but the keep our fingers crossed that the kerosene stain on the ground will someone disappear by themselves and that it wont rain tomorrow. But given our luck of late, the stains has probably enlarged and it'll probably rain right after we start campfire tomorrow. Hah, but no matter, its the process that rocked, splinters and all. :D
I desperately want to upload the memory video on my phone (Its ABSOLUTELY BRILLANT) , but it just isnt happening and occupied me for the past hours, effectively sidelining econs.
I'm got my hopes and and my eyes bright, but this time, I'm all ready to catch myself if I should fall.
Lit lesson has been suffiently disappointing. I think a certain teacher should have shared more of his opinions and interpretations so as to offer us a whole new pespective. If I wanted Daryl's response (No offense, it was good!), I could have asked him any day. Haha, I think I may be increasing concerned over these work now to an extent I sound like I'm a selfish brat, but no way okay, I just decided I need to stop faking it and actually know something. And honestly, the whole class not doing homework together is just too terrible. I bet everyone made resolutions to work hard this year, walk the talk together please. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/05/2006 11:54:00 PM
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So was it really just an accident?
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/05/2006 12:24:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 4
In a twist of seperation, you excelled at being free.I dont know how lost I would be without ODAC and all the people that comes with it. Where else would I find 3am stay-up-ers and soccer players who will stand for my horrible skills (In my defense, I haven kicked a ball since 6 mths ago)?
I need some sort of zest and fire in me to use my breaks more productively then simply slacking in the library and whinning with Raine and talking rot and the likes. I didnt drop maths for time to spend doing absolutely nothing. But I'm sure that fire will ignite sometime soon. ((:
Do you really expect me to do that?
Although I dont really like ice creams, I think all ice-cream uncles deserve to earn a ton and lead a comfortable life because they are such nice people who work so hard. So everyone, buy a $1 ice cream for the next ice-cream uncle you see tomorrow! ((:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/04/2006 10:41:00 PM
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And I cant stop smilingBut its not the same.
Raine is my favourite
disturbance ah Lian of today. (And if you're nice to me, maybe tomorrow as well). :)
Schools in so everyone throw your hands in the air and surrender all your undone homework. Wail about it a little, but you see, that wont stop the As from crashing down on you in just abit.
Actually, I think I wont mind this year passing me by as if it never existed.
But I saw Zoe and yingtung today and it felt like home once more.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/04/2006 09:13:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 3
Don't worry baybeh, I can take the news okay.
Just dont look at me, I dont want you to see me this way. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/03/2006 10:28:00 PM
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Monday, January 2
Lets talk about race and hatred.Beam auto synchronises with my computer so all my new photos get auto uploaded. Just how cool is that?
Secretly, I always knew that studying with Raine and Ci is one of the worst plans to have when you are desperately needing to finish your homework.
First Neoprints of the year, and Ci's first neos of his life (Gasp!)
Are you game for the bimbo club? Contact Raine for details.
I was drowing in 2 weeks worth of newspapers and newsweek. By exhausting all my disipline, determination and brilliance, I would
probably will be able to finish them by tomorrow. (:
Bringing your kayak to the paddle and bringing your paddle to your kayak, is there a difference?
You asked a question I couldnt quite answer. Couldnt, or didnt want to. The line is blured but I no longer want to figure that out. If you say its a pity, I'll tell you its a loss.
Some things just cant be chased away at will.
The nagging feeling that I may just possibily be spoilt is one of them. I'm not, honestly. :)
My mum finally got a new sponge for the kitchen sink. No more scratching those plates with my sad stubby fingernails! :D
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/02/2006 07:07:00 PM
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01. Was 2005 a good year for you?
It was one rollar coaster ride. May have hated it at some point of time (Dont lie, you probably must have too) but overall, I would say it was amazing. (:
02. What was your favorite moment of the year?
I've got to say I've alot of 2nd favourite but no favourite cause I really cant pick one. For example, certain ODAC activities, certain bus rides, certain soccer memories, loving and being loved in returned. (:
03. What was your least favorite moment of the year?When I felt like I didnt fit in in AJ.
04. Where were you when 2005 began?
At Wenxuns house, in her celler, playing Indian Poker.
05. Who were you with?Fabian, Xun, Ruo, Edmund, Cheekai, and a huge gang of first aiders.
06. Where will you be when 2005 ends?
[ It ended ] I thought I would be at Harbour Front with the fireworks, but a twist of events and I was outside Esplanade watching them instead.
07. Who will you be with when 2005 ends?I thought I would be with ODAC, but I ended up with Rara, Harry and Mark and a huge truck of bangalas, ah peks and ah mas.
08. Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?No, not all, not excactly.
09. Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? I have quite a few.
10. Did you fall in love in 2005?Yes.
11. If yes, with who?Cleavon12. If yes, do they know?Used to
[Where's question 13?]14. You regret it?Hmm, this answer's probably linked to question 13. --- quoted Eiz
15. Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?Yes
16. Did you make any new friends in 2005?
More than ever before
17. Who are your favorite new friends?Haha, these sort of question sow discord.
18. What was your favorite month of 2005?September
19. Did you travel outside of Singapore in 2005?
Yes.
20. How many different countries did you travel to in 2005?
Two
21. Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
Yes
22. Did you miss anybody in the past year?Yes
23. What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?The Little Mermaid , always will be
24. What was your favorite song from 2005?
Memory, sugarcult
25. What was your favorite record from 2005?
Always, an oldie complilation. (:
26. How many concerts did you see in 2005?6 or 7? I have no idea.
27. Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?No. To be honest, none of them made a lasting impression
28. Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?No, but more than my entire lifetime combined.
29. Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?No.
30. How many people did you sleep with in 2005?Who actually counts?
31. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Yes.
[question 32's gone too!] 33. What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?I shall pretend to have forgot
34. Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?Yes, I shouted at josef.
35. Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? Yes, I shall pretend that it doesnt hurt.
36. How much money did you spend in 2005?You got to be kidding, we both dont need to know.
37. What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Tough one :)
38. What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?You dont want to know.
39. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?Time spent in history lecture and times when my mind was weak
40. What are your plans for 2006?
To be an awesome person with 3 As. :D
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/02/2006 03:14:00 AM
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Sunday, January 1
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyesHappy two oh oh six all of you! And if you deserve an awesome, blow-me-over-year this year because you have been a very nice person for 2005, I hope you get it. (:
And I have lofty ambitious new year resolutions. Studies and relationships. In a nutshell, I promise to work harder and to be a much much nicer person.
My new N70's name is Beam. Like a smile you know, Beam. I'm sorry to the summer lovers, she was one awesome companion. A pity she was only 4 MB. Contacts are lost, sorry if I have to ask and so are the messages and all, that means so much to me. But its okay, you can just send them again. (:
The front cam of my new phone is actually not very extremly good.
Managed to catch Por for one last hug from her before the new year. ((: Settlers again, but it never gets boring. :D
Purple dinosaur and that coke float.
Just for you Por (Or rather, your full batt) , I'll gonna hide that shot I like so much. ((:
Ra, Harry, Mark and me decided to oh-so-brilliant-ly walk to the Esplanade to catch the fireworks and so intelligently immersed ourselves into a sea of bagalas and had to troop through mud and manholes. And I tell you, I think some bangala was trying to touch me or something but its not something worth remembering, just that I think thats quite about enough crowd squeezing. Haha, but the swaying from side to side to act like we're walking and the retarded dares and the awesome, breathtaking and nice (Sorry, limited vocab) fireworks made the suffocation worth it. :D And I was wrong, the fireworks were just as pretty as the last time I saw them. :)
The second MRT queue I stood in.
Walked into Sentosa and wasted the night away with rounds of
I Never and Indian Poker in anticipation of the first sunrise of 2006.
Cute little harmless thing. How deceiving.
I couldnt resist.
Haha, the reason for the absense of a breathtaking sunrise picture is that well, despite much calculations, we still didnt manage to get where the sun was coming from and even till 7, there was no sign of it. But we FELT the sunrise, I insist. ((:
My pimples are screaming and jostling for attention, I cant deny the late nights are getting to me.
If only you could be that way. Haha, but I guess its better this way. I'm making sense. :))
2005 was an amazing journey, I wont question anything cause I know the highs and lows helped shape me and theres no other way I would have it. ((:
But 2006s gonna be the best ever, you wait and see.
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/01/2006 11:59:00 AM
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