Tuesday, June 28

such a feelings coming over me ;
there is wonder in most everything i see


Its quite entertaining really, so see the various extreme reactions to a paper. Like "My best case scenario is 16 and my worst is 2" as compared to "It wasnt really that hard. I only didnt have enough time for 1 question". ((: Its kindda fun to be in the middle of all the wailing/celebrating/puffing and panting if only you werent one of them. No wonder teachers love the mid years. So they can stand there and secretly gloat "AHA! I've been though this, now its your turn. DIE FREAKS!"


I'm glad EL did well. Though I prefer to call them LJB. :D

Monday, June 27

Things that bother you never bother me,
I'm as happy as pie, a-ha!
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time.


Haven't got a lot, I don't need a lot,
Coffee's only a dime,
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time.


Just take it from me, I'm just as free as any brother,
I do what I like, just when I like, and how I love it!


I'm right here to stay, when I'm old and gray,
I'll be right in my prime,
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!


I dont care if you dont read lyrics, you HAVE TO read the above cause its so happy! ((:


I've heard enough " have you finished studying?" , "How did you do" and "I'm gonna fail". IDIOTS. You arent gonna fail even if you haven finished studying, and do you really care how I did? So stop sprouting retarded comments.


I caught up with Zhenglong between my tests today and hes eyes are so small and hes gotten TOO fair for a swimmer. ((: But it still feels like the same old him, the squeaky voice and the wierd puzzling interest in cells that grow. haha, catching up is the best happy-therepy ever. Makes you feel as though things are not lost and not too far away.


Gary and Jeremy are both sacked as my best friends because the former went to secretly do Guru's lit essay (and prob Alice Teos too) and the latter is a secret maths genius.

Sunday, June 26

c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e


The whole hols I've slept in only TWICE. Beat that.


Admitted myself into the muggers club this week and though its been but 6 days, it sure feels DAMN long! :))


Mark, Kerr and me mugged today, and it was tough fight against trigo ( I bet Mark wanted to slap me for not knowing a SINGLE sin) . But at least I solved one question (It was simplicity itself) , better than none I guess. Ahaha, but i truely hate the way maths makes me feel dumb.


Iits really annoying the way some people are so unaware of niceness around them. Would say more but theres no point. The base lines just I wish you didnt matter. Rah, as Fabian will say, life is such. And a pity it is so.


The CTs wont bring us down everyone, its a piece of cake.


And even if it isnt its only 15%. ((:


JUNWEI! what discovery? :/


KAI! Thats so damn stalkish lah! haha! Tell me when you find that out. :)

Saturday, June 25

I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you and I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been making the rounds 'round here
While I've been trying to make tears disappear


Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
I'm almost over you


You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
For you leavin' came easy but it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
'Cause it seems like forever, but I'm letting you go


I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams


Honestly, who reads lyrics?


Trigo hasnt been kind to me and I thank every single bit of my lucky stars I'm an artser.


DAR! All the best for tomorrow! Wanted to attach a msg with that spongebob ecard, but apparently they didnt have such a feature. :/ well, give it your best shot and I'll be there in spirit! Cheers! :D


ARISTORTLE! ( havent shouted this in eons! ) HEY! haha, sorry I dont have their blogs ehh. :)

Friday, June 24

Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December


Someone holds me safe and warm,
Horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully across my memory...


Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Once upon a December


And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December

Wednesday, June 22

wont someone please get this for me? (:
The terror of knowing what this world is about


The july common test is pressing down hard and I dont miss this feeling at all. I mugged while listening to music and studied abit over the phone till 5 this morning and it wasnt half bad. (:


I played spongebob on Nickalodean! Ahaha, the games are so cute, but its really retarded cause even if you dont play, you're sure to pass the level.





My Officer training course is over, so three cheers for us! :D Nothing much to comment, but thank goodness it was slack and Sierra really bonded more than we ever did for the course, so thats good I guess, though I dont quite understand how we got the Best Team-building. Ahh well. And through this camp, I've come to know that I'm really not a very nice person, I'm quite mean actually. No, really.


Oh thanks Edmund for the ice moutain, even if you dumbly passed it through the person you were suppose to keep it from. Haha. ((:


I really hate :
1) hair on basins - Like eww gross
2) horribily incompetent people - No, I dont think I'm all that capable, but at the very least, I can do some stuff for myself
3) maths - Self explainatory

Monday, June 20

Another more artistic shots. Gosh, I miss those baybehs so!

Comparing arm colour - my arms all the way back! But its fading. :(

BAO BAO! *squeals!*

Fly me to the moon

SQUADMATES FOR ALWAYS!

Self shot!

We snuck our to watch my first ever night time movie - Mr and Mrs smith!

Cause you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do ; thats why I'm by your side, thats why I LOVE YOU! :D

I'd do anything!

I'll hate for us to move on.

CHERIE! That spots reserved for you!

:)) They still look as wonderful as always

One Two Three Four HIGH FIVE! :D

Love this photo! its all black and white and reminiscing! (:

FENG FENG! I love this baybeh! And dont we miss THAT pinafore! haha I look like some brownie! So my bestie was right!

Thursday, June 16

See this por!!


Will be having my first match in forever tomorrow. I have no clue why I'm on midfield when my stamina is practically nonexistant. Ah, wish me luck anyway!


Dashing to OTC camp right after, so catch me while you can, or wait till Mon. Gosh, I cant tell how glad I'm gonna be once this OTC thing ends.
And I feel like I'm living the worst day ; I feel like you're gone


I dont know how all of these is gonna work out. I'm just on a pretense that I dont know all of this is wrong.


Now I really want to disappear and study, I swear I'm serious.

Tuesday, June 14

Koped this from Rosy's blog! I think it's cool-ly ironic and cynically cute

Saturday, June 11

I WANNA WATCH CHARIE AND THE CHOC FACTORY! ((: Its like my childhood dream! I've the older version, but it wasnt really good, the chocolate river looked grossly like mud. :( But this one looks so good! PORIE! come back so we can catch it together! :D
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me


Whee! Guanjie finally sent me the song I've been after for so long! ((:


Well, we've all successfully passed our 2 star kayaking! :D It was a blast, jellyfish and all. The expedition was quite taxing seeing how I dont feel the dancer and was zigzagging across the whole formation, cause Guanjie and Jiasheng to have to sweep ever so slowly. :/ oh and I capsized like some idiot and cause Taiyong to have a failed rescue (but thats really his lousiness. Haha). But I think I improved a little on the return journey (thanks to all TEAMMATES and Mr Ong who kept harping on the fact my legs are short, which really isnt completely true!) so alls well! Plus I can do the eskimo bow rescue thing! It was ultrally fun, even if the kayaks seemed to be growing fatter and heavier by the days and the changi longgang wasnt exactly clean. :D


On the second day after dinner, we took our second ODAC neos, and it was the funniest neos I've ever taken with the guys on the second floor and the girls pouting away on the third. The guys were being totally ungentlemanly but at the very least they relented in the end. It was hilarious how buddy was so zhuai that she got her way and how Guanjie made me and hazel out to be the baddies again, even when we let them stand in front.


(Oh i have to blog this if not Zhi will go home and cry.) I caught up with Zhi and Chrystal !!! haha. Dinner at Breeks catching up and watch them die of hunger from their lousy little salads was the best! Zhi was updating ME and chrys abt the AJ happenings and Chrys was being totally out as usual. We laughed about all the scandals and gossips and my camps and Zhi's hair and Chrystals centerparting and her lack of CO camps! I want them back in AJ, but since that aint possible, at least fate brought us together. :D I love those baybehs SO SO SO!


I couldnt go for the SA friendlys on friday and I felt so ultra bad. I know, and I heard the girls put up a good fight and thats great! They've bouced back to we'll-them-next-time! instead of we're-so-lousy for which I'm really proud of them for being so strong! :D Soccers been borthering me quite abit, but I'll just take it when it comes.


I'm having a swollen lower lip now and am feeling extremely guilty for calling people la chang zui (i.e sausage mouth) cause I know its retribution. :(








cat say meow

Tuesday, June 7

Answer the phone,
I know that you're home.


Alright, this blogs really dusty and all, but I'll try my best to backtrack..


The holidays have hit! Cheerios everyone! Its been a week and I've hardly done the tip of the homework pile. But at least I've caught up on Lit, finishing Murders in the Rue Morgue, the Sherlock Holmes series and Agata Christie (which is my absolute favourite!) Cleavon's swearing I wont pass all my common test, which I have to agree, sadly. Thanks to maths and my sheer imcompetence in it. But lets just try for 35% yah. Its within reach! Or so I would like to think.


Alright, so anyway, on to more important stuff. :D


Cheries left for the greener pastures. It doesnt seem like shes leaving for good for awhile, but the inevidable had to come and reality had to tear us apart. We sent her off at the airport, and really, I wanted to squat and wail. She left with a strong smile, never faltering or crying. I suppose I'll always remember her waving from inside the First Class Reception in that blue Kola hoodie. How she smiled as she waved goodbye for the last time in a long while. I'm gonna miss that baybeh so much so much! Our 6th High Five member, squaddie, AJCian for a while, marjong kakee/host and so on so on. Its sometime unpredictable, but in the end its right, thanks for giving me the time of my life. Marjong will ALWAYS remind me of you Cherie dear. :D I'm falling into, memories of you, things we used to do. I hope the bears never get to you and please remember to fedex those cute guys over yah! ((:


On the last 3 days of school I was having some wraped flu with a fluctuating degree so I was down for quite awhile. My first visit to the sick bay (complete with visitors!) and feeling totally down and out. So when friday (i.e Be yourself Day) came about I made an utterly phathatic attempt at acting punk and was practically crying the whole day due to my inability to stay strong. Trevor --- The farewell song, Mr Tan SL's wo yuan yi on the sexaphone and Ms wongs homemade video all disturbed the tear ducts and I was a sight the whole day through. But anyway, heres the song that they (Ci and Mao I believe) wrote for Trevie :


Trevor --- The Farewell Song

Trevor
You're not so bad
Trevor
We're all so sad
And now that you're gone
Our heart just longs,
For you...


Trevor
You're not so fat
Trevor
We want you back
And when you try to teach us
We dont listen to a shit
And we are really sorry for that crap..


Trevor
Your Goatie rocks
Trevor
Please wear our socks
And Gary wants to say (Liverpool sucks)
That we'll miss you all day
And we know its a lie
But its O K


Trevor
We all love you
Chelliah
It sounds so cool
Trevor
Trevor
We'll miss you.


Now aint that really sweet? :D Seriously, these teacher have been such gems - I'd have been totally lost in the first three months and counting without them. I wonder if they'll ever know.


The there was the Alpha-Bravo camp! CHINOOK! :D We rocked like SO! haha. My first very very enthu group in ages (Compare that to Sierra, oh my goodness). There was ME, Jemsy, Guoxing, Yvonne, SeeWai, JieXin, WanTeng, ZhiYan, YongWei, Charles and this malay girl who reported sick during our first game, after which we never got to see her again. But I swear we were the champions! Mission Games were fun and exciting and fulfilling. And for the first time, I felt that Reflections were a great deal of help and not just some trashy must-dos. Hmm for the record, Chinook was best in mission games 3 and 4 ( thanks to Guoxing and yongwei and Jemsy and everyone, our eegs/values made it through the whole day and the crash!) and we 2nd in the sentosa games. Our crushing defeat came in the amazing race thanks to the lack of Paranikanians / their inability to read Paranikan. Then we had to sing Guoxing's song (Look right, look left, look right again. You gotta raise your hand, before you cross the road!) and got caught on film. Haha, but overall, I really think AB camp was freaking fun and truely the best learning journey we had in ages. (And I learnt from Yongwei that one of my bad points is that I'm flustered. So I'm learning to be a cucumber now!) I miss AB camp already ! CHINOOK! :D


We left AB camp on the third day for gunung belumut and sungai yong waterfall. I SUMMITED! :D -cue applause- I dont think it was ment to be very tough, but it was by my standards. My poor trekking parter Shenglong had to push me along and saved me from rolling down the hill 8927139812 times. :D ah, but I made it in the end so be proudda me everyone! Truely it was quite amazing and I could hardly believe I made it, but I DID! AHA! ((: but my knee sort of gave way a little and scared me quite alot. Poor Buddy and Chiobu stayed at base camp due to blisters on their foot, but next time, next time we'll surely summit together, with Ron and everyone! :D Cant wait aye!


We lorried to the campsite at sungai yong waterfalls and boy was it fun! Have never felt like a coolie before! Had to be marcaroni IC due to teckies sudden injury and it was damn messy and I'm quite sorry. Our amazing J2s helped so much though. :D Damn, I'm really gonna miss them so. We treked the waterfall path the next day and I jumped in the waterfall! JUMPED! not roll you know! hahaa.


Anyway, the OE was freakking fun from the Termite bites are not pain to WingSeng's order to Guanjie to sit behind and entertain us. The occasional helping hands and encoragemnets and all made the whole trip such a blast! The team spirits pretty much up I feel and I so love my TEAMMATES! :D and ODAC, yes of course (and I dont care if mao thinks we're losers) :D


(Oh yes, in case Jemsy wonders wheres his special mention, its here : Jeremy Ho was an especially nice jiemei to have throughout AB camp and Chinoook!)


Yupp, I caught up with Alex on Sat and we had run roaming the streets, looking for his Pooh and Aarons ahem ahem! haha. And we look this damn cutesy picture (look below) and had fun just catching up and pigging out (HIM! not me! haha) Then Mao invited a whole bunch of guys (Mark, Chengyao, Xavie and Ci) to my house on sun and we also had fun doing nothing. Or they were playing heros and in CI's case, trying to play some topless vollyball game. But it was fun and happy and all. ((: Oh they cleaned the fridge of everything and we bridged (oh I so miss that!). haha. So I spent my first week having fun, which is really bad. :/ but oh wells.


OH OH OH! I managed to catch Cursed today with Mao, Cleavon, Ree and Rara! haha. It wasnt really THAT scary (oh it still was for me though) and Mao scared me at some unscary part of the show to which i shriked and the whole theater laughed at me. :/ That freak. Nows the after effects of a horror flick - I'm half expecting a werewolf to pounch out somewhere.


Photos of eh, Cheries farewell party and farewell, zies big walk and ODAC OE (oh and of course the usual random stuff) below. :D


Kayakings 2 star tomorrow! I hope it goes fine and I dont come back looking klk-ish.

THIRTYFIVEOHFIVE! :D

After our first Jen Toh training, battered, stinky and happy

Hes the telly monster! Serious! ((:

Ci looking Freaking dumb!

Ci's little cute penguine fan, which you have to press its tummy to get it started (To which Mark's reaction was : "So evil!" )

The beach volly ci was playing which allows you to go topless when you reach level five - his only motivation for playing

Our first ever ODAC neos! Sorry we kindda squeezed the guys out! )): We promise you guys the front seats next time aye! ((:

My gorgeous shinny beautiful kids nike total 90! His name is marks! :D

The lame picture me and alex developed at Orchard! haha. The cat represents Aaron! (Ya hear char bor! We're missing you!)

Monday, June 6

Outside the ODAC store, after we made it through AB and OE! :D

We're going back! ((:

Chee and Partner

Lunch at the resturant ! Chee being piggy as usual

I look ULTRA dumb.. :(

Sexxxayyy! ((: Buddy and me!

My buddy cheating on me!

Guan Jie has really bad skills - Me and my darling!

I like this nonsese shot! :))

:D :D :D

The 22nd batch of ODACians (minus ron of course(

TEAMATES! :D

All together now - ODAC!

I love these baybehs man!

Guanjie being cheekopei and wasting my cam batt

A very happy looking chiobu Myra!

Sunday, June 5

j1 girls, displaying TRUST! haha

Candid, without the teachers.

Our seriously truely fantastic seniors again

j2 guys 'acting' gay :))

And we made it down in good time, enough for a photo shoot! ((:

roses are red

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹

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