Saturday, January 31

right 3circles
left 3circles
shake your neck
shake your butt.

orentation04 rocks.
whahas..
grp9 rocks!
123 321. vans da pretty one.
-gags.
wotever
hahas...

great job all gamemasters!
i know we won hands down
whahas..
we were the first to complete all da stations. da first to go down. the first to come back. da first to cook finish. hahas..
speedy and efficent ehs?
hahas.. thanks to me! da all efficiat bang zhu. ahhas..
no lar. pris.shiying.peiyu.victoria.xiaoying.xinyi.and wots her name.
helped alot!
yeas. so
WE ROCk


met some annoyaing ppl not worth a mention..

and on the one time i acct really wanna chat.
no ones online..
blehhs.

Friday, January 30

when i die. i wanna die with honour.

quit lying
if you say something. mean it
i'm not tiny you know.
i'm not a total dumbass either.
i pretend to forget
but really, i haven
it sucks being lied to.

wos in qt a good mood till just.
blahh you.
liar.-stares-

caught last samurai with sok and yingtung.
it wos darn nice.
very..
the front part wos quite boring though.
slept a little.. :/
den wos so bloody late.
mum almost murdered me.

i know i'm being a damn it bloody ass
i'm sorry.

Thursday, January 29

i dunno wot to believe in anymore
as wans would put it.
i'm living in a surreal world

i dunno how to stop this
is it possible for the mind to stop workin?
or the clock to turn back?

i dunno what is expected of me
i tried. i really did.
but i'm sory, i still cant read your mind.

i dunno wot to do now
i feel as though i've done enough
but yet you dont seem to think so
mum loves hugs
mum loves kisses.
most of all much love help with da dishes.

hahas.. lame. okok.

:)
went out with xuan today..
just walked and walked aimlessly lars..
shes darn cute thou.
and shes missin xiaolin like mad.
that reminds me.
i better return her ....
:(

i know i dun mean much to you.
but do ya know how much you mean to me?

Wednesday, January 28

handy dandy maths notebook

sch is getting quite o-kaee
suddenly can understand basically wotevers going on.
which is good! :)
and dun tend ta slp so much.. whahas.. even tym realized... :))
hahas.. but my sec3 work.. really cmi lol.
needa catch up on 1 whole years worth of work..
bahhhs.
serve me rights.
somehow i cant belive. if i'm really takin the Os this year.

dun understand the pt of hse meeting
waste time nia.
okok. so we learn cheers.
but wots new man?
its the same year after year anyway.
only 1 new cheer.
do we need 1 hr fer that? bahhs
i mean i love blue hse and all.
and i dun mind cheering and dancin veryy qi jing-ly durin sports day.
but. who acctually cheers enthuly durin a practise?
hahas.. but shuweis da capt.
i suppose i shd give my capt some support?
:/

and futsa (i.e.street soccer) rocks!
totally.
:)

ohs. and
xiao dan dan is currently residing in the sj room.
he is in a black pouch beside the belongings box (near there anyway)
please do not break him.
and once again.
thanks enen.

Tuesday, January 27

i miss your smile.
the sorta smile that acctually reach your eyes.

i really ment to do maths homework
really i did.
i just forgot to bring da book home..

someone did something really sweet today.
she gave me a jixiangruyi egg!
whahas.. v sweet lar.
thanks en.
i'm really really sorry it died.

and can you just say wot ya wanna say
i'm tired or guessing, tired of trying to read those unspoken words.

Monday, January 26

come on man.

i'm not
-at your beck and call
-at your service
-hired to wait on you
-paid to wait for you.

i hate the fact
-that i let you manipulate me as and when you please
-that i always place you first and me second
-that i'm hanging ard waitin for things that never do come.
-that you mean so much to me. and yet. i dun mean anything to you.
-that your damn brain is so chockfull of nobody but yourself.
-that my damn brain is so chockfull of nobody but you.

i dun exist just for you to command as you wish
even though i let you have your way
even though i love ya too much to say no,
sometimes, i still hope that
once in a while
before you think of yourself
please think of me.

thank you.
magic

wyns leaving tomorrow.
bon voyage!
i'll miss yar.. :)
seems like yesterday she just had long hair...

i needa go to causeway.
need sch shoes.
my toes almost poking out of this one...

and maybe i shdnt have done that
but it seemed like the only thing to do at that time.
i dunno.
-shrugs.

Sunday, January 25

just tell me wot you want.

finally ppl's gone.
back to school tomorrow.
am i dead or wot
ang.acob.tym.seah all gonna kill me.

wos chasin after my lil cousins today
cutest of em all.
arielle.andre.angela.
6.4.3
whahas.. so cute..
esp andre.
hes SO adorable. gosh!
(( cutest guy i ever seen!!!! ))
he has this big ball of a stomach and like puffy puff cheeks that look like he stuffed it with baos.
and hes qt shuai. ahhas....
when i went to play with my other baby cousin, he came up to me and tugged on my hand :
" excuse me jiejie. why are you not playing with me? "
ahhhhs.. SO CUTE!
hahsa.. but the 3 of them are seriously a handful.
make that 3 handfuls.
felicia ( cous.) said i wos good with kids.
can imagine me taking care of kids when i wos a mum.
ahhas.. thats qt far ahead.

and i really really really hope.
i'm doing the right thing.
under the moonlight
i serch for the voice that says i miss you

wonder wots come over me.
why on earth did i wake up so earlie today?
oh wells...

yesterday baobei jace. jes. tiff came over
i wos like hurring them to go at 2 cause i thought enen and co. would come ard then.
my baobei wos like super chio! hahas...
we played brigde and taitee for v v v long
and we totally forgot abt lunch and survived on ny cookie. ahhas.. gambling addicts lar..
and my wedges are nicer!
-sticks tongue out-

den en.jiayu(wearing a ppg shirt (:).mich.huiwen came.
at almost 5. nort late lar.
at first i still thought it wos anna and susu. and susu shrunk. hahas..
they sorta entertained emself with stako and cartoons.
and dinner wos pizzahut/kfc.
think i really ordered way too much. hahahs
all were stuffed.
and it wos a treat.
or at least. it will be.

ppl coming over later.
have to clean da hse again..
but afta today its back to sch.
eeks. i haven done SO MUCH!

Saturday, January 24

i'm not the person i appear to be

waitin fer jiayu and enen to come
homes empty.
finally.
wish my brain could be too.

and its settled. i think.
somehow. it doesnt feel so.

to you > its not your prob. really. its just... you dont know the evil side of me. i dunno wot to say again when you've been really understanding... just.
its good for you this way.

Friday, January 23

accompanying you to watch the meteor showers.

ens and jiayu coming tomorrow.
she has this impression i dun wan her to come.
which is untru
i so welcome you guys! :))
happy now?

my grandma's brother's son is back from newyork.
he's 18 this year.
junkai.
whahas.. he's cute man..
and very nice toos..
wos teachin me how to use the excercise machine thinggie when i piaked and fel down.
and cut my face.
:(
at least he wos nice enough not to laugh...

not really in da festive sprit.
dunno why.
i dont think its cause of him.
havent spoken to him since chu xi.
maybe he's forgotton abt it alr.
wotever.
so i'll be well off forgetting too.
kai bu liao kou
hen bu xia xin.

went to 4 places today.
hahas..
angpao harvest.
still okay lar.
:)
managed to sleep just beside a table of 15 gambling.
everyone wos impressed at my sleepin skills..
erms... just hope i didnt drool lar.. hahsa...
thanks to all da sms-senders.
made my day less boring. hahas.
and i have 4 big blisters on my feet
courtersy of my new wedges.
maybe i shdnt have laughed at eiz so much....
:/

wos trying to stop 2 of my cousins frm fighting just now
and he accidentally hit me instead
so i have this contusion wound on my arm now.
bahhs. that pays fer being kind.

leekoon read bloggs.
hahas..
-waves-
i didnt know.
and shes tryin her hand at matchmaking..
ermmms..

and i didnt ans his call thrice.
am i a mean pig or wot?

Thursday, January 22

the spring breeze has kissed my face
telling me its spring time now.

happy new year all!

why are all my new years eve so shit this year?
bleehs.

i still dunno wot to do or say.
and i got a humongous shock when he called again.
at least he was nice enough.

en > thanks larrr.

Wednesday, January 21

has april fool arrived w/o me knowing?

how am i supposed to tell him something
when everything he says tells me that
i shdnt be saying it.

i really dont want anyone to get hurt
i really dont want anyone's new year to be ruined.
i really think.
this is a bad dream.

i'll hope you'll always stay the same...

happy luner new year ppl!
xing nian kuai le
gong xi fa cai!

cny eve alr!
so fast.. seemed like yesterday that i went fer jay chou concert.
which wos last year. 11jan03.
:)

mrs cheong wos so bloody red today.
she made the chior's u seemed dull.
and she kept on going "lao ren jia"
pls lol.
shes prob almost as old as them..
den towned
really felt quite energy-less.
which is baddd...
den on the way back, slept on cheries and qius shoulder.
with my mouth open i think..
:/

for the first time.
i really dunno wot to do now.
at a great big loss.
all his fault.
can i slap him?
spoiled my day.

Tuesday, January 20

i wish he haddan said stuff he shdnt have said
i wish he didnt joke so much so that i'll acct know now if hes joking or not
i wish i didnt come online
i wish that things will still be the same.

Monday, January 19

come back dragon.
come back energy...

f&n shouldnt be in the afternoon.
it sometimes become a drag...
awws.. bo bian lars..
my kuih dadar today quite successful.. hahas..

are people just too nice to me?
you all do so much fer me...
thanks everyone.
every of your small gesture means loads.. even if i dont tell you directly.
i think i'm a real mean person.
but thanks.
for not thinking so.
you guys treat me way better den i deserve.
thanks...

i miss anco!!!
i miss leekoon!!
and keat ru!!!
whahas..
rightss...

Sunday, January 18

suddenly.
i realise how much they have in common.

chua sock kiang

missing anco..
like one part of me is gone..
which is sorta tru..
no more fabian.charles.mingjie.yaowei.lidie.laiyong. cheongmeng.weirong.leekoon.candy.
no more yingying.michael.wilmer.weijian.yvonne. vincent.kelvinson.brotherbears.
no more babylon.roman.indigo.gladiator.appolo.draco.electra.
no more sparton.thor.juggernaut.orion.hydra.ninja.
no more di. couse ic. group ic. performance ic...
missing missing missing....

oh yeas. orientation yest.
good.wet.fun.
great job doreen and hil!
wako. as usual. everysingle year we play that.
it has gotta be one of snsj's tradition...
den water games..
not wet only lar.
jinan wos aiming every single water bomb she possibly could as me.
and her aiming.. is.. hahas.. tsk...
hahas.. she and kelly so cute..
ks-ly wore 2 shirt inside lar..
we have 24 sec1s.2sec2s.1sec3s. nort bad!
not bad at all.. :)

went fer old man today.
he taught me the whole chap of surds.
good lar. learning the chap the eve of that test..
hahas.. at least i got it.

den went out.
bought. loads.
but most importantly...
my levis wallet!!!
i found it!!! at tangs!!
wahahas..
and my crumpler weannie!!!
89 bucks.... -sighs..
i will so NOT lost this.
and a skirt with a tear which i have to go back tomorrow to ask for a change.
shit em lar.
waste my time..
and wo ye zhen shi de.
you gou cock eye.
saiii...

earlie reunion dinner later.
gonna grow. fat.
my new year resolution shall begin.. erm.. next week?
-i will jian fei.-

jiayu > excusee mee? hahas.. you also want intro issit? why nv say.. den can yi ci guo intro 2 of u ma.. hahas.. i dun think ens trust my matchmakin skills anyway.. hahas..
hydra best trainnie > huang kuo hsiung

so its finally over.
can dun wan?
can i go all over again?
anco rocked man!
and i passed!
and all hydra-ies passed!!
and all sn-ers passed!!!
woohoo!
congrats sgts and cpls (whahas.. you wish guys.) !
and shihui and yiling and wenxu and susu!!!

poc yesterday wos darn fun...
hahas.. not much te-kaning lars..
hate the stupid full u..
den sn advance all wore da glitter skirt.
:) unitedness sia! hahas.. charles sir says buy 1 get 3 free. whaahs.. we wish
wos the most obiang one.
qius.gen.(esp)yiling.wear until so sexy!
den i wos wearing like polo tee.. whahas..
nvm. i'm the guai xing. hahas...
great job sec3s! most of you looked quite united and relatively nice!
wahas.. and great enthuness guys! :)
thanks load for the roses!
(though 1 is with alvin and 1 with zzl)
i'll promise to press the last sole survival...
and keep it as a momento...

my grp not funnie lar..
so unenthu.
when guoxiong won best trainie, all never give support de..
hahas.. den i wos like stand lar stand lar.
so they did. but all leng chang one.
in the end i wos like cheering him on all the while..
and leekoon got best inst!!!
yeas! chiobuuu!
never did get my hydra foto..
zzl and hweesiang lar.
went to eat snake.
and psed us for our performance..
blahhhs....

grp item wos a big flop.
bIG BIG BIG flop.
gonna miss kuosiung's enthuness.
and massura really can dance!!
nichola's nort bad lol..
he really has the guts.. though his breaking is far frm energy!!!

took some photos.
some nia.. :(
16. to be exact.
cuz i looked quite bad in so many i delete almost everything.
hahas.. its under "poc"
when me and zzl wos talkin foto. dunno why suddenly like so many ppl swarm ard and started taking photos of us like we were some da ming xing...
dorts nia lar.
sua ku.
and he took home the hydra flag. whahas.. nice lars...
ohs and i intro-ed enen to him! whahahs...
good lar. i did my part..
the rest is up to ya ens!

yeas.
so i passed! yeas!
hahas.. but it seemed as though everyone passed lar...
huihui! ya SO shd have been there!
congrats too!

shall blog more tomorrow.
eyes closing..........

Friday, January 16

can you see me?

got mie fone!
-dances with joy
its not da model i wan though..
its nokia.6610
cuz my mum insisted on it.
because our whole family uses nokia.
so i shdnt be extra
she says.
oh wells. shes alr been nice enough.
shant ask for too much.. :)

flunked horribily for the 2 tests today
sian ar..
lit all the answers short like comprehension answers liddat.
physics. all crap. all formulas and nonsense. hoping to lao a few marks here and dere...
wunder issit a record.
to fail 6 tests in 1 week.
think my name will be up on the telecast?
ohs. and i called mrs seah a mean old fruad
when she wos right in front of me..
oppps....
i think she heard that....

quite accomplished today.
for the first (and prob last) i understood wot mrs seah wos talkin about before mich! whahas....
this has so gotta be recorded down somewhere!
its such an amazing feat!
den towned with agent y and agent Z.
accomplished most of the stuff on the aims list!
:)
still couldnt find the levis purse that i want..
seems to be out of stock everywhere!
didnt know it wos acctually so hot.
bahhhs..
shall persever till i cover every single levis outlet in sg...
but i think i'll alr done more than 1/2... :(

i need to choing down to j8 to buy flats tomorrow!
i have no footwear to wear!
or i'll end up wearing flipflops.
very can lar...
shucks!
agent y and agent z!
we're on to mission 2!!!

Thursday, January 15

equally likely.

phy and lit tom.
yeas.
another 2 test to fail.
okok. i shd be having a postive attitude.
so ... i'll definately ace it yea?
rights.

pocs in 2 day.
dddduuuuunnnnnwwwwaaaannnnnn..
startin to miss hydra alr. whahas..
think i'm bein dumb.. but yeas. :)
wanna go back to anco days....

*manda >>>
yi lu shun feng!
stay safe and have fun over dere!
i'll miss her... :(
w/o her i guess i prob still be the ultra guai kia i wos back in sec1.
monitor. nerd. goodie2shoes....
den again. maybe that would be good?
neways.. take care dear.
will always remember our vid and the ahbeng pants ! :))

Wednesday, January 14

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade, pee in it, and serve it to the people that piss you off

pe elective rocks!
soccer rocks!
berrymus and ballymus rocks!

no test tomorrow!
-jumps fer joy.

and
i cant believe it.
i'm prob the only one in hist
who can do the same paper twice
but the 2nd results are worst than the first
ther goes my amaths...
flunked amaths retest and chem today.
well done me.

ohs. and mrs seah wos so cute today.. whahsa...

Tuesday, January 13

caught in the middle.

i dunno wot to do.
shd i do something or shd i not?
shd i care or shd i not?
shd i say of shd i not?
shd i pretend i dunno or shd i not?
she i agree with you or shd i not?
shd i tell you or shd i not?
shd i give you a piece of my mind or shd i not?
shd i remember or shd i not?
shd i love or shd i not?
help?
wotever i do.
someone will be unhappy.
i hate that.
i really dunno what you want
you're contricdicting yourself and confusing me.
can you please reflect before snapping back?
wot would u have done if you were in my shoes?
quit giving me that look.
quit commanding me.
stop the unecessary preasure.
if you think you can do a better job.
dont just say.
do it.

maybe its the influnce of king of the castle.
maybe its me.
somehow. i feel.
lost and alone.
i have loads to say.
but theres no point. theres no one to understand.
or say them to.
everyone in this world has a place in life.
so wheres mine?

i am so flunkin chem and amaths.
SO.

my mums being a pain in the neck
for goodness sake. cant she act her age instead of her shoe size?
she refused to watch u channel during dinner caused my sis pissed her off
and she just wanted so spike her.
so she inisted on channel8. and she doesnt even watch channel 8.
man. how old is she?

and i feel so bloody naked w/o a fone.
shes tryin hard to convince him not to get me one.
boo her.
i dun care man.
i'm gettin one even if it means starvin.
hurmp.
but i have faith in my dadie. :)

i want a break alr.
but its barely the 2nd week of school!
-wails.
i want poc.
yet i dun want poc.
its sounds so final...
like anco finally end le..... :(
wo lei le.

i'm tired of all your groundless accusations
i'm tired of all your stupid complains that dont make sense.
i'm tired of being part of this hypocrisy.
i'm tired of havin to solve your problems for you.
i'm tired of you not bothering to tell me anything.
i'm tired of gettin all these back for all the love i put in.
i'm tired of you talkin to me like wont understand.
i'm tired of you.
i'm tired of seeing ppl ard me getting disappointed one by one.
i'm tired of being me.
someones waiting for me at the next stop.

chem and amaths tom.
shit it.
-ahem wos complainin abt how much she still has to go when she started in the holidays
i need one more final revision! i'm gonna fail.
right.
and i'm gonna ace it right?

dream of the red chambers quite intresting anyways.
shall borrow the comic one that qiu got to read it sometimes.
baoyu sounds real like a wimp though...
:) is he supposedly the hero?

next week:
amthas. > binomic.matrixes.sets.
hcl. > all of sec1.
wells.
only lar.

i'm a very opinated person.
i always have stands.
i know what i want.
but sometimes i just chose to keep quiet.
cause usually it contridicts what you have in mind.
i dunno why. but i hate having my own thoughts.
i hate the friction it causes.

qius> fd/ccps nco! dun qi nei wot! :)) cheers man. they give you shit. you give them shit lar... dun be so stressed! and lets ace maths tomorrow together yeas? (righhhts...)

Monday, January 12

i am a cheese sandwhich.

i forgot to blog abt someone real impt to me

my fellow:
towner
hope-er
stjonnie
squaddie
high5-er
ston-ner
zie-er
ex-leader
f&n-er
fish and co lover
brownie adorer

someone whos always :
there
reliable
smiling
unique
wonderful
streetsmart
funniely-unlame
helpful
one-of-a-kind

thanks for being you.
rock on!
:)





























the person is my benjie. my huihui and my eizie pok. :)
you are my icekachang! :))

Sunday, January 11

my name is grade3 staff officer. henry ang yaowei.

anco rehersal.
big waste of time.
nv prepare anything and just got us there to watch them discuss.
but ok lar.
wos quite :))
leekoon mdm is CHIO!!!
hahas..
and hongyi is just hilarious..
like da porn-kemon thinggie.
hahas.. kenneth.
hmmms....

and
our grp item is dance.
i'm sure i wun just piack on my face lar.
happy sweet sixteen huihui!

shitified day
jan is so not the month for me
and ecp is SO not the place for me.
lost my new crump bag. all my limited edition ppg stuff. loadas cash.new skirt.wallet. branded underwear.neos.movie tix. ic.ezlink. atmcard.
shit that whoever who took it.
-curses alot of un-vann stuff.-
at first wos darn upset
not cuz of da money and stuff
but cuz of my memories.
had so many letters.notes of encouragement.neos.smiles in that bag.
den like suddenly one part of mes missing
but now i am enlightened.
memories can never be stolen.

all i have to do
is get all the stupid fomalities done. atm replaced. ic reported. blah blah blah.
and figure how to survive till thurs (thats when my dad comes back to sg) w/o a fone...

at least i nv put xiaolins jacket in the bag
lucky i wos insistant on keepin it on at all times.
if it wos gone too.
i'll jump stright down the ocean.
so at least thats a comfort...

Thursday, January 8

5:5:3

assemblys are the greatest waste of time
me qius eiz all snoozin away there
-snoores-

going to town tomorrow!
yipees! :)
den have to go back to sch fer pd.
frm 6pm-1230pm.
18hrs! that solves my pd hours prob!

i think
the best team is not one that starts out great
is one that improves over time.
hahas.. sounds intellectual?
anyways. wenxus team is improvin..
like can see lar.
which is good! :)
wun be going down the whole of next week.
guess they'll be happier ...

so many stuff to do.
so lil time.

Wednesday, January 7

head to toe

doctor at hg green must make loads of money
why issit ALWAYS. so darn packed?
waited for 45 mins.
and yes. its an allergy.
to wei xian you i think..
but nevertheless it wos effective for the gastic.
bahhs.
lifes like this. you cant have your cake and eat it.
so i'm totally immersed in rashes.
horribily disfigured too at that. they've totally conqured my face too.
no way am i going to sch tomorrow if this doesnt clear.
i look and feel so digusting (and itchy) even my own goosebumps are all up.
yucks.
i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching.
i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching.
i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching.
i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching.
i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching.
i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. i should not be scratching. -scratch scratch-
if your hand go and touch the calculator, the other hand beat it.
-mrs seah

ahhs!
helps
many many pok pok are appearin on my arms. tummy and feet!
ahhhhhhhh!
please do correct thing.
- mrs seah.

whole body's itching
necks totally red.
anaphylatic shock?
-scratch scratch-

pe electives totally cool
soccer!
woas..
like you'll ever see me chestin and headin the ball lol
its gonna knock me out
still think i shd have taken volly.
oh wells. soccers totally cool too lar~
and i wanna take trad games next term!!

and sec4s life inhumane.
really.
-frowns.

Tuesday, January 6

shang piao you.

tummy's givin me hell.
went to the docs but there wos 10++ ppl?
so settled on some gastric pills.
still doesnt seem to be workin...
:(
but i cant pon tomorrow.
i'll miss out on loads of lesson.
this has gotta be the first time..
do you need help to dispose the casulty?

6 tests on the 2nd week of sch reopen.
big welcome ehs?
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.
chem.amaths.phy > all of sec3 work
fandn > digestion
chinese > 500+ pgs of hongloumeng
lit > unseen poetry
like. ONLY lar.
i wanna go town tomorrow..
buddd... i really shdnt...

wos acctually payin attention in maths and phy.
somehow my sch life seems more promising..
yeas. the good teachers are stickin and the *ahem* teachers are gone.
quite gonna miss clement tan and gtt.
awws..
i bet they requested for a transfer de....

some cca signup thinggie today.
den yingtung abit horrifyin lar.
blahhhs.. it's quite awe-struckin how she can pick me up. (and molest all my fats lar)
wos totally dumbstruck and stoned.
shock la shock.

i think tpr and bedmaking in 2 mins is totally blahhhs lol
totally rattling off...
but they managed to do it.. v. good! :)
dunno wot else to say lar..
erm.. fd wos very funnie lar..
even though it wosnt exactly suppose to be..

Monday, January 5

disclaimer : if you see anyone going " good morn/afternoon mdm/sgt."
anywhere in sch aside from the new specs area.
be it known that i do not know them. and the are not from stjohns
and DEFINATELY not from the squad i am in charge in.

ok. so the sec3s are enthu
no one can say they arnt
...
thats. erms. good.
yea. good.
:/

my tummy dun feel good.
no. acctually it feels quite bad

hse elections.
congrats shuwei!
blue rocks!
there wos this person sittin at the back of me thruout the elections
and i felt like stuffing a bao into her mouth.
wots her prob?
she spent the whole time complaining and bitching
eee. i cant stand her face. yucks she sucks. oh man. shes so fat also can. she come out so many times alr also never zhong.
plea-se
stop the shallowness...
but anyways.
i have no idea how blues gonna do well this year. lookin at all the ppl we're left with...
as long as i do my part ... so wot?

Sunday, January 4

in the middle.

my life used to revolve around you
so much that i lost myself
i hated that.

now i realize i dont need you as much as i thought i did.
but somehow when my world stops spinning around you
i'm more lost than before...
blueberry muffin

i always think on the bright side of life.
i am evil to those who are evil to me
i am the happy-go-lucky sort
i believe in santa clause
i cling on to what i believe in tightly
i cry when i am heartbroken
i dont think too deeply
i dream alot
i forgive and forget
i get touched by the slightest thing
i give all i can
i give a tree to those who give me a seed
i live in my own world
i love and expect to be loved
i only work hard for things i am intrested in
i slack when no ones seeing
i smile and mean it
i take things as simple as possible
i trust with all my heart
i try to be the best i can

therefore,
i believe i am a simple person.
or at least. i try to be.

Saturday, January 3

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't going to live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive

i see you and wanna smile. like before
but somehow. the vibes you send out just makes me turn and pretend not to see.
i hate the fact that
somethings change
and will never be the same

cca fair.
slacked loads.
somehow it didnt feel right.
the last 2 cca fairs were more cca-fairish.
and sometimes i really cant stand her attitude.
one alr enough.
i cant imagine 2.

Friday, January 2

lifeSprings

quite blahie now.
just lost 150 bucks.
feel so cheated.
xin xin ku ku saved up de kays.
:(

1st day of sch.
wells. bt wos tryin to make our class bond.
but damn failuretic.
xiaolin didnt come. so didnt the jacket...

den tried to be more serious durin cca fair preparation
another failuretic event.
bahhs. its my face can?
dun smile ap
smile not serious?
help?

Thursday, January 1

you'll be stronger with each tear that you cry
and then you'll learn to fly

i always though i gave ppl the respect they deserved. obv its not enuf.
i never though i wos good. but the vibes i sent out seems otherwise.
i tried to be more serious. but it wos a major failuretic attempt.

no matter.
from now on.
i will keep my body lang in check when snrs/instructors talk/scold me
i willknow my place
i will respect authority
i will know what to do at times.
i will and i must.

i will also:
- not give any form of expression to instructors/snrs/mdms/sirs.
- do wotever i'm told.
- not give comments because its rude to do so.
- take things in my stride.
- keep my bloody mouth shut.
- stop smiling.
- not think too highly of myself
- take everything seriously
- keep my attitude in check.

if i manage to do all these
will my attitude problem dissolve?
:)
thanks for tellin me.

i hope so.

anyway. one down and 2 to go.
pti

by tomorrow this time
i hope i'll feel tons better.
took me a great deal of chou chu-in before i decided to make that call
but it turns out she wosnt free.
bahhs.
but i will find out wots wrong
i wont allow myself to be stuck here forever.

its freakin
i never knew that unwanted attention can really freak you out.
maybe i'm think way too much.
maybe.

went for partie at dawns
wish i haden
mood totally floppy
den ruinin the entire qi fen...
spent most of my time outside on the fone anyway.
so it wos failuretic.
sorry guys.

moodie.
thanks for being there.
and thanks for helpin.
:)

happy new year peeps.
2004. welcome.

roses are red

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请相信有彩虹

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