Sunday, October 31

I'm filling up my wishing well.

So I'm not jittery. Bring on the dreams sandman.

Saturday, October 30

break your fall

I should have known it was too good to last.

Thursday, October 28

Hairy Terry

Its Thursday again (RED LIGHT WARNING : THREE more days) so of course I will not be telling everyone I see that its cute guy day today. I will not rant about how CUTE Michael looked (yes, I am a blind teenage girl with raging hormones). I will also not be imforming you that SYLVESTER SIM was pretty DARN good and shellshockingly impressive and that ALL (3 to be exact) my votes will go doubtlessly to him. Also, I will not be bugging you to msg SIX to 43657. ((:

I have been slacking alot today. I should be shot and hanged and fried.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL! I love you more than I love Sylvester ok! (ask anyone! That means ALOT) and since its your birthday and I owe you a present, I shall place a 'deposit' first and vote for him once in your name. ((: enjoy fifteen!

Wednesday, October 27

Content to spend lazy days in to graze my lawn

The drawing near date of (horror of horrors!) the O levels, doesn't seem to be having the impart it should have on me. Contrarily, I'm getting more and more corpulent as the days go by.

But whatever - I don't believe in making the Os a sadder issue that it already is. I guess I've really attained the unattainable think skin. I like to think of it as being unbending. (:

Simple Plan is yi-zhen-jian-xue-ing. (Putting Chinese to good use) Their lyrics always seems to hit it where it hurts. But too much of that will leave you "addicted to a melancholy" (Olivia!) and wallowing in self-pity is the last thing we want to do now.

Herc is hot! So is Phil. (:

Tuesday, October 26

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission,
make my own decisions
That's my prerogative

Physics prac was A-ok! Bestie's msg of well wishes served its purpose well, late as it was, with added mockery of how she is able to enjoy a good day while we sweat it out with the newton meter. Hah. but I'm not the least green (you hear bestie?)! As an aspiring Physics-Student-At-A-levels-to-be, I am totally into the subject thats in english with a generous servings of greek here and there.

That reminds me that I have Ms bok in 4 hours. ):

Lime's guide on how to blog is Retarded with a capital r. I dont see the point of blogging if you're gonna stick to steps and rules. Like we dont have enough of that.

POR! I hereby award you the most-frequent-vanzie.smg.com-signer! ((: The p diaries 2 is calling!

ENZIE! ahhaha. I totally felt that creativity juices and everything. As a form of repayment, let me tell you something : PRINCE ALI! mighty as he, ALI ABABWA! strong ad 10 regular men, DEFINATELY! go figure! ((:

Monday, October 25

sentimental mush

IAGO! CARPET! ABU! ((:

Sunday, October 24

you reached out your hand and took me on a magic carpet ride

i LOVE disney!

Friday, October 22

theres so much more to me

:D
So, next thrus willl still be cute guy day! ((:
Sylvester almost gave me a cardia arrest.

hey! i'm just an involved audience.

Thursday, October 21

and dream like we're things of the skies!

todays great!
1) chem prac was pretty good! I was only 0.05 off titration and i got the QA and (most of) the VA man! wheee-
2) white chicks! -(squeels) shopping!
3) I did 6 RV questions! AHAH!
4) good Michael performance!
5) SYLVESTERS hair is BLack! YAYYY!

i am a happy happy girl right now!

Wednesday, October 20

We'll celebrate Halloween during Christmas

Xiaos msg is darn cute, it goes "we can! (:" and i truly hope so. ((:

The champions feature some pretty lousy (and i mean LOUSY) and extremely laughable actors. My gosh. But it was passable (anything would be after 3 hours of memorizing that CuO is an oxidizing agent - When it reacts with a reducing agent, it will turn from a black powder to a reddish-brown solid and the likes). Ou Xuan and Felicia Chin looks really good! hah. I sound like a chee ko pei. And as much as I hate to admit it, so do the rest, including you-know-who. Act cute.
someone once told me she loved me. that somebody shouldnt have lied.
and i believed in you

Suddenly, you turned into this beautiful swan, and the promises you made with this ugly duckling doesnt matter to you anymore.

I suppose you have chosen to sacrifice friendship for superficial adoration.

Tuesday, October 19

purple peacock hes got fifty three

I just bought an Aladdin vcd at a total steal (ONLY $12.90!) and I'm totally fallen in love with it once again. The sultan is like so cute lah! (new cute guy!)

My teachers are rockingly AMAZING! ((: i am seriously encouraged. But no, I still will not join the step-up programme

Head prefect and mont. Elections once more, it seems like we no longer belong. But I do like the shuwei cassettes around school. Rather, i like pulling the insides out. And, no, I am not a shuwei supporter.

Theres this girl I met outside school. She is a sec3 from stnicks and I found her extremely irritating and haughty. She's the kind of girl who looks good, (and most probably is smart) but the moment she opens her mouth, the word bitch will pop into your mind. Shall'nt elaborate.

fifteenth candle

to the tree that never once stopped being there for me ;

xin gan qing yuan wei ni dang feng he zhe yu
wei ni da zao mei li tian di
zhi yao kuai le chang ban ni wo hui jia bei de nu li

ai ni ai ni ai dao xin kan li
shi yan yu bu ke dai ti
teng ni teng ni teng zai xin kan li
you yi shen wo dou yuan yi! ((:

i love you enzie! :D

Happy belated fifteen!
may your leaves never yellow and your chlorophyll never run out.

Sunday, October 17

rainbows and stuff

The last official day of school was just like any other day. But somehow, it was different. I suppose its because it was the last, like you know, the last time to hear Mrs Chong and the last time to slack in class, the last time to hear Mr gan next time, and the last time to have pe as a class (such that we all just had to play captains ball under the 12oclock sun). But it isnt like we haven done this before. So actually I wonder why so many of us kept saying "Oh, this is really the last time we get to walk down this corridor or blahhyblah.", with the sad expressions on our faces. We have all been affected by Olivia and co.'s self indulgence, cause really, I seriously doubt its gonna be the last time as we claimed and felt sad about. But then again, I suppose we really dont know what we have till we're about to lose them. hah. cliches do exist for a reason.

the zies fest was pretty good though! and i dont care if chenyongming think that we're pigs.

St Nicks have given me a blasting 4 years. And though i'm not exactly the wen wen er ya, gao gui da fang young leader of tomorrow as the school promised I will be, I suppose I have grown from the toothead in sec1 to a not-so-toothead now. I'm glad i still have 2 more months to call stnicks my school, and I'll always be an SN girl.

haha. what a blast of emotions. I am an EMO after all.

oh yes! SYLVESTER and MICHAEL are still in! so next thurs will still be cute guy day! ((: but poor jerry though. i still think he deserves more than that. No, not to stay on, but you know, a bit more respect from all of us. He seems like a nice guy anyhow, and guess what, he is still bravely going to persue his music. His courage is applaudable.

Singaporeans are getting more and more graceless. I am especially annoyed if you bumb into someone and she (just in general, cause they're usually aunties) curses loudly as though you've just caused her to drop her wig. Then there are the teens who think like they're oh so pretty/handsome and deserve to walk right splat in the middle of the road (extreamly comman at my area of residence). Also are the taokays who swager along at a speed of 2 steps per minute, clogging up the whole path. I have observed that they especially love to do so at places where its extreamly crowded and squeeze. And when you're rushing for time, this is unforgivable.

So anyway, today me and por embarked on the mission to find our would-be grad dress. We strided purposefully (she strided actually, I scampered) though raffles city, citylink, marina square,(thanks to unreliable info from xiao who claimed that there was a good selection there) paragon, all the way down to OG at orchard. And we saw more than enough number of dresses that we dont like to combat the number of other school prelim paper we received in the past weeks. (and that is ALOT).

Thursday, October 14

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

Cannot be your memory

SYLs cutely unimpressive tonight, and as bad as chris sounds, (which is EXTREAMLY VERY) i still want him to stay! hes cute! and i'm a silly girl thats why!


-prapumpumpa!- CUTE GUYS DAY IS TODAY! ((:

happy happy! I realized only today that i counted my L1R5 wrongly. and sheena didnt borther to enlighten me earlier . haha. so anyway, i'm a 13 points now. :D (after bonus of course) and that brings my choice to CJ, IJ,PJ,TJ,JJ,YJ,SRJ and maybe SAJ and ACJ. now, that sounds really good eh? but i have this feeling that CJs gonna be it. hah. oh well, the blue factory worker u matches my white adidas shoes anyway. ((:

by the way, if you didnt notice, the passwords off. I dont think theres much to hide about me after all. (: but thanks to the guestbook diversion, you all have been throwing my words back at me. please leave your name if you must do that. ((: thank you!

Wednesday, October 13

diamond rings

ms bok is good! ((:

grad is turning to be a pain.

Tuesday, October 12

sure as stars are shinning

I just read alicia's blog! and it got me in peals of laughter, especially the part on bad bloggers. (and indead that is why i am attemping to shape up my english) she such a funny person, my lao er. read it yes! My blog is bad I know, but I like it this way. and I'm one of the few that blog daily. (:

My sisters into blogs too, or rather her friend are. Just reading their address make me cringe. theres memoriez-daez, bluestarzzzz, pinkybaobei, baobeiis, and the list goes on. I know i'm not a cool kid, but I'm pretty sure i'll never have a blog like that. And yes, all these blogs are fully furnished with all the LIaNsteRz language. ^.^~* tHanK gOd I DroPpEd That.

My angel gave me chicken essense today. What an unbelievably nice angel! ((:

No, i do not agree with the ACS prelim compo that sports creates animosity. That only if you have 0 sportsmansip.

2 more days to cute guy day! ((:

Monday, October 11

yellow yellow, dirty fellow (visual effects for emphasize)

i'm blessed with the best teachers ever. even though a certain bEngSterz laoshi was a little overly enthu by proclaiming that he's mine for the next few weeks.

i found out that the cute guy that works at j8 fila (and no, i'm refering to the guy that xiaolin thinks is cute) is in fact -ahem ahems- boyfriend. poosh. that means hes not cute anymore. its not ethical to even think that your friends boyfriend is cute. ahha.

i'm quite depressed cause i am unable to do the sec3s EOYs paper without the help of the textbook. i mean, i SHOULD be pro at it!

happy belated sheena! i'm sorry 1'm 1week+1day late. :/

Sunday, October 10

shu niu : hub ; pivot ; axis

PAM! i know where all the cute guys are now! they have all gone to work at J8! ((: and theres a cute bung too! at cafe cartel and fila. ((: it made the old man so worth it.

Saturday, October 9

i feel like i'm living the worst day,
i feel like you're gone.

pams over. in front of the tv watching blink while i'm slogging hard at work.

Friday, October 8

i really needed you to be strong for me.
but you bent beneath the slightest breeze

i'm contemplating an overseas education (yes, to the wasteland of all asians - Australia) as well as the dropping on some subjects. i can well afford to drop at least 2. but neither has an attractive enough pull. level-headedly, i dont need that many humanities or maths/science. but the fact remains that they're all equally bad and i desperately need help in most of them. then again, i'm pretty proud of my Amaths, unable to drop my Emaths, bestest in my physics, most hopeful in chem, an almost confirmed A1 for F and N, a near dist in both combined humans and lit (68 and 69 respectively) and erm is there more? (i know it isnt exactly good, but it issnt THAT bad for me.) so see, i dont want to drop any. but the fact reamains i should. )):

pardon the ramblings (as usual).

do you wonder if its painful to rot? i guess i'll find that out very soon.

then again, alls not lost YET. i'm on unstable equilibrium now. a prod will tip me over.

my cousin got 23 and zhonghua moderated to 19 and hes targating nanyang. i'm crossing my fingers as well.

ok. while the moderation team works her ass off, i've prepared for the worst and hope for the best.

on a brighter note, SYLVESTERS in! (: happiest thing of the week. and chris too, sadly, at the expense of david. I still think that if theres any justice in the world, jerry should be out soon. before he kicks sylvester.

if you think i'm very lousy, i'll just smile and say you're very right. but if you look down on me just because i'm very lousy, i'll tell you to get out of my life.

i dont think its nice for anyone but me to look down on me.

Thursday, October 7

in situations like this, its not gonna help when you sit on your ass complaining about how your life sucks.
Love is the most important thing in the world,
but baseball is pretty good too

i want and dont want to know my results. but from the looks of it, i dont have a choice do i? urgh.

jeepers creepers.

Wednesday, October 6

i want you back here.

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my command of english is too lousy to put what i want to say down in words.

i got a 5 for my physics, and i'm PROUD of that.

Tuesday, October 5

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me.

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles
And stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me.

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like

welcome to my life
-simple plan

Monday, October 4

song in my soul

panadol cold does work you know. maybe you cant go party the second after you drink it like the ad shows, but it still works all the same. after 2 buckets of sweat, one mouth of fish porridge and 4 hours of sleep.

i think its ok for people to laugh at my retardedness cause i pay back in doubles.

Sunday, October 3

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
You took the love that you wanted and left me the misery

if i had a daughter like myself, i think i'll lock her in a box until the day one of us dies. its not that i'm a terrible mother, its just my terrible daughter.

Saturday, October 2

now i'm almost over you.

Friday, October 1

Winnie The Pooh And The Perfect Day

i think that ppl who dont put back their cutlery after eating are so very selfish and should be made to wash the bowls for 5 days or somthing.

even cjc is 15pts. even chenyongmings school dont want me. ahah. thats quite saddening.

class gathering yest was quite ok. expcept that it wasnt acctually a class gathering.

back where we belong. now, doesnt that sound nice?

sec1s,2s,3s, all the best for EOYs! ((:

oh yes, happy childrens day!

roses are red

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹

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