Sunday, November 30

i can still traces of you leaving me when i close my eyes.

tom.'s mincom.
wows.
so fast. like its dec alr.
man. next year will be here before we know it.
sec4hope.
its so nort me

neways. back ta minicom
i so miss it
ahahs..
even though for both years my grp never really like performed.
but they really rocked!!
hmms. let me see wot i can remem....

[2001]
yiwen.jolene.ser.me>
the leader
yiwen. slacker.lamer.easie going. fun. rocks.
first person to talk back to liching.
my ou xiang.
hahas..
she totally made liching face turned purple.
wae ta go.
the no.2
sole hardworkin one in da grp.
i always chen tuo her.
hahas..
i knew she was quite irritated that we didnt take the whole thing seriously...
ho hmm...
-sheepish grin
the asst. leader
poor her had to do 2 ppls job.
cuz i was baiscally yue bang yue mang.
but woas~
woas.
best asst. leader nae!
-prouda her.
the no.4. me
totally bad jnr.
standard
lyke shit.
the trainings.
went to work.
yiwen ser always pon
in the end always only left jo.
ahahss..
the attitude
slakers.
75% slacker.
guess who was da only hardworkin one?
jo. ahhas..
oh, and 3 of us. we downright loafers.
opps.~
the standard
not anywhere near there
esp me.
didnt memorise a single trolly.
thanks to ser.
hahas.. she bao ka liao.
and we did our first fa case during minicom.
brillant!
the group
fun.
slacker.
fun.
lousie.

[2002]
me.enen.jorina//rina.philana.stacie
the leader.me
solid bang.
not all that bad in nursing.
command quite loud (?)
dignosing ban diao zi.
reporting. 0.
thanks haka.
it wasnt me fault!
the no.2
lamer.
never opened her mouth.
( execpt to time for phil -.-")
totally coxing bai chi.
[oh. buts shes really improved!]
knew her stuff though. (i think)
looks darn guai.
hahas...
the asst. leader // jorina
original no.3.
skipped com cuz of apendicitics. :(
very steady.
the asst leader //rina
totally rocks.
everything so bang
got ticked of by *ahem*
-snigger.
gave me loads of preasure.
the no.4
hardworking.
forever busie.
fd stick in da mud.
finished my command.
enthu!
the no.5
never did come down.
oh wells.
the trainings.
one ultra enthu. one floating off.
had our fair share of slacking and workin
quite confident in fa.
fun? hahahs... i think so!
merged with fels grp quite often. :)
the attitude
lame. dreamy. enthu. 75%serious.
the standard
passed nursing. 75.5%
passed fa.
fd. well. lets just put we dont agree with the judge
the group
fun!
unique.
different personalities.
flame.
nonsense.
hilarious.
rocks!
ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen

i suck at wrapping gifts.
TOTALLY.

bought xunzhao zhoujielun dvd.
ahahs.. he so darn cute it in!
eepps. as uaual. ahhas..
the show was kindda lame thou.

been trying to mix honey water for mie dearest jnrs tomorrow.
cut my hand while cutting the first lime.
and it so bloody stung when i continued squeexin da rest.
dun worry. no blood de.
and i hate honey.still had to taste it.
i never drink honey water.
ever.
i really didnt see how it helps.
but since everyone says it does.
-shrugs
see my great big sacrisfy?
ahahs..
jnrs, all de best le!

Saturday, November 29

i wont plead guilty
you'll have to kill me first.

dads sucha pain.
like sudden bao fa and yelled his head away cause of my hair and results. my huan zhu ge ge and com. my hp and tution. and sister and god knows what
whats his prob?
yar. he has a point.
but their all old news. does he have to rake em up?
like nothing to scold dig up things to scold
wadda hell.
quit taking your anger out on me.
i'm not your subordinate.
you cant sack me and i cant quit.
get this clear.
oh yar.
i'm sorry i'm the one imperfect thing you have in you oh-so-perfect life.

aside from an unprovoked yelling match.
which left him steaming
and me irritated.
today was great.
yea.
cleaned da sj room.
spick and span now!
-swells with pride.
(though it could have been better)
but doreen and co. said they were tired.
wanna go alr.
dun let me touch anymore. hahsa
and doreen was practically running after me
putting back wotever i've thrown out
she insisted on keeping so many useless stuff.
ahhas.. we each got our way sometimes.
and we did 10 years worth of cleaning in 3hrs and 40 min!
hahas..
the poor uncles and aunties will have a hard time clearing all the juck we threw out
we flung out 1/2 the room. majority by me.
1980s photos.ropes.charcoles.stoves that a musuem will prob buy. etc etc.
ever knew we had a barbeque pit in the room?
looks much better now!
they all agreed i shd be qm!
ahahs.. i also want nae!
and they sorta pronounced me housekeeping queen.
hahas.. yeas~

went town with gen.jo.qiu
so lousy one them.
walked fer less than 5 hrs.
and they complained leg suan
ahhas.. or rather, i've been well trained by my mum.
bought christmas pres.
ultra lame.
lame lame lame.
ahahss..
but very got xin one kays?
dunno what to get fer her nae.
shucks.

by the way.
is there a jc with a dorm ard here?

Friday, November 28

home.
missed mie pillow

holland Vs over.
hahas..
wanwan and yangxiong
jingjing and xiaoxin
yeas~ happy ending.

went for chem taday
cheated
supposedly i want at 8
den i found out its 9
waited till 9.30
den realised dun have chem
weys. guo fen
ruyu said the msg was passed down
hello? i happen to be first on da line.
wotever

so went down fer training.
com on mon
man.
by the looks of some ppl
i would think com is in 1 months time
though some of them are not up the standard yet.
but given the time they had and their starting foot
they really came a long way.
not there yet.
but soon.
could really see some improvement.
looks more positive now lar.
=)
dun blame yourself if ya flop it up this time
as long as you know ya did all you could!
well done guys!
really quite unexpected naes~
but yeas. prouda ya!
erm. not ment to inflate your heads lar.
just... wells... encourgement!

yiling wants mie hair black
bahhh.
strictly speaking, its alr 'black.
-.-"
okay. not convincing.

eys.
preparing christmas pres.
hahas.. if ya think ya deserve one and ya wanna specify.
feel free ta tell me.
i very open de. ahahs..
i dont promise.
ya know. tight budget. ahahs..

wans > ahahs...used ta ur com lar!. he IS cute naes~ ya SO gotta watch hong dou nv zhi lian! -hugs
gen > i missed my pillow more. hahas.. see ya tom.!
hil > hahas.. no waes~~ trust me. i also cmi de. ahahs.. dun worry. give em time. thanks loads! -grins
eiz > ahahs.. you would lurve it there. i'm sure. ahhas... of course lar! i so nice. ahhsas...love yar toos huihui!
cecs > hahas... no probs! enjoy da hols. bud also darn sucks lar. ahahs.. 4 test on week1 naes. wows~
shijie > ahahs... i no guts lar. :(. besides. i dun even speak his lang. but hes darn cute! hahas. nvm. dun have cute guy still can see kimraewon. also equally cute ahhas...
sec2s > read da sj blog kays? encouragements specially from me. hahas... cause i'm nice mars.

Wednesday, November 26

sneeking peeks

at this thai shoppin center now.
my mum is going rampant ard here
ahhas.. she never seems ta get bored
-peifu
this cyber cafe thinggie is so cool
10 baut every 15min
which is 46 cents
quite cheep lar
=)
beats lagging behind my mum carryimng all her shoping..

saw him again
at breakfasts
hes so sO SO darn cute!
like total eye candie!
-grins stupidly
think hes jap.

shijie > ahahs.. i also want nae! hes really darn cute lol. bud nort so muscular nia.. ahhas... bud how to tell this total stranger i wanna take a pic of him? -thinks hard.
qius > yar!!! i really need to step on it mans? and i will. i will and i must! wait fer me yaes? =)
jiayu > aiyos... yesh! jin rae won is xiancheng! and hes darn cute~ -squeels. i prefer chengjun when hes smiling... ahhas.. like the one i posted (points below).

Monday, November 24

its gonna be another day with the sunshine

mie gosh !!!
theres this guy who really looks like jin rae won!
no kiddiNg!
he really looks like a smaller vers.!
really darn cute! (w/o da curlie hair)
he lives in da hotel room next to mine!
when i first saw him, i was like WOA
just saw him in da lift.
miie gosh!
-swoon

in bangkok now.
nuthing much ard here exp shoppin and eatin
mie mums shopping skills are even more powerful than i thought
there was at least 1000 mini shops at this night bazzar thinggy
and she only went through 200 in 3 hours.
mie gosh. shes never gonna finish that place alone.
dun understand how she must go though every shop

my sis is sick. tummy upset i think
vomitted 5 times
can ya believe it? theres not a bloody clinic ard.
had to go to da hospital
den they placed her in a wheelchair
so xiao ti da zuo.
gave her some anti-vomiting medicine.
and she puked the whole load out after 5 min.
wows.

ohs. on mie dad labtop now
he told me he didnt bring it at first
stinggie pok
den i caught him in the act
so he had no choice bud to lend me.
ahahas.. i'm so darn mean

more when i get baq!
and i cant believe ya all so heartless.
only mie shijie wished me bon voyage.
hurmph.

jnrs: Jiayou JiaYou jiaYou!!!

Sunday, November 23

back on thurs.

apple > ur Os are over. happie fer ya lar. sorry nae. no chance ta tell ya myself! your toro book is in good condition lar. fang xin. i'll pass ta ya when i return kays?
anna > meows. hahas.. enjoy your trip kays? pay ya when yya get back..safe flight!
baobei > sorry ar~ cant go out as promised. epps. hahas.. sorrie sorrie!
chus > enjoy your grad! you toro book i xian bao guan hahas.. go chioer!
doanna > you ar. never do your job also.ahahs.. enjoy yourself. yi lu shun feng!
doreen > the thing's with gen. she took over. look fer her kays? dont worry,the pres are funkae~ ahahs..
eiz/wans/pamms/qius > sprry wont be able ta make it on sun. :/ enjoy king of da castle w/o me!
enen > 1 week left. jiayou! really cmi, look fer ur snrs fer help yaes? jiayou jiayou!
fel > sorry abt da hzgg! will lend ya on mc. very nice rights? very nice rights? RIGHTS!
gen > thanks fer takin over da pres thinggy! dun get too stressed w/o me!
hil/weilin > dont ferget ya supposed to take over me! hahas..
jiayu > yoyo. train hards! hahas. train hard gurl. can make it de!
lyn > remember ta help me tape holland v. tan pan zhuan jia and jie da huan xi! MUST MUST MUST! hahas.. thanks in advance!
pamm > ya have ta go fer old man urself dis week. ahash.. dun look fer me. and btw, i didnt go on fri. ahhas..
pris > stop slackin woman. hahas..
phil > only got 2 days to really train .. erms. ya go gurl!
sheens heys! enjoyin da show? hahas.. will lend yar part 2 soon! hahas...
sec1/2 jiayou jiayou! stop slackin yaes!
squaddies > bai tuo ni men le!
weilin > thanks ALOT fer da hong dou nv zhi lian! totally rocks!
wenxu > work on your nursing yaes? hahas.. all da best.

dun miss me yars?
takecares.

Saturday, November 22

xiancheng // chengjun

hong dou nu zhi lian rocks
ahahs.. kim jae won and kim rae won
very cute!
hahas..
duper duper!
esp. in da show.. whahs..
both of em v shuai and have nice personality
but still think songer went with the right guy.
ahhas.. yeas.. happie ending.


<<< chengjun (jin zai yuan)


<<< xianchang (jin lai yuan)

hahas..
they were much cuter in da show!
:))

shijie> i beat yar!
i finished it in less den 1 day. ahash.. in 15hours to be exact.
-sticks out tongue..

Friday, November 21

flirtatious

nice day today. fab weather!
woke up at 6 and watched huan zhu ge ge.
ahahs.

went down for training again
only suhui.pris.ens grp.
suhui's command is really improving. yaes~
-thumbs up
think her jnrs are quite nice alr.
someone tell her to stop complianing
ahhas..
and i'm supposedly filtatious (?)
or so anna says..
dunno.
hahas..
all mie jnrs one by one all cam shy de
ahahs.. esp fer anna lars.
cannot blame them lars
when i was in sec1/2 also liddat de lar.
ahahs.. bud i've sorta got use to my hamburger face. ahahs..

stayed back after their training.
chated abt. fa/fd/nursin/com/grps/bnco/sec1s/sec2s/teachers/subj/sch/god knows what.
just craped lars.
peiyu and wellisa hung ard for quite sometime
felt quite wenxin lars..
how often do a sec3,3sec2s,2sec1s hang ard and chat?
hahas.. like da jia ting.
okay. i'm thinkin too much..
ahahs...
from 4+ till ard 6.30
cuz susu was waiting fer her dad.
den walked out with ens.
hahas.. sorta carried a convo down da hill
den dunno why feel quite yi wai lars
cause i thought she abit dun like to talk to me only lar.
bu gei wo mian zi :))

met jace and ting in town at 7
wells~ not late lae.
our meeting time was like 5?
i reached at 6.55
still earlier then them lae..
-grumbles
but v long never see them lars..
hahas..
ate blue lobster..
ahahs..-yums
den walked ard taka aimlessly
but having fun anyways
town at nite totally rocks
ahahs..

ohs.
i'm going to thailand tom. night!
mie mum abit not funnie nia lar
suddenly decide that "singapore no place to shop" den wanna go overseas
think acct wanna go hk de
but she heard on da rasdio hk got some virus going round
den being da ks person she is..
so yars, i'm headin to bangkok tom. night!
(its supposedly da same flight as phil. aes, fated. ahhas..)
better than nothing lars!
dun miss me!

Thursday, November 20

can yar feel da love tonight

prouda mieself
cooked a whole full course lunch for myself!
appitizer: garlic bread
main course: fried udon with leutuce and crabmeat
soup: (instant de lar) seafood soup
ahahs..
feel so accomplished
but the soup not alot lar
one pot i drink all by mieself...
ahahsa...

i fa xian i really learn quite alot in chem
whahas..
mrs ang rocks lar
though she said i wasnt paying enough attention
heys. i was okay?
at least as much as i could master
but i only forgot to balance da equation whats... :((
oh wells. at least i got it in de end..
den went down fer training for a while..
settled caro/wanxin/phil/enens prob.
so guess i cant take part in com
which is quite ok by me lar..
i dont know most of mie stuff anyways.. ahahs..
wait diu lian.. ahash..
suhui and anna's grp really comical lol!
command+timing totally zou the gao xiao lu xian
hahas..
my command sound hip hop mehy?
-raises eyebrow..

Wednesday, November 19

mc pepper

realized theres thing cleaner autie in our sch
totally off her rocker
yelling at us cuz we were painting banner in sch and dirtied her precious floor
rattling on and on abt how she wanna zi sha cuz we totally spoilt her floor.
which was so untrue
said (rather, howled) stuff like why dun we paint in the sj room
like yes lae...
and ask if we would do such stuff in our house
like would anyone paint a banner at their home?
what?
welcome to vanns room?
think she was close to tears alr lol...
totally sprouting nonsense like some mad women
but she was quite entertaining lar..
is SO unreasonable till ya dunno to get pissed or howl with laughter
poor gen though..
she was so exasperated.. ahhsa..
den 3L ppl came out to look at our phatatic state..
diu lian..
had to bring down da whole of sj to scrub da floor
but not successful lar
think shes gonna explode tomorrow when she realizes the stains didnt come off
opps...

wenta ikea with lyn.her bro.and her dad.
though it wasnt fruitful
but very fun lar!
lyn and leon are like so hilarious
den we were laughing like idiots ard da place..
erm.. ahahs..
i was wearing this flow-y blu skirt and black harly shit (which i think it sucks)
and i look damn wierd lol
:X
as mie juniors put it,
out-of-place
funnie
un-me.

Tuesday, November 18

whats your prob?

he sucks.
BIG tIME
heard from chus abt his interview on the papers
said sumthing like:
[quoted from chus]
he sae very long nv keep in contact wif energy,
den sae ask dem stop saying wad *we will wait for you to come back* this sort of lies blahblahblah
den he imply dat within energy got alot internal feud, not lyk in his wonderful qiao jie li company
and he claims now he has more fans den last time energy combined together
[quoted from toro]
>> na xie hua dou shi pian ren de, dou shi bu fu ze ren de
>> he sae he dun wan say anymore, cuz he *jing1 yi4 shi4, zhang3 yi4 zhi4* alr, den wun be so naive to believe everyone easily
>> he sae last time he tink shi jie very mei hao blah blah den nv keep watch on others. den he saed *too bad*
>> den he sae *dan fei* was nv his choice, dat he *zu3* le energy he didn intend to dan fei, is bi bu de yi one

suck.
sucks.
SUCKS.
wadda hell.
energy say stuff like the door is always open for him
and he slams it back in their face?
and he says energy is jian li wang yi
and what abt him
feel so unfair for energy.
to think i'm still supporting him
dunno issit ens or who was right
give him up lar
right i will.
the toro i know is gone
i miss him and i want him back
but he can only stay in my memory.
and
the toro now can jolly well go ta hell.

betrayal
backstabber
lier
hypocrite
i dunno abt his "talents"
but his attitude total sucks to da core.
toro guo weiyun/yijun/wateva da hell name he wants.
big dissapointed man.
you suck.
1 piece fish 4 piece shrimps and fries

towned.
with yiling.gen.jo.do.eiz.
caught wishin stairs
mie gosh
freakie...
like wae
quite a few times was screaming away on do's shouder
ahahs..
nice movie
only abit freaked only
ahahas..
dere was this non-scarly part where the theater was silent
den i make some funnie.. whinning (?) song
and the whole theater burst out laughing at me..
okaeeeee
den at the end this guy and gal infrount us
turned back to look at me..
erm..
think i was kickin his chair and screamin abit too much..
hahas..
da actress quite chio though

slacked ard town..
took neos..
quite successful
though me and eiz de was quite a flop..
she wanted to try this machines ust cus it had mirrors init..-.-"
told her we shd have taken cinderella..
at least now we know.. ahahs..

sorced fer com presents..
got like 7/15 nia.. urghs. not even half.. :/
but its all really funkie man
ahhas.. of cuz la.. i chose de.
with help frm mie squadies!
i like da *ahem* prize best
ahahs.. like wae funkae!

bought a silver/blu skirt that is total un-me
ahahs..i look darn wierd in it..
but wells...
hahas.. also dunno why i bought it..
shall wear it when i'm going out with lyn tomorrow..
need to go to ikea to serch fer more potential com pres.
ahash..
guo jin xin le ba?

ya know.. i really dyed my hair baq..
it was really black when i came hme from the saloon..
dunno why it went still sorta brown in tthe morn..
my dad went back to da saloon and successfully got a refund
poor peeps. he was pointing to mie head and saying
"is this the result i get for $30?"
poor things..
think my dad is too used to scoldin ppl..
but i gotta keep my hair.. ahahs..
successful persuded my mum to let me keep it
ahhas.. sometimes she rocks lar!
think my dads displeased though..
:/

neways.. fell quite hui xin..
left mie jay ep in the sj room
and it mysteriously got lost/stolen
seriously..
i always thought the sj room was safe.
like no outsiders are allowed in
so obv its an inside job
i'm not so gek abt the cd..
more upset that theres someone among us
who does this sorta things
ya know how often i leave my hp and money
and all sortas things in da room?
well. guess that has gotta stop.
beware ppl.
bud then again
maybe i placed in somewhere else in the sj room?
tomorrow go search...

gotta do 17 pieces of chem by tom.
better get stated. 9.57 alr!!
eekks..
one more thing..
realized i blog alot
does anyone ever read?
-wunders


shuaiiiii!!!!
like totally!

Monday, November 17

if i cant have you
i dont want no body babay

mie gosh
dyed mie hair back to black
lemme smell anymore of these poo-like dyes and i swear i'm gonna thrw it at ya
all thanks to mie fuddy stick in da mud dad
marched me off to da saloon riht after dinner
oh wells..
the previous hair color was really too light alr.
wouldnt be able to step into sch w/o miss low at mie heels...
so... well.. at least he paid for it lar..
dyed 3 times in 2 days..
mie hairs all gonna drop out... and then i'll really nee a wig..
not bad ar.
not bad at all.


cute! ahahs
wil's cute mans!
eekkks!!
shinkansen

dyed mie hair.
sorta.
its da diy kind
ended up looking uneven..
and lighter than intended
like.. :/
decided on redying it a darker shade..
took "authem"
now its like..
wae brown..
wae wae brown
help!
mums nort hm at da mom.
i'm expecting her anytime soon.
okay.
shit
now what?
shes not supposed to know i dyed mie hair...
ekks..
and the only way she dosnt realize,
is if i hide in da toilet all day.
shit.
way to go man.
i shd demand a refund..
cheated of 25 bucks..
die lar die lar..
plus, i dyed it twice alr..
one more time and its all gonna fall out...
wells.. well done man.

ooh. mie sis is going on gaoxiaoxingdong taday
cuz wil is goin too..
ahhas..
decided i shdnt go cut i'm alr in enough trouble as it is.
gave up the duck tour thinggy with toro and 56 also
dun like toro le..
well.. nor much as before anyway.
still think hes sorta a betrayal.
plus,
his uglie hair and horrible disgusting dress sense aint helpin
hmms, think chus and apple will be pissed at dis..
ahahas.. opps.. :X

anyways, wenta see wil yesterday
and toro.
think wil shuaier and cuter..
hahas..
and gotta take a foto with him toos!
(though i totally foiled da pic)
had to sign 5 weiyun guan tou (da book) cuz all mie friends having Os.
i'm sure i didnt look dumb..
will post da pics up latar...

this dye smells like poo-

Saturday, November 15

certain matter borthers me

people who bitch oh-so-indirectly abt others on their blogs
when you know real well the persons gonna be reading your blog
are losers.
immature losers.
ever heard of a fair fight?
to you (if you know who you are):
well.
used to it
what can i say?
bitch all you want
i wont care.

i've got loads to say
but no one to listen.
lighten up

i dont believe my mum
i'm da housekeeper again
always go out and have fun and leave me to look afta da maid..
wells.
i dun mind la..
beats having her at hm anyway.
plus plus
i totally finished matrix!
yipees!
i totally get it man!
-swells with pride

been chatting with en and baobei
baobei ar. please la
go studie fer ur Os.
really. hahas..
i'm truly concerned fer ur own good
even though i know you're totally pro..
still... jiayou kays!

and seriously
if i dunno my stuff,
how den how can i be da sec2s nco?
in fact.i'm alr da worst sorta nco...
i dun remember any nco being as hopeless as me.
i'm just responsible (i think)..
wherelse other ncos are responsible and good.
so. yars.. sorry la..
at least i'm trying kays.


Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
epps. accurate?
i think so...

squadmates > come on man! if our seniors lived through us. we'll live through em!

Friday, November 14

hernia

results have come back.
my folks have been quite nice abt it..
why ar?
oh well. its a blessing anyway
glad my dad didnt explode.
i would expect him to go boom
mum is not yelling la
but can see the veins in her neck popping
tryin real hard to ren.
just gave me a 1/2 hr prep talk..
well. shes on the fone now.
complaining again.
to dunno who.
in a loud voice.
think she wants me to hear.
well. i'm not hearing
gui ji is blasting from my com.
and besides. i know what she has to say.
i just know it.
what else?

been reading the damn fa manual.
anna reminded me that i dun know everything inside.
fine
opinion accepted.
i cant master everything.
buti shall try to know as much as possible
make sure ya beat me ar!

so many things ta do.
man.
1. finish this damn manual
2. read hong lou meng
3. write mie letters
4. finish typin my fa notes
5. waiting fer *ahem* to come online
6. post my fotos online
7. do my 18 chem worksheets
8. organize my fotos in da com
9. read teenage
10. read all the stuff on the sj blog (ppl are typing faster than i can read)
11. pack my table
12. do my tution hmwk (maths)
13. get the training scehdual
14. call yins
15. learn the lyrics of gui ji and duan le de xuan
16. organize my songs (all 786 of them)
17. file that damn pile of worksheet
18.call pam and arrange for tution
19. open the letterbox.
20. get my mum to shutup.

tomorrow.
headache now.
nights all.
do you really care?

oohs. my new neighbours are angmors.
hahas.. their little boy is so cute..
hes up to my waist.. and hes wearing the finding nemo shirt that i have..
ahhas.. so cute..

sj training again
didnt wanna help out with the banner cause i decided the sec2s needed help more...
i dunno where ens and jaiyu went off during lunch
bud. well.
i dun wanna know.
taught dior and huiting and sorta yingjie.
i really think the sec1s have potential.
really.
teaching em fa was quite ok.
they were responsive and sorta enthu.
and they acct knew their stuff
not that bad la.
dun wanna say more. said enough in sj blog alr.

anyways.
pics i took when we were at ches house fer marjong are up >>> marj
so are the sentosa pics frm eilz >>> sj

sec2s> go to da sj blog and open ur eyes big and read.
yiling> i SO do not act cute kays? i am naturally! hahas. anyway, hurry with the hong dou nu zhi lian!

Thursday, November 13

it can only get better

feel quite shi bai..
today 'trained' huiting and wanxin
wanxins ok.
shes not good.
but at least ya can see her effort to try.
huiting.
dunno nag fer how long
still no jeck
slight improvement nia..
i dont think its their fault
they prob just need more prac thats all (i hope)
zai jie zai li ba
poor ens though..
she was like so shi luo.
think me and yiling really gave her a super nagging session at the end of their trainin
sorrie.. we didnt mean to offend ya or anything..
we just wan ya to improve..
dun get dishearted yae?

shall go down to jian guan their training more often
whether ya all like it or not.
cause.
its barely 2and a half weeks to com.
its da time to be practising cases.
not teach head-to-toe survey
hello?
ya guys are so wae behind time.
and da attitude.
work on it man!
i hate this naggy nco job.

anywaes. painted da banner today.
dritied mieself loads.
mum hasnt saw the sate of my pe shirt and shorts
shes just gonna explode. i know..
toms. meet da parents session
mums so gonna kick me outta da house when she gets back.
think i'm gonna hafta bunk over with some nice person..
any nice ppl ard?

Wednesday, November 12

broken melody

sj today was productive
well. more productive den yesterday anyway
settled da minicom food and posters and stickers and sorta saw my jnrs fd
hahas..
well.. their fd like..
well... nan yi qie chi.
sec2s command bu cuo lae some of them
quite impressed
sec2s timing. well... lose to sec1s lae. very well done. but. is not they're lan. is just that da sec1s are better..hahas..
valeries timing is wae sard...
when she say "squad thank mdms" wows. so impressed
mie gosh. win wenxus one lae..
hahas...
some of da sec1s X
drills. is like.
piack.
dunno how their leaders stand it...
acct. some of the sec2s drills also..
-shakes head.
just hope their nursin and fa makes up fer it....

tomorrow goin down to paint banner.
after phy
PHYSICS!
mie god.
but i cant not go. even eilz is going..
but i got higher den her..
hmm.. but i still have tha go!
i still flucked anyways
darn.

Tuesday, November 11

orbit

sj today.
slacked.
got mie "lookin fer jay" ep.
rocks!
ahahs.. i so wanna watch the show!
fengfeng!!!
acct wanted to go tomorrow.. bud. well...
jo talked xiaofeng outta it..
oh wells.. :/

eps.
today didnt go town.
wows!
towned straight fer 5 days alr
thurs > fer dinner
fri > with pam and karm
sat > with baobei and jon [awhile]
sun > with couz
mon > with peipei
wells. 5 daes striaght
not bad.
was going ta go today with deb and jace and cying.
but decided not ta..
atayed back and played badminton n bball with fels.che.jo.
ahahs.. simple fun.

shd i change my fone ornot???
- qian hou mao dun
and guess what.. i'm at pg 7 of hongloumeng!
whahas..
great acheivement kays..
i bet no one else has touched it.
HA!

Monday, November 10

da kai wei yun guan tou

eeps.
maths lesson is a choice.
3 1/2 hrs. mie god.
shd pon tomorrow..
erm.. pon 1/2 la..
say i have cca at 10.
which is partly tru..
hahas..matrix now..
ahahs.. seems simple enuf.
seems.
but.. clement tan really makes the simplest things sound so darn complicated.
pro.
i'm quite better off playing bookworm.

went towning with peipei and her co. later
ps dor in the library
-sheepish grins
hhaas.. he juniors are so darn cute..
and i really believe i chen tuo her.. hahas..
erm. anyways. back to town..
ya.. towned.
peipei pierced her ears at 77th street
and theres dis real cute guy workin dere..
hahas.. quite cute la..
[see that pamm?]
then deb could make it at the last min..
had to go back all da way to sch cause my mum suddenly wanted to pick me up from dere..
went back with diana, who had mits
when i was just at the sch gate, my mum changed her mind and wanted me at amk instead
when i got there she wanted me at yck
man. fickle woman
with all that i walk, i could have jolly well walked home.

gonna lend my hzgg2 to feng feng tomorrow
and my hzgg3 to sheens.
-wahs..
only have hzgg1 left..
where they all look like total idiots in
alex su looks so short and fat in that volume..


arhhss.. i want this fone damn it..
hahas..
so cute nae~
think i can get my dad to buy it fer me?
hmm...i shd save up fer it..
it'll take me till next christmas..
erm.. maybe i can offer to pay half..

Sunday, November 9

faults >>

me
sometimes
when look deaper in the mirror
i see someone you dont know
someone i hate alot

sometimes
if you listen into my laughter
you hear cries of dispair

sometimes
when my smile dont reach my eyes.
i'm acctually not smiling
not really anyway.

sometimes
i really feel i dont deserve your love
you give me much, but i return little
i'm sorry. i really am

sometimes
i wish i could stop those extra feeling for you
you cant feel it anyway

sometimes
i wish i could accept you faults and mistakes more graciously
so as you accept mine

you

sometimes
i wish you could act your age.
it would do all of us good

sometimes
i wish you understood me more
but thats too much to expect.

sometimes
if you could stop pointing your finger at other and look at youself
you will realise that the finger should have been pointing at you

sometimes if you would stop bitchin abt the horrid horrid person
and stand up for her instead.
i for one will look at you differently.

mr anderson. welcome back
we've missed ya.

shanghai noon is good man.
hahas.. anyone caught it on cable.
the chinese dubbing was so damn hilarious..
like. dorts.
was playing chinese chess with my cous durin da show
man. i dont believe it.
we played 1 game fer like 1hr+
and i was so darn winning
he only left 6 pieces.
and red [mine] was dorminating the board
but. he won at the last crucial moment
man. gotta admit, hes getting pro
i use to beat him all da time..
this is called man zhao sun. xu shou yi.
whahas..
still being chinese crazy!

xun zhao zhou jie lun
is out on da 13th
one da before doomsdae
gotta catch it
Fengfeng! we SO gotta go!

tomorrow have maths
poo-
clement tan. yucks
see if i can stop any hope-rs and liu zou before da lessons!

Saturday, November 8

its a b-e-a-utiful day.
not.

my god man.
how many bad things can happen in a day?

1.i cut my hand real bad with a penknife
2.i broke 2 testtubes while packin my table. damn it.
3.i did a new temp and forgot to save and now its all gone
4.i kicked the stupid com and the disc drive is now jammed . bloody hell. crap. baaaaaahhhh
5.i lost my bloddy ic.

very well done vann. great job.
ic ya know! my goodness!
i've only held on to it for like 1 mth?
and its gone
shit.
polic report+100 bucks.
my gawd.
think my mum will scold.nag kill me if she knew
shucks.. how to ans to her?
prayin real hard its in sch or da sj room..
pleaseeee let it be there...
darn.
what is damn wrong with me ar?

Friday, November 7

its hot when its frm pizza hut

its over~
i think i'll pass.
but wont do all that well
oh well.
i got all the marks i could have studied for.
as for the rest.
just pray hard.
-shrugs
theres always next year

was quite impressed by anna today
dunno why
was in the mrt after towning
7pm.peak hour sia.
den suddenly thought of phil grp.
i mean. she once told me if it was possible to swap caro out of her grp so that her grp still have "xi wang" [she say de ar.]
was quite suprised.
at first i thought she'll request to get transfered out
zhen de jue de shes grown up..
den she still agreed to help to train phil jrs.
hopefully shes not fu yan-ing nia la...
yeas~ quite proud da her..
dun think she'll read this though...

urgs. i wan a new temp!
soon. soon. soon.

Thursday, November 6

qian li zhi xing : shi yu zhu xia

tomorrows da dae!
wish me luck!
da jia jiayou fer chinese Os tomorrow!

p/s. "i slip a smile into ur pocket" is quoted frm pamms dearest

Wednesday, November 5

when will my life officially start?

guestbk up!
mans.
i feel so dumb
was fiddling with it the whole after dinner till now
studied ens and yiling guestbk temp like mad
bud cannot figure out how to make it html supported
den
after many many many many fruiteless attemps
the mystery is solved.
yuan lai is nothing ta do with the temp
just need to go to the members area
and select html enabled.
-.-"

neways.
go sign my gesbk!
must use many many html de!
hahas..

one more final dae
erm. if unessasary, dun look for me la.
dunno what more to study alr..
flipped thru da shou ce like tons of time le..
but still not confident...
:/
wish me luck la.
toodoos~
gua gua zhui di : the birth of a child

the aircon ppl are here~
yaes.. no more aircon-less night!
my mums bring a prat
shes insisting me and my sis takes turn to 'look after them'
in case they 'do something funnie
my sis shift now.
shes pretending to be talking on the fone while spying on the guy scrubbing the black piece of thing in the air con
mie mums such a woriewart

her car broke tyre puntured today
and she was waiting for the type repair ppl
[who works in mie dads company and are so darn inefficient.. and i'm so gonna complain to him when he comes back frm aussie. -wahahas]
they finally came and brought the tyre away for repairand we had to wait somemore
den we wanted to go sit somewhere not far away.
and my mum was like
"shd i lock the car? better lock la. wait ppl drive away."
and how are they gonna do so?
like. theres only 3 tyres.
-.-"

Tuesday, November 4

i miss me

aieees...
cant believe it man.
mugging so darn hard of a bloody frigging 5 mrks.
mie gosh
all these chinese words are jumping ard in front ta me
eeks.

went fer cym's lesson again. on ying yong wen today
okay la.. learnt more den yesterday
but was quite bored halfway den escape to dor/xiao/mie jrs dere..
cyms reallie getting more and more naggy..
but gens right
he is teaching in an all gurls sch.
surrounded by gurls chattering.teens gossiping.woman nagging and mrs cheongs ultimate stories
guess he's jin zhu ze chi. jin mo zhe hei.
can believe anna think hes shuai..
erm.. no wae.. hes so not.
face so mole-ly.

chatted abit with xiaolin while she was waiting fer wai
and sat there and look at mie jrs..
compared np and sj
hahas.. as a loyal sj cadat, of cuz i was erm... supporting sj all da wae
ahhas.. but gotta admit, nps wae tougher
but still,
we DO NOT sit round all dae and have fun
at least not the sit ard all day part
and we're not slacky kays..
and as fer my the juniors drills.
well, they're improving kays?
hahas..
heard wunxun and ruo might wanna come down to train jrs after their Os..
think their quite disguested with our standard now..
erm.
gen.jo.yiling.qiu.eiz.weilin...
take care?

hahas... speaking of sj
i dont quite agree with the sj blog temp.
hahas.. wanna change it..
but what if wend gets offended?
hmm..

happie 15th shijie...

Monday, November 3

i'm younger than most people my age.

the hols just arent hols when theres a major exam coming up.
man. cant wait for friday 4.30pm.
when our hols officially starts!
went fer chenyongmings chinese lessons taday.
poor him
faith's really quite bad..
all just walked out..
hahas.. we were one of his few most loyal students
but speaking on consious,
i really learnt nothing and was bored stiff
he was gong through all the zuo wen
like erm....
but i think i'll go tomorrow also
cause i'm guai
came home and went to slp till now..
time has wizzed on without me
and i shouldnt be dwadling online...
help.

Sunday, November 2

i hate myself for being so wishy-washy.
why cant i leave withour looking back?

i lurve da hzgg3 songs!
whahas.. very nice..
yipee!
hahas.. thanks to yiling who found it for me!
woohoos~

my mum is such a joker
just yesterday she told me to stay at home and not step out of this house till fri
and now shes trying to get me to go taka.
- raises eyebrow.
tempted but no thanks
dont wanna risk her moodswings
i'm safer at home with my trusty companion- da chinese textbook.

*good luck to all those sittin fer their Os!
baobei,jes,jon,apple,chus,ruo,yiwen,weimin,wenxun,
wyn,ser,bin,sihui,pei,yufen,ying,becca,yen....
jiayou jiayou jiayou!

huihui/wans/yilings/gen > thanks fer the pick me ups! love yar all loads! must ace friday chinese together kays?
piece of cake. cup of tea. -hugs
enen > so ya finally decide ya love me? hahas...
hahas.. not so intrested in holland v alr. more into hzgg!!
whatever stream ya chose, most impt is to not regreat la.. go with ur heart! ya go gurl..

Saturday, November 1

can you get out of my room
please?

yes.
i know my chinese Os is on fri
i assure you its more impt to me than you
all you need to do is nag and nag abt how i must get the a1
you say it like its such a painful thing for you to nag at me
have it ever occured to you that I am the one tryin to get it?
when i tell you i only left sec3 to go you refuse to believe me and insist i'm lying to get out of work
what do you want me to do?
video cam myself studying?

quit nagin at me
just stuff it
just because my com is on all day doesnt mean i'm not studyin
ever heard of multi tasking?
you ask me if i prefer you to go out and leave me alone
even though i dont answer
cant you see it in me?
its so darn obvious.
yes
acct you dont really have to go out
do whatever you want
stay at home and scrub the parquet till it peels if you wish.
i dont care
as long as you are
not in my room

quit staring over my shoulder at my com
quit asking me to explain to you how to blog
as if that will ever happen
to someone who cant respect my basic privacy
to someone who touches my things at night when i'm asleep
to someone who checks my message
to someone who looks through my stuff w/o my explict permission,
no way.

"stop yaking on the phone and write letters and email and waste your time
i'm already 40 and i dont write letters"
plea-use.
issit my fault that your ahsoh friends cant write letters and email?
and whats wrong with talking on the phone?
its not even THAT often.
what do you want from me?
stay at home and act like a cave man?

can you please stop critisising my dressing?
so what if i dont wear skirts and all those nonsense?
so what if i like to wear boyish stuff?
so what?
i dont force you into billabong berms and nike tee
so stop throwing all those flowery skirts and auntie blouses to me.
and showing me that look when i thow it back in your face
dont you learn from experience?

if you want me to mop my room which i think is already darn clean
fine. you do my physics for me la.
deal?
stop complaining i dont help out in the house
whos the housewife around here?
you or me?
shutup and get your own life

feel free to pull the whole world over to your side
feel free to gossip and bitch about your useless daughter
ya know what?
i dont care.

i have every right to show whatever kind of face i want to.
not happy?
slap me and turn it red la
will that please you?
stop askin me what to tell you how to understand me
i'm sorry. i cant help you
you're my mum
and i have to teach you that?
just leave me alone.

i know i sound like a spoit brat.
too bad
seriously
you're one of the few people who has the ability to piss me off.
are you proud of that?

you are:
unreasonable
imcomprehensionable
stubborn
proud
absurd
contradictory
preposterous
reasonless
full of yourself

i'm sorry
i take after you.

we rubbed shoulders but didnt see each other

was the worst cca in a long long while..
dun think there was one worst then this in fact
sian until ji dian..
sec1s.fels.rinnie.yins.qius never come..
squad studying chinese in the room
-.-" okaee..
sec2s. well.. just say that their enthu-ness is overwellming..
first aid.. too power alr.
footdrill like 'woa'...
yepps
what a great nco i am
(yes. i was being dead sarcastic)
and mrs tan wants their evaluation
yes man. i only have 17 sheets of blank paper.
wows.
sooner or later gens gonna fire me.
just as well..
i just dont make the cut.
sorrie.


gen> great job on the mc grp! sorrie fer all da trouble....
rins > all da best fer ur organ theory...
qius > yi lu shun feng!
sec2s > whether ya like ur grp ornot. train hard kays? jiayou...

roses are red

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请相信有彩虹

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