Wednesday, June 30
wu xie de xiao rong yi jing
bu zai jing cai
mugging for lit, maths and hist kills. seriously. i should count myself lucky. pammas has to do all of this too. plus, shes sick. the poor hairless thing. hahas
lookin forward to later! won tickets to spideman2 preview! wheee- but i'm so not gonna get to sleep today. oh well, spidey first, Mal later. :))
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/30/2004 04:23:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 29
His eyes are as green as a fresh pickled toad
his hair as dark as a blackboard,
I wish he was mine, he's really divine,
The hero who conquered the dark lord
happy belated tudi!
leekoons checking out the koto result!!! or rather, shes gonna check with steve sir! finally ehhh! (: thanks
alot alot! ahhhhh.. chaoji hope i passed! hahas.. but.. aiya. more or less lar. i know i passed the 2002 one! i know it! just that my cert is currently residing in an unknown position.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/29/2004 03:36:00 PM
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Monday, June 28
i'm the girl in the jellybean shoes! :)
burried alive in must-do, to-do and better-do stuff.
do you have to do this to me? rather, do i have to be so affected by you? sadly, the answer to both is yes.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/28/2004 07:12:00 PM
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Sunday, June 27
by theway, just how cute is he? hahas.. my new-old eye candy! :)
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/27/2004 09:47:00 PM
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in week one, which officially begins tomorrow, i have to :
-sit through 5tests
-hand in my f and n coursework
-go to the dentel
is there anything more inviting than the above mentioned programmes? no there is not.
i should be sleeping. nights world.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/27/2004 09:45:00 PM
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i wish people could read my mind. that way, there'll be no need for me to live this lie.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/27/2004 09:35:00 PM
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Friday, June 25
pig with a wig
duck with a star
i just finished my mvp qing ren! hahas.. darn nice! i'm lagging and corney, but wot gives? hahas.. its darn nice lar. (: donno which goon stole my disc 20. so i've gotta wait till huiwen lends it to me to watch it! hahs. but anyway,
cute or/and nice guys of my mvpqingren:
1)gaoxing! my new shuaige! complete with the mimi yan and the attitude man. hahas..
2)kangzhongnan! the shorty captian of kaidong! hahas.. duanchenfeng's number 1 fan. hes cute too.
3)dongjiaolian! he darn rocks lar! wot a coach man!
4)mingan! iceman! he looks good playing basketball!
5)duanchenfeng! ditto! and he has a nice chinese name. his english name, johnny, sucks though.
back to speed of reactionnnn.. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/25/2004 09:32:00 PM
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the wind in my hair
i've been thinking about two things two people said :
1) it might be hard to bend a paper clip into a star shape at first. but when you succeed, the star shape will stay put for always
2) when you're on top of the world, dont forget about the people carrying you on their shoulders
well. not exactly. but along that lines. eiz and enen really got me thinking.
i may be a baby. but i dont want pop to be a simple affair. we can have a simple affair any old time. so why pop? the one and only pop in our lifes is gonna be a simple affair. crapp. ok. so the peoples the star of the show. but still. steamboat? just what i always wanted, to cook fer myself for pop. hmm. it might only be two pots. :/. okay lar. i will be totally enthu about the whole thing. i mean, its not like our jnrs dont want us to have a fantastic pop, its a circumstantial thinggy. and besides, a great pop is all in the mind. :)) ok. maybe it'll rock after all.. anyhow, i love my jnrs. thank you for the effort and all. :)
this hypocritasy doesnt suit me. and i hate it. and. i dont know. opinions differ, i guess. but i dont think you're so great yourself la. i dont know. maybe its just in a spur of the moment? i dont know.
lastly, i've been making pop presents at such a snail rate. crap it. and now i realize its on the 3rd week? thats nice. seein how i am no where near completion, and my wallets been pawned to get as much moola as i can get. oh, and my pockets totally not pocket. its just a cloth sewn on its both sides like this > | | . anything put in will simply drop out.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/25/2004 12:43:00 AM
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Wednesday, June 23
this seems so yesterday.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/23/2004 08:59:00 PM
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s u r v i v o r !
^pics.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/23/2004 08:43:00 PM
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streetwise run
another retarded day.
i SO love my bestie.
she has this amazin ability to make every moment together funn.
:))
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/23/2004 08:11:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 22
the broken guitar string
i cant help but think about when i wos young, and when we didnt have money [not that we have money now lar] i remember my dad use to eat this specific brand of bowl noodles and drink a can of coke for supper. not everyday, once in awhile, and he used to tell me that that wos the bestest and most shiok thing of all. maybe its because at that time, my family of four would be crowded around the table watching tv and/or eating.
we haven done that for years. they dont even sell that brand of bowl noodles now.
i mean seriously. please please please let the chalet idea pull through! pop at my house bbq pit is like. bbqin any other old how. its not special.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/22/2004 10:40:00 PM
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summer peach
(with loads of chengyi) happy 14th serhuiwen. :))
i love my bestie.
when you're sitting alone in the room, facing milestone : a history of the 20th century, its hard for your mind not to wonder.
which is exactly wot my mind is doing now.
lifes been great for me.
or so it seems.
nothing seems real now. theres nothing you can count on,except that mrs seah will always stay lame. but aside from that, everythings pretty much unpredictable. people just dont seem to care. i mean, of cause they claim they do. maybe they do. but the feeling hangs round. everyones moving forward at this amazin rate. stop for one fraction of a second and you're out. things change like theres no tomorrow. everyone has this something about them that i just can put into place. i mean.. they just seem to be charging forward so amazingly. no one has time anymore. neither do i, i suppose. theres no more online yakady yak, no more friendly phonecalls just because,no more nice emails full of lame rubbish, no more little gifts for the sake of it. nobody seems to remember. or want to remember at that. i'm unsure if people are angry with me or not. and i'm really angry with myself for letting that borther me. i mean, if they cared enough, they'll tell me right? so why am i still feeling so misplaced? i'm plagued down by disappointment with me and people around me. my phone is no more buzzing with messages like before bringing lil notes from people who love me, and i know its childish, but somehow, i think that no one remembers me anymore. everyone, including me seems to have no one but themselves on their mind. oh, and somehow, i cant put you in the past.
i hate the insecure me.
funny enough, i wish i could go to my grandmums house now. no, not to play pool. but just to sit there and hear her go on and on as shes making her dumplings. and make believe that everythings ok.
i wonder why i'm crying as i'm typing this bunch of dont know wots. proberbly no ones even readin it. but wot the hell.
i want to go back to school.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/22/2004 03:51:00 PM
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Sunday, June 20
till you dont say a single word,
and even the little bit of tears you have
you hold them back.
i then understand,
accompanying you on this road
isnt just about being happy.
till my vision starts to blur,
yet you appear nochalant.
i then understand,
even if i learn magic skills
i cant return to the past.
as i walk, i love,
i've already become your trusted disciple.
i believe,
when there enough emotions involved
we wont be afraid of loneliness.
if we didnt see how troubled each other wos,
how would we know that happiness can turn into pain in a fraction of a second?
i didnt think that your hopeless tears
would have let me know how wrong i wos in a second.
if we didnt walk the path of emotions,
how would we understand that
the devil in us is our heaviest burden?
the good old days when we were young and carefree,
ended once we've grown up.
till when we dont even want to think back,
even the little bit of hatred is numbed.
i then realize i should walk my path
and accept my new duties that fate has installed for me.
till when we become blurred ,
and we dont care if we win or lose,
i then understand
feelings aren't meant to be conquered.
the moneky god - xin tu.
i like this song :) as corney as it is.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/20/2004 05:22:00 PM
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oh, and i forgot to mention wot a smashin time i had with my squaddies.
especially my allianced gro inst. little feenix.
hahas.. i'm sorry for kickin you head and makin it very pain. hahas. :)
eviler bao > haha.. when i saw bao_ in my guestbk, i thought who the hell wos bao? as in the food bao. the white thinggy with the red dot. hahsa.. (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/20/2004 04:21:00 PM
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the tender wind that carried me
i think i wos mean throughout the camp. but i dont like being mean. but oh wells.
i like my full u a tad better now. with the new cap badge and rank. :)
vesi wosnt all THAT great. but we still rocked in our own lil way. :))
shuyu dev yingjie minhuay xilei haoge and me! :)
but i dont get the part abt me being i n t e r e s t i n g. hahas.
oh ya, i still cant get over the fact that my grpmates are town baichis.
comm singing wos killer.like who wos actually listening? but when the course really did cheer, it wos qt rewarding. :)
hairnets are the WORST fashion accessory. including the tight tight no fear shirts. and the course in full u wos hilarious. hahas.. i cant imagine wot i looked like then. prob like them. :/
sec1s are so much better then we give em credit for. well perhaps with the exeption of a certain one. but i realized on the last day, she aint that bad after all. she looks (and behaves) pretty good in her full u. maybe she shd permanantly wear her full u ard.
i'm pretty impressed by caiyilin. shes more than wot we thought she wos. hahas. makes sense? well, go figure.
i survived it. yea man. jtc wos the bestest camp for the sec4s.
not in the sadistic sense.
and you further succeeded in proving me wrong.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/20/2004 03:32:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 16
one day you'll see
so many things to say
so lil time.
well, catchya after jtc!
:))
and today wos great fun!
as usual!
with pammie boo!
sherk and pool!
wheee-
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/16/2004 10:48:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 15
baobaos outin today!
shoppin fer pop stufff.
somehow, it feels real.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/15/2004 10:44:00 AM
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Thursday, June 10
off ruo.
(cause i think its really really nice.)
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White
waiting For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
nice right! :))
so nice so nice!
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/10/2004 08:52:00 PM
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gold qirksilver belt thats calling out my name.
haven been here fer a few days..
lifes been cool!
ups and downs
sunshines and rains
but wotevers
vans really happy now!
mon :
wheee. i failed my phy prac.
g r e a t
tues :
happy belated bobs!
oh, and people should learn to live their own life instead of telling others how to live theirs
weds :
old manns agin!
and chaipanese with my punkrock princess.
sushi and dimsum buffet!
how rockin is that!
chaipanese at pacific plazza!
you so gotta try!
towned with pammms!
hahas..
funny funny funny girl!
she made the sian sian town come alive again!
thurs (which is today):
went back to sch to had the camp booklet photocopied.
i'm so proudda it! its damn nice lar!
wait till you see it yourself man!
must appericiate the calligraphy on the cover.. cause i wrote it!
por is nice. she said i looked normal today
thanks loads dear.
pamms rocks! we had so much funn!
so much so much! lorryloads!
i finally got my gold belt!
wheee- its nice nice nice!
and i wish i so had more money
i'm totally in love with michael moscovitiz
even though pamm says he doesnt exist,
i'm sure hes around out there, somewhere..
:))
by the way, i love pamm so so so much!
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/10/2004 08:22:00 PM
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Sunday, June 6
heck the scores, they are the champs in our hearts.
nc3: you guys did wot you cld. and thats more that enough.
:))
busy busy day.
all the way from orchard to clementi to suntec to hq to orchard
like super dupper broke now?
bahhs..
but bobs party wos a blast! :))
her moms way cool.
dont be so nice to me.
i dont wanna fall in your trap again.
tomms gonna kill lar. maths, chem, phy, since prac.
only thing worth lookin forward to is the sj meeting!
except that the camp bk is still not out?
crraaappp.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/06/2004 11:23:00 PM
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cant lose what you never had
harry p 3 rocked!
it could have been longer though...
but still, it rocked!
harrys like darn shuai now lar.. hahas..
e x p e c t o p a t r o n u m !
air rifle wos funn
even though my total wos pathetic
anyways, my squaddies rocks and roll my world!
:))
things have been really hetic recently.
nc3.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/06/2004 08:48:00 AM
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Thursday, June 3
anywhere on land.
nothing underwater.
today rocked!
except for the part abt screwing up my chem prac.
went out with nana!
haven did that in goodness knows how long! :)
the knight bus ride at cini rocked!
e x p e c t o p a t r o n u m !
and i got a purplescar!
tomorrows the big day!
ladidummms!
:))
yest rocks too!
ahbengs are the jokes of the world.
tight nofear teeshirts + mcdonalds hair + market slippers + "scared wat?"
me and pamms died laughin at em yest
:))
totally made up for all the tution bitts
is yes!
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/03/2004 09:40:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 2
goodness
i'm becomeing so boring
even my posts are boring.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/02/2004 08:49:00 AM
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colours in motion
i am just about to head for tution.
:(
no one else is up so early on a public hol.
except for pamm
wot great neards are we
and i've got mr seah later
oh yucks.
anyways, yest, wos ok.
aiya. wotever lar.
Mamihlapinatapei : 6/02/2004 08:49:00 AM
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