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Monday, May 31

The distance seems further when you're heading to the ground.

Tonight, I'm praying for good grades (esp for Qiu and Yilin) and a smooth entry into the Special Term Registration Website.

Why why why do my things grow legs and run off? I just left it on the table for about 6 sec and the next moment its gone. Does not help that I'm the kind that hates it when I don't have everything in control. :/

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Thursday, May 27

To give up on your faith takes more courage than you know.

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Tuesday, May 25

“To awaken quite alone in a strange town is one of the pleasantest sensations in the world.”

– Freya Stark

I want to travel the world, I'm so inspired by http://travelthisworld.tumblr.com/.

Valparaiso, Chile: Proof the the world is so beautiful, if one we care to look sometimes.


One day, I will ride the camels past the pyramids.

Stolen from an Enid Blyton book.


Kenya, and I know when I eventually get there I probably might not need a lone zebra in the middle of purple-ry but I can't help thinking I just might.

Tokyo in bloom and motion. Am I the only one who thinks that nature and civilization coexisting in any one place is a kind of magic?

Tanap Avis Falls in the Philipines. I'm not a fan of jumping off waterfalls being a poor swimming and having a hitmyheadonrocksanddiephobia but for this one that looks like its stolen from Peter Pan's Neverland, I just might.

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Mamihlapinatapei : 5/25/2010 11:07:00 AM
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Its all in the way you look through your eyes, when all is said and done.

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Monday, May 24

I probably can do a much larger collection on my own, but this still makes me jealous much. And I cannot wait to welcome my Nikon Baby back- its been gone for too long.

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I wish I was 5 again. Because then the only thing that might stopping me from clearly expressing my thoughts and wants would be my vocabulary. But at 22, I dont even know what I'm thinking, much less articulate it with no pretense, pride or deceit.

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Because one of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you once thought was unquestionable.

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I don't really like to kio sai, but it seems like sai always finds me to kio.

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Thursday, May 20

我只是想要幸福
用一生努力去追逐讓星光帶路
不管多無助
每一步都銘心刻骨


Do worlds collide?

I'm completely serenaded by my Baby E and Big Y! DAMN AWESOME, am totally in awe!

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You are my favourite kind of weird.

Sometimes, somehow, we want to take the pain away from someone. It might not have to be someone too special, but sometimes I wish people would stop feeling so much pain. I'm not acting angelic or stuff, its not like I want to take the unhappiness away from EVERYONE, it just that sometimes, someone you know is going through an extended period of ache and you know she doesn't entirely deserve it.

I cannot blog in the middle of the night. I ramble and my musing become stunted.

But what I wanted to say is how I feel that this whole situations seems all too familiar. I kept thinking if at that time I did something different, gave us a chance, would things be different. I still don't have the answer to the past, despite much retrospective thought- much less to say for the current situation.

But all I need is good desert to forget just about everything.

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Monday, May 10

Can you count the lies you tell?

In a recent post (Wednesday, April 28), if you were reading attentively, I mentioned how you never really know someone yet you make that leap of faith to trust in the person you dont know completely.

And of late, some sort of unsettleness has appeared on the line of this thought.

The things you say to me and the things you say to others don't agree, yet what is it in me that still clings to the notion that you've been true to me when facts point in the other direction. Am I trusting you because I have to or I want to? Is this foolhardy faith in you because I love you or because I'm afraid you don't love me? Do I really trust you as I claim to do?

People need to start wearing signs after the age of 6 - trustable or untrustable.

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roses are red

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹

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