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Sunday, September 25

lost in you
and i can't find myself again.



it came out all wrong,

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/25/2005 11:11:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 20

I hate you and your pompous manner.

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/20/2005 09:17:00 PM
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Sunday, September 18

And theres a million reasons that I'd like you to stay


These days arent as long as they ought to be.


With the promos slapping in the face and the parental objections towards dropping maths and all the other nonsense, its amazing how I can still feel like summers here. :D


I dont really get it. Why on earth do people create blogs have that password thing which means you cant ever close the window if you dont know the password and it will relentlessly pop up on you forever and ever. I mean what is that supposed to be? Punishment for your attempts to enter blogs forbidden? No, I'm not complaining cause i've been locked out of one. Certain such blogs have been visited on my computer and I'm rambling about the absurbity. No, really, I'm not all that intrigued by haPpIbUbBlEz Or RaInBoWx4EvA.blogspot.com.


Its nice planning for the future. I'll leave out those pinches of doubt. Hey, for all you know, reality could possibly surpass the imagination.


everyone, enough about the drunk past. Its over man. Geeze.

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/18/2005 03:08:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 14

And history lay forgotten in front of us.

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Monday, September 12

Taking the chance
On you



I hate to expect. When you expect, you lose the element of surprise if it pulls through. If things dont go the way you thought it would, you gain disappointment. Either how, its a lose-lose situation. I would much rather not expect, can you teach me how?


The bitter irony of it all. Sometimes I just want to watch the world go by as I age.


Raine said that refusing to believe in forever is to prevent yourself from getting hurt. I kind of agree. I believe in forever. And I'm more afraid than you know.


I dont mean to doubt. I want more than anything in the world to believe.


But for now, I'll have you for my vacuum cleaner. :D


Shenglongs got the chicken pox. :/ I hope he gets well soon, I'll miss the head of the Sengkang gang.


Mamihlapinatapei : 9/12/2005 08:02:00 PM
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Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/12/2005 04:21:00 AM
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Sunday, September 11

Sing with your head up


What IS the problem with people and drinking and smoking. Dont tag asking me to shut up. Wont it be easier for you to just close the page? Anyway, heres what drinking causes :

(heres a bigger picture if you cant see : http://www.collegedrinkingprevention.gov/Parents/collegechart.gif)

I mean can you justify drinking? All those flavoured stuff that people claim are "sweet" and "nice" and "doesnt taste bitter" If you want something along those lines, how about a COKE. As much as you want. But no, alcohol gives you a high, or so you claim. Well, your lifes gotta be pretty sad if you have to depend on eternal chemicals to make you feel on top of the world. Dont get me wrong, I am not stubbornly against alchohol,occassional ones for certain moments are okay. Its the excessive and pointless drinking that disturbs me. But go on if you're happy, if you're happy living that lie in the bottle. (No, its not directed at anyone. Its a thought) And smoking, URGH, what is with the love for the smelly sticks of tabacco? Burn money and eat them if it gives you the kick. That way, you'll save the bad teeth, horrifying breath, black lungs, world from more pollution, and you wont take others down with you.


The only positive reason why I can imagine people succumb to such ills are because they want to create job opportunities for others and decrease the countries unemployment rate.


I'm not being hypocritical. I got drunk once and I'm utterly ashamed of it. Its not something I like to boast. At least I learnt from my hangover.


I'm been meaning to say this for the longest time, and he puts it ever so aptly :
the first being about MOS burger. i mean what in the @#&*^@# are they doing creating a LETTUCE BURGER? i mean who makes a burger using lettuce. lettuce is used IN a burger. like a big mac for instance where lettuce is used on the first and last layers of the burger in between three pieces of BREAD. the bread is what makes the burger man. whats a burger without bread? its not a burger then is it? and this MOS BURGER is a slice of terriyucky chicken in between slices of lettuce. which is probably going to crisp and tear apart while biting into it. if they think its appealing to people on a diet, they are severely dilluded. i mean eat a *uc*ing salad for christ sakes. why eat a piece of meat wiht lettuce??? its not a burger..... wanks. (quote james, http://itisnotablog.blogspot.com/)


I'm having one of the special-est holiday ever. Come back september, come back!


Mamihlapinatapei : 9/11/2005 02:37:00 PM
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Friday, September 9

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am i only dreaming
Or is this burning, an eternal flame



So laugh at me for being a sucker for sugar coated nonsense that you'll turn you nose up at. I hardly care. ((: I love them all the same.


History was terrible today. I blame the monthly blues. Sheesh, at the rate hes gushing, I would imagine him to have a crush on Harry.


Eeewwww. Then again, that thought is simply to disgustingly unbearable.


Well, its the holding on to a purpose and never giving in; its the cutting down the distance by the little that you win. So those of you who arent making headway in revision, join the club and lets delude ourselves together. (:

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/09/2005 08:55:00 PM
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Thursday, September 8

No Sweat!


I was totally late in meeting Shenglong and Chee this morning, but theres always Shenglong to be hrs late with me. :) But I forgive him for oversleeping since it means latecoming divided by two, company as well as a mini chocolate croissant and a ham & cheese bread for breakfast. :D


Climb Asia was pretty good. The atmosphere was good and the boldering wasnt bad. Just that the lack of chalk kill the hands and its sandpaper material now. I signed up for its membership for goodness knows why. I'll just go back with the rest for at least 5 times to make my money worthwhile. Besides, its for a lifetime. (:


Pams stayed over last night. (Shes still sleeping, all bundled up in my blanket and looking so cute. (:) and though we didnt go for prata due to unforseen circumstances, it was still good. Seeing her work and laughing at all her funny people and her nice cassette belt. Ah, no ones ever like my pam best friend. ((:


To all, hello hello hello!!


Dor, Aieeeee! I Miss you MORE. I miss the jay-chou-singing-off-key times !!


Mao, I'm going to buy breakfast so you'd better be nice to me. haha, Laugh at me if you want, its not like we didnt find westlife on your com also. And send nice songs, dont be selfish. AND, stop spoiling my image lahhh!


Kai, haha, I may not be good, at least I'm your lucky star. haha, really sorry man, after my promos, I promise I'll call you and we'll really fix something this time! I'll even play dota with you! haha, so till then! (and why on earth do you need a guitar and a cue stick? :/)


I’d pay the cost and laugh it off
I’d do it all a thousand times again
No Regrets

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/08/2005 09:53:00 AM
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It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you

There isn't a way that i can show you
Ever since i've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that i can point to
coz it's every little thing you do


Is it your smile
All your laughs
All your heart
Does it really matter why i love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd
You stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why i can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/08/2005 02:30:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 7

These 2 days have been guilty happy. So much for the promos being 4 more weeks. (:


Ah so what? :D :D :D

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Monday, September 5

Yi lu xiang bei.


-Bookmark!-


I'll do a decent post soon enough. ((:

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/05/2005 11:32:00 PM
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Sunday, September 4

Kingkow!


Today ranks as one of the most unproductive days in my seventeen years of existance.


I was bored to tears, literally.

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/04/2005 09:52:00 PM
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Friday, September 2

A Single Starfish


One day, an old man was walking along the beach. It was low tide, and the sad was littered with thousands of stranded starfish that the water had carried in and then left behind. The man began walking very carefully so as not to step on any of the beautiful creatures. Since the animals seemed to be alive, he considered picking some of them up and putting them back in the water, where they could resume their lives


The man knew the starfish would die if left on the beach's dry sad but he reasoned that he could not possibily help them all, so he chose to do nothing and continued walking.


Soon afterwards, the man came upon a small child on the beach who was frantically throwing one starfish after another back into the sea. The old man stopped and asked the child, "What are you doing?"


"I'm saving the starfish," the child replied.


"Why waste your time? There are so many you cant save them all so what does it matter? " argued the man.


Without hesitation, the child picked up another starfish and tossed it back into the water. "It matters to this one." the child replied.


Aint the story just beautiful.


Today is the first friday in forever I had nothing arraged after school. I think I'll take ODAC anyday. We went to Maos house and it was like some pokemon frenzy. haha, I'm embarassed to admit I had fun. Hey I was totally good at bomberman! :D


Tomorrow I will be going back to the old mans for MATHS TUTION :(( . I just hope Ryan/Bryan is still there. ((:

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/02/2005 07:42:00 PM
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Thursday, September 1

Each day I live,
I want to be a day to give the best of me.
I'm only one, but not alone,
My finest day is yet unknown.
I broke my heart, for ev'ry gain
To taste the sweet, I face the pain.
I rise and fall, yet through it all, this much remains,


I want
One moment in time,
When I'm more than I thought I could be.
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away,
And the answers are all up to me.

Give me one moment in time,
When I'm racing with destiny,
Then in that one moment of time,
I will feel, I will feel eternity.


I've lived to be the very best,
I want it all, no time for less.
I've laid the plans,
Now lay the chance, here in my hands,


Give me
One moment in time,
When I'm more than I thought I could be.
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away,
And the answers are all up to me.

Give me one moment in time,
When I'm racing with destiny,
Then in that one moment of time,
I will feel, I will feel eternity.


You're a winner, for a lifetime,
If you seize that one moment in time.
Make it shine.


I will be, I will be free.


Kayaking today with Myra chiobu, Clemmy, Changtai, Keithfie and Shenglong was really good. But you know the cross between feeling really well taken care of and feeling useless? Yah, well, it pretty felt like that alot today. But I guess I had fun and everything didnt matter then at Changi Sea Sports Club.


But hey guess what? We're back on land.

Mamihlapinatapei : 9/01/2005 08:28:00 PM
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