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Saturday, October 31


I guess the 'prettier' and richer girl has won the battle. 68 years of waiting pretty much puts you in one of the last places so Betty has gotta be one of the nicest girls around. Stupid boys and their obsession with the forbidden. (Okay I know girls too but go talk to them if you want intellectual stimulation. Hahah that link isnt even considered reliable unless you think google is). I'm totally going out to try to get that issue today, just for old times sake and cause I still very much enjoy humor without complications.

I really wish I wouldnt think so much really. I'm impulsive and logical all rolled into one its kind of painful.

But the main idea here is I LOVE THE RUGBY GIRLS OH SO MUCH! haha, I'm so jealous they played the best game ever without me but I'm going to shamelessly feel part of it cause I know I helped put these awesome girls on the field and I really cannot stop gushing over them and feeling like my babies are all grown up and kicking ass.

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Thursday, October 29

You hold the future in Your hands, You know my dreams and You have a plan!

I'm in the library's 24 hours study room and it is every bit as unproductive as my room so I really should have gone home but I'm hoping i won't fall asleep with the book on my face like the past few night.

But I really should be a better student, I've been so unstudent-ly its TSK worthy even for me. The greatest problem with my paper according to my lecturer is my language. I mean my spellings always dismal but at least theres word check (and qiu). But now its my LANGUAGE thats the problem. I'm attributing that to the fact that I wrote the thing at another unearthly hour. Anyway I got an A- so that might save me from the test I just failed yesterday.


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Tuesday, October 27

Sugar residue on your ear

I now have a friend who makes me feel so comfortable and happy, who brings me to the bathroom whenever I need it, who watches shooting stars with me, who knows exactly what grows on what, who is going to travel the world with me and whom I like very much even though its been just 3 days.

The last time I thought I found a fated friend, I'm not quite sure why it fell apart.

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Thursday, October 22

I'm totally refusing to watch the most grossest video showing every explicit detail of the the childbirth process. Its so bad its affecting my english.

I know its supposed to be magical. But why is magical bloody and hairy?

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Wednesday, October 21

Like a falling star I fell for you

S Club 7 makes me feel like 13 again. In a good way. People who look down on bubblegum pop should rethink if the 'cool' branding is really worth it.

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"The greatest men who ever lived believed in stars"


Arthur Miller's All my Son is a truly awesome drama I think I'm going to cry. Or maybe its cause I took about 8 hrs to finish what I could have in 1.

"Frank is right- every man does have a star. The star of one's honesty. And you spend your life groping for it, but once it's out it never lights again. I don't think he went very far. He probably just wanted to be alone to watch his star go out."

I found this beautifully sad.

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Mamihlapinatapei : 10/21/2009 08:45:00 PM
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Backdoor Scuttlebutt


I have the world's most amazing knack for staying up late to reach a state of nihility. I should be in the Guinness book of records.

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Tuesday, October 20

Elephantastic Pink

As I was happily eating my dinner which was garlic butter fried rice with crabmeat (imitation of course), broccoli and chicken with a cheese sausage, I was also online, watching some chinese drama and surfing the web. Then I saw this message from cy:

haha LEARN to cook, i went to visit alvin in perth and oh my ! he picked up cooking ! so vaneh, don't beee lazzzzeeyyyyy


Why do all I meet think I can't cook when I, unlike my housemate, am not the one eating maggie noodles and just spent almost 2 hours slogging it out in the kitchen?

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Gao is made for Harry. Off Harry's blog:
gs(AE is good for the soul..) says:
uni is abt intelligence
tt’s why im 0.2 GPAs away from deans list
I can totally imagine Harry saying something like this. My first reaction is hat if you were that intelligent you shd be topping the deans list.

Then I remembered the C I just got on what I thought was an easy peasy Soci test -the easiest I've taken so far by far. And I think its time to stop be immersed in my new Mac pro baby (His name is Robby) and pay attention to Prof King who is intensely boring.

Oh schools out (: and I guess nobody cares about the gun in the South hall and are streaming out of class. Its quite amusing the way students here are ruder than back home in terms of the stand up (and make alot of noise) as soon as time is up regardless of whether the lecturer is done or not.

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UCSB's South Hall has just been declared as bearing a possible threat- someone with a weapon. We're all recommended to seek shelter and basically hide. (I'm in class sadly so this doesn't quite affect me)

This is the 2nd time postential weapon holders are posing a threat to me. (2 weeks ago this guy with a guy ran out of the high school next to my house and they closed down all the roads leading to it. How I was supposed to get home was mystifying cause walking so much safer than driving?)

Life is exciting as hell here.

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Tuesday, October 6

Dear (no one in particular),

I've seen the rainbows that could take your breath away,
The beauty of a setting sun that ends a perfect day.
And when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
But I'm never seen anything as beautiful as you.

I'll file you under S for sweetie :)

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Monday, October 5

The jocular situation I'm in now seems implausible even to me. But it seems to be true. Too much to reflect in such a short period of time (The irony of life is my current theme). And the anatomy of the male private part is horribly disturbing, but I need to know every bulbourethral gland that is in existence or I can kiss my first test of the quarter (Semester is not an American word) goodbye.

But its actually pretty okay. I still can afford to lose another 30% should I get a 0 the first time round.

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You live according to the laws of the new covenant when you are conscious of how much God loves you. And the more you are conscious of His love for you, the more your heart is filled with love. When that happens, you will love God and the people around you supernaturally and effortlessly. That is God writing on your heart the royal law of love — that we love because He first loved us. (1 John 4:19)

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Sunday, October 4

Mirror Mirror on the wall

I don't think anyone has nothing to offer, but I cant believe some impossible actions. Sometimes I think its me, not you. But I don't know it for sure. Do this Nohari window and we can both make the world a better place.

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Friday, October 2

aiyo, I think I deleted all my pre-California photos with all my rugby farewell and happy goodbyes. ):

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Thursday, October 1

The reason why people don't stay where they are.

The last minute ritual has not been left behind in Singapore. Unfortunately.

I have refused to continue my redrawing of 17th century figures cause well there really isnt a reason for procrastination cause no one is on facebook/around/awake anyway. This is for my Costume History class and I was all "How difficult can this be? Its just copying a drawing right?". You try drawing all the curls and pretanoles (big emboidried applicants on dresses. I cant spell this either and i have to label the parts. Just fantastic).

Lessons are actually pleasent (then again, I never though MOST classes in NUS was dreadful) here save Sociology of Human Sexuality which I cant decide if I 'like' or not. But its the facilities (lack of classes to attend due to their budget cuts, lack of photoshop in their computers, lack of colour printers, lack of textbooks, lack of lunch places) that is seriously taking its toll on me.

But school is pretty. I walk around with a perpetual smile on my face courtesy of the great weather (though when it gets cold , its painful to walk), the good looking people, the general burst of life in school (now who will ever say that about NUS), the pinecones and maple leaves, the colour, the people lazing on the lawns, the skateboarding girl and alot more. Well, at least my joyful nature holds until I cant find my class/the library book that I really need.

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