Friday, October 31

nike.blue.M.xiaolin.hoodie.triangular zip.white tick

i'll miss 'mie' jacket..
alot.
alot alot
xiaolin finally took it back..
-wahhhs..
but it was hers in da first place
xiaolin: thanks alot fer loaning it to me all these time...
i'll miss it... hahas.. and ya toos..

had klass partie today
hahas.. so much food lors..
mrs tan ordered like 4times the amt we needed..
ahahas.. shes a nice teacher la..
acct, i dun really think my klass is bonded..
lets just say we have stong bonds in the klass clique..
but somehow
even though i feel that when its time to split, it wont be super upsetting or anything
but i'll miss it.
3h03 rocks yeas?

to you[even though i know theres no way you'll be seeing this]:
thanks for the small gesture
it may seem nothing to you
but it ment the world to me.
really.
you may think i'm dumb and all. budd. it really ment a whole load.

congrates jiadi.. head monitor.. whahas...

Thursday, October 30

i am king of da castle
and you are the barren rascel

holland v is geting boring..
stupid wanwan dunwan yangxiong.
zhen shi de..
not nice to see alr.
the nuowen is yue kan yue nan kan
pui.

really dont understand the sj teachers
tan sheng pa si (i.e.wanna live, scared of death)
just cause of 1 unhappy experience
now they dun wanna have camp alr
give a whole truckload of excuse.
but think the bottom line is still: we wanna play it safe
like,whats their prob?
whats sj w/o camps?
its prac a tradition for minicom to be in a camp
somemore we're such nice ppl
the chance of gen forcing dear caro to run off is practically 0.
stupid larr
what nonsense. day camp...
NONSENSE.
somemore is 1-2 dec.
just nice. mie klass chalet day
wow.
maybe i would pon minicom fer chalet
after all.
its def. more fun
but i'm a responsible nco.member.senior...
rahhhh.

cant wait fer anco
yaes~
dun understand my squadmates
a chance in a lifetime
how can they bear to miss it?
[dun roll your eys at me]
still haven get the letter of appointment fer corperal..
sorry sec2s
if we dont get the corperal rank..
you guys can get the lance corp rank
so.. .you're still priverts.
hahas..
its just too bad...

Wednesday, October 29

my love cannot wait.
nor bear a denial

we won we won!
yaes~
had the drama presentation thinggy today..
was acting as orsino. the lovesick goon
whahas..
i looked damn hilarious
hahas.. oh well. at least its over!
we won 2nd prize..
eys.. so unexpected!
hahas.. but karm was damn good..
me was like nonsense..
hahas..
all i can say is:
i didnt do too well. but i didnt do that bad.. hahas
should be satisfied alr la guys..
dun expect TOO much from me.
hahas.. [and i'm sorrie i could squeeze into da maroon pjs.]

Monday, October 27

i was super drama todae..
ahhas... like xiao kia
hahsa.. and i refuse to believe my china slang cmi.
dun wanna blog much now..
gotta dash back to mie huan zhu ge ge3
it totally rocks!
yaes~
ooo, btw, did you read thE last entry?
damn touching...

school sucks totally
feel like ponning
damn sai
lessons as good as no lessons..

happie burfday chus and wenxu!

Sunday, October 26

frm wyn:

a girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. they loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. im scared.."
Boy: "no, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please.. it's so scary.."
Boy: "then say that you love me.."
Girl: "fine.. i love you.. can you slow down now?"
Boy: "give me a big hug.."

the girl gave him a big hug.

Girl: "now can you slow down?"
Boy: "can you take off my helmet and put it on? it's uncomfortable and its bothering me"

the next day, there was a story in the newspaper. a motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken. there were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived. the guy knew that the brakes were broken. he didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared. instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and died himself..

once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

to forgive others is to free yourself.

enough is enough
ya jolly well know theres no use in this
theres just no point
take it from me.
its a lesson to be learnt
besides, i believe i shd have the most right to get all upset
but if i can think it over,
i really really hope ya can too.
just move on.
i only have 1 pair of hands
no happy at my efficiency?
then do it yourself
dont like the way i do things?
then do it yourself
dont like the results i produce
then do it yourself
stop complaining
DO SOMETHING YOUSELF.
for starters, perhaps you could
shut up

Saturday, October 25

dedicated to the 2 pimples on qius upper lip.

cca todae...
basketball very fun~
hahas.. think da sec1s darn enthu!
like the sec1s this year..
majority of them very nice..
hahas..
but acct its too many ppl on court le
totally cannot see anything but hands and heads infornt of me
hahs..

had footdrill.
sec2s drills are well..
ya can see for urself la.
but i believe they can do it if they want to.
hahss... i have faith in them laes..
split up into grps.
and yiling specifically got me to take anna.suhui.yiling.yingtung
she believes that i can correct annas 90 and fd.
dearest dm, what makes you think i can when you cant?
hahas.. yeps.. but i'm nice..
dunno why they keep on laughing
anna is the guang ming zhen da de laugh
suhui is the silent laugh
yingtung is the "anna! all ur fault" laugh
and yilin is the am chio
worst point: i was laughing with em.
-sighs. how? how? how?
i'm quite a failure as a senior..
but i maanged to get them ALL in standard for.. ard 1 min?
erm.. okays. better den nothing
doanna says i'm LAN
fine. FINE.
den gen had this "serious talk" session
totally a replica of watever we heard last year
i supposed if i were them, i'll prob think it was borin.
but too bad.
its one of the "must go thru" stuff...

stayed back for gens and jos training cause no where to go
and all the piles of chinese didnt seem that inviting..
also nothing to do..
slacked.slacked. and slacked
in the end sat there and yaked with anna.yingtung.wunxu.sokting.yilin
hahas.. sokting is totally full of nonsense.
what xiao vann. -shudders
yucks

anco is frm 11-13
[14th break]
bnco is frm 15-18
its gonna be in our sch!
yipees!
and ting shuo we're gonna help out for bnco!
yea!!!
so fun! i want!

one more thing.
please guys. just forget it
it wasnt my intention to get everyone heated up.
if i knew this would happen,i'll just shut up.
so. since its blown over,
just forget it.

Friday, October 24

just by looking at your radient face and angelic smile
i feel that all the hardship is worth it

went towning with my sista today
i was suspecting.. how come she so nice?
say wanna buy roxy toe-ring for me
hahs.. thought she overloaded
den being a nice sista, i went with her la..
only to realize shes going there to see zhang shan wei
whadda hell is he doing there?
thought he shd be at toapayoh today
bud turns out that toapayoh is tomorrow
so my sis conveniently ps me and i refused to stand there waiting for him
so went hereen meself
hah.. luckie i met fels.che.cheryl
at least not so dumb lookin
walked ard...
fel got her sb.
den slacked ard drinking bubble tea..
hahsa.. saw abigal and cheryl was absolutely awed
erm.. dorts.

walked ard taka later, looking fer the ppg bottle that che and co. said they saw.
totally covered the whole ground
but still cannot find.
smart me found it in the end..
but bu hao kan de
in the end went back to hereen and bought the initial one i saw at minitoons
very nice!
hahs.. yeas~
the woman claimed they only had 2!
and i'm the lucky one!
yeas~

and fel, you really impress me sometimes ya know?

Thursday, October 23

bu yao qing yan fang qi. fou zhe dui bu qi zi ji

i've decided.
you are sorta right
theres no point in pushin all da blame on you
why should i let you upset me?
na-nah.
i thought abt it
instead of moping ard
instead of fuming
instead of tryin to escape
i'll face it man.
i'll do better than before
i wont let you look down on me again
you wait and see
i believe i can do it

had 'lets play' thinggy today
was kindda fun
hahas.. very fun inface
beats all the nagging hands down
managed to weasel get myself out of hocky and into caps ball
ahhas.. wished i could have done board games though..
but yas...
1F is a great class to play with
they're nice and frendly as well
ahhas.. but we still won.. yae~

got trainin again
hahas.. but okay la.. rins fels gen che qiu stayed back with us
hahas..den sorta played bball! yeas
feLS..must have the intersquad tornament kays?
asap!
before ms ong bans bball...
-grumbles..

p/s. i decided to reply to gstbk entries in the gesbk.. hahas.. so dun look fer it here..

Wednesday, October 22

i'm sure someone else will appeciate me better

i'm back frm dinner
feeling worst than before

why?
why let me go through this?
so what do you want frm me?
i cant tell anyone
i cant keep it to myself either. i'm just SO abt to burst.
i really dont know what to do
acctually its my fault
i shdnt have placed myself in this predictament
i should have known better
it was all so easy to pick up
but yet i cant seem to drop it now
i may seem happy go lucky ya know.
but somethings still hurt.
alot
i've already given you my all
what more do you want?
dont tell me.
get it from someone else.
i have nothing else to give
it may seem hard letting this all go.
but i will. watch me.
you let me down enough.

when you're upset, imagine you're not.
total shit.
its the same.
no matter how much you hide.
how much powder you put,
how many masks you wear.
you may convince others you're okay.
but you still know you're upset
and that stings.
the most

one more thing
i wish people would
stop bombarding me with their problems.
i've got mine too alright?
you may have locked it all behind the door
but unfortunately, i chanced upon the key

i thought i knew you.
i thought.
i dunno what to say.
i really dont know
you really let me down
a one little ant

went to j8 today with yins,rins and fels..
hahas.. haven did that in da longest time..
hmms... miss da times we used to do that..
time really flies man
i totally slacked this year away..
too fast alr.
cant believe my chinese Os are in barely 3 weeks
cant belive im gonna be sec 4 alr
cant believe we're takin over..
mans..

had some cca discussion today..
hahas.. i doubt no matter how nice our banners and posters are,
still not much ppl will wanna xin gan qing yuan join de..
whats so intresting abt st johns anyway?
you wont know unless you're one of us..hahas
serious man.
hahas.. think the best part of sj is da fun ppl.. hahas..
hate to say it, but yars,
we're the no choice choice lars.

had the 1st round of elections today
voted fer wans and jiadi.
yeas... think jiadi's intro darn cute
hahas..
and wans, jiayou o!

hahas.. counted my certs today..
ya know what?
got 11! yeas.. one more to cheif com badge..
yaes!
qiu qiu, jiayou!

wanni > hzgg = huan zhu gege lars.. hahs..
yeps.. yi qi jiayou fer chinese.. die die also must la!

Tuesday, October 21

i told myself so many times i almost believed its real.
almost

got mie hzgg!
yeas..
got 20% off..
23.50
hahsa..
was quite pleased..
den i walked to another shop. 22.90.
-.-"

trained today..
i'm da bandaging queen! yaes~
hahas.. do, try to upserp me kays?
cuz you're goin fer com. i'm not
hahas..
so i'll be glad fer ya
but always remember-- i'm da original bandagin queen..
ahhas..

got back all da results.. borderline passes..
but think i made it...
can promote la..
hengs...

sian sian sian.
trying to do chinese..
3 chap. in 1 hr
wows~

Monday, October 20

watashiwa eyae money

hahas.. today is like what?
remarkable dae in my accadamic history.
grades suck like hell
bahhh----
at least i safely secured 2 subj. hmm.. just need to pass one more to get promoted..ahhas..
okaess... not that comforting
hmm.. pray hard i dun flunk da rest lar.
sai.
maths. like shit. like shit like shit
too paisae to announce to da world.
concerned ppl will know la.
but its really like shit

went to causeway to eat pizzahut with qiu
-yums!
hahas.. darn nice!
one whole meal fer 7+ [still got student discount 2bucks]
hahas.. very fulling..
very nice! hahas..
also quite fattenin..
hahas.. but i deserve a treat after todays trama dun i?
wan and qiu came over fer swimming..
haven been to da pool fer ages..
ahhas.. fats all pokin out..
and they refused to believe my calfs are fats.
but they are.

tomorrow trainin kickin off le..
darns..
and cherie and rins and yin and fels HAS to go out tomorrow..
-boos
i wanna go out toos!
sec2s also trainin.. eys..
wunder whats gonna happen...hahas..
and anna cant make it fer bnco now..
ahhhs... what to do?

Sunday, October 19

i can do anything
and i'm beautiful doing it

went towning today..
spent like.. dunno how much.. at least a 3 digit..
opps..
at least my dad was there to foot the bill..
feel so kui qian ta..
hes like so nice and everything and agreeed to buy my hzgg1 for me..
and even gave me 50 bucks for no reson but just cuz i took it and refused to ruturn.. -awws-
yet ny results so kns..
feel kindda guilty..
man.. i so have to do something abt my grades man.
i have to and i will.

just came home
cant seem to slp though.. bahhhs...
my cousin is SO kawaii!
hahsa.. baby cous.
man... i lurve babies!
so adorable! so innocent..
awws..
partly influnced by all the baby comercials and that baby boom [wo jia si ge bao] show
ahhhs.. i wanna carry him summore!
thinkin of volenteering at an orphanage..
yeas.. spread da love..
fels and wans are fer it! cool! at least they have a heart
unlike some... *hint*

Friday, October 17

taboo

was supOsed to go to sentosa today..
budden not enuf ppl..
everyone not reliable de..
ahhas.. so decided to go cheries house play marjong!
me.fels.cherie.rins
hahas.. very not never touch da tiles le..
ahhas... only won once.. bahh..hahas..
den all of us drank beer, thanks to cherie dearest..
hahas.. if my mum found out, im like so beyond dead.. hahas..
took a array of pics.. will post up later..
hahas.. marjong rocks man..
if you cant play, its reallie your loss..hahas..
yars.. anyway, den changed to pictionary
me and fels are da pictionary queen!
hahas.. cherie and rina lost phatatically
wahahs... yep yeps!
den played this game : taboo..
heard of it? hahas..
cheries hse really full of such stuff..
anyway, we lost la.. but not as cham as them
it was cause we always got all those nonsense things to guess..
hahas.. but cherie and rins was quite pro at it lars..
-stretches lazily-
great day!

Thursday, October 16

tomorrow has to be better

list of things that went wrong fer me today:
1> f and n sucked [ didnt know cereals were tested.. came out a 15mk question -curses]
2> wore wrong underwear [shirt armhole too big. wore wrong sb. not stupid looking lae..]
3> forget to bring my cam. supposed to take more pics
4> me and fels soya-bubble tea shop at j8 closed -sob
5> stepped in 3 puddles of mud while making my way to another shop
6> went there to realize the shop was closed -.-"
7> stupid cinima woman confiscated our drink [okae.. so we knew that macs were not allowed inside, but still.. mean pok . we had a hard time smuggling it in kays? -curses more]
8> had to gui gui sui sui eat the rest of our macs in the theater
9> didnt really get some part of Infernal Affairs
10> couldnt find my shoes that i was carryin in my hand
11> had to wait till 4 to get in the cinima and serch for it [cuz another stup cinima auntie say cannot dosturb ppl inside. PLease. the next show hasnt even started. cormercials nia ma. shit her -curse even more]
12> lost my shoes. couldnt find it. wasted 2 hrs waiting. @#$@%&^*

shit.
the biggest biggest prob is that
it was my dearest sista's converse/energy shoes which my dad got from taiwan
man.. done plan to tell her just yet
think she'll fly off her top lol
i'm so dead. and guilty

things i learnt today:
1> my f and n is hopeless
2> the sec2s either dun really like me or they're shy [yea right] hahas.. met ens twice.. and she and jiayu both have de.. i dun wanna wee you look.. hahas.. okay.. so she claims shes tired..
3> j8 cinima servies sucks
4> fels gotta be one of me most bestest bestest fren..
i knew she wanted to go hm.. but she sacisficed her time and wait with me...
so touched...-aww-
thanks alot dear! -big grins-
[doubt ya'll read this..]

tomorrow has to get better
it cant get worst

Wednesday, October 15

morals is like the road
rules are the streetlights on the road
both guild you to a future full of hope
[quoted frm sec 3 2003 hcl paper2 - compre]

chinese was crap.
totally screwed up on that..
the first 2 sections, expected la.. 10 mrks nia..okay..
den the sumerising. the compre. the zao ju..
piangs
can forget it alr.
better start studyin fer chinese Os man
my chinese standard is [mei kuang yu xia]ing.

den mrs cheong had this talk on our sch disipline
and den she started promoting the sng cookbook calander,...
yea right
we're just SO gonna get it
i love my sch and all..
but i dont need a cookbk full of all their 'precious treasures'
thank you very much

think i'm one of the phatatic 30 still tryin to mug now..
what crap la..
vitamins, minerals, fish, meat.. blah.. the list is endless
even water also got..
shucks..
okay... just one more day..
tomorrow gonna catch infernal affairs2 with fel and yins..
i dun know what the heck its abt, but got shuai ge to see lars!
fri going sentosa..
just hope it dun rain!
for now.. its back to carbos.

Tuesday, October 14

i looked at the doorway to my dreams
i looks too small to fit me.

i just told ens no web fer me..
but this is impt.
do you realize we have to learn 250 cheng yu?
250!!!
and for what?
for a bloody [at the most] 5 mks.
grr..
i wouldnt touch that stupid green book
if not for the fact everyone else is busy mugging it..
gimmi preasure.
ars.. seem to have alot of time..
shall just do it..
besides, the first 150 words with come in handy for the Os anyway..
grr..
stupid sch.
i have deposited my heart beside you
until the day i shd return

wahs. today damn shuang!
nice weather
no sch
everyday shd be this way
hahas.
i wish.

hahas.. the gbs up as well..
sign it
please.

Monday, October 13

yesterday seems so far away.
tomorrow seems forever

yeas mans!
my new temps up..
nice nice?
i did it all by mieself!
*swells with pride*
its da one and only!
wahhas..
guess how long i took?
1hr12min
i timed!
hahs.. effecient?
i did it frm scratch kays?
i kindda like it!
except that it cant seem to hyperlink..
hahas.. shall fix that out some other time..
shdnt even be doing this in da first place!
shd had been mugging
hahas.. okok..
enuf of break
time fer dinner [+hollandv & huanzhugege3]
den have to hit the books..
yeas..
if i dun make it this time,
i can already see cym's "i knew it" face...

remember ta sign my guestbk kays?
hahas..
this time dun wan tagboard le..

Saturday, October 11

thanks for waking me up frm my dream
although it hurts
at least i'm on the first step to recovery

its official.
guess i shd have known it all along.
wanna hear what he has to say?
toro
hear for yourself and dont ask me.
dun wanna talk abt it le.
from now, will try ta accept toro as toro.
and wish him all da best.

Friday, October 10

thee would achieve greatness
if thee were to keep thy's big nose out of thou's business

that was a mean entry
shall delete it
whatever la.
like the breeze. let it float aways.

besides.
energys due on tv, huan zhu ge ge 3 starts today.
nothing can spoil my mood.
i was gonna apologize to you..
sorrys

*but i still like the open sentence.. nothing personal..
kinsman toby
You must amend your drunkenness

hope-3 klass blogs finally up!
hope-3
nicee?
i design de!
wahahs..

shd be studying
will start mugging at 5
i have 40ke of chinese. .14 ke of maths. 4ke of ss. 15ke of f&n
not alot lae

hahas.. looking forward to thurs!
we're going sentosa [i hope]
if high 5 and gang dun back out
whahas
sea. sand. sun!
beach volly and bball...
still gort picnic!
wahhas...
yea man!
anyone wanna go?
go together lars!

wanni> yors.. i wasnt bitching on abt ya la
hahsa.. talkin abt someone else
would i bitch abt you knowing fully well you'll be reading it?
ahhas.. am i THAT ben dan?
but yars. i dun have a stand on that thing
its not something i feel abt.
its her prob.
not mine
eyes wide shut

2.19 already! urgh! i wanna hit the sheets..
bud,, still tons not covered! ahh!

ahhs.. i give up. 3.45. sleepin time.
tomorrow can watch me cry la

okays.. really have to go slp le..
4.14. haven finished viola. shucks.

i'm really dying.
4.35
finish viola. but not done on theme.
shit.
dun care.
*drools*
watch me die in sch tomorrow.


thinking longing of bedtime

arhs!
i so wanna sleep!
damn cold
eyes closing
someone slap me..
cannot
better go wash mie face..
[mtv] dong yang da ren qi

ever wondered why i seem so calm about the whole toro incident?
well.
i figured you wonldnt be intrested to what i have to say
thats why i didnt borther to tell ya.
besides. i dont wanna face it.
so give me a break
why waste my energy?
when you wont even give a damn

but i saw him today.
on the mtv dong yang da ren qi
he was hosting the show with tony.
beside tony, he look esp shuais.
but...
he will still alwyas be energy de toro.

hmm...
its friday
thank god
but i have a lit finals in less then 8 hrs
dead
dun plan to slp
have too much undone
serves me right for slacking the whole year away.
but wish me luck anyway!
and if you see a bright red patch on my forehead later,
it just means i 'piacked' on my table

Thursday, October 9

take it from me

you think you know me?
think again.
i like that phrase..

Quite tru also la.
and for the record.
i thought i knew you too.
but now i'm sure i dont.

hypocrisy dear.
you took me by surprise.
i didnt know how to react
what happened to YOU?
i wish you could take it back.
take it back.please.
i dont wanna know your dark side.
i dont.

why did you have to show it to me?
you are so. fake.
why condamm others what you do?
it only shows one thing
YOUR hypocrisy

i dont wanna take sides.
if you force me too.
if you want the truth.
i'm not on your side.
i'm on hers.
no ones perfect. i know
at least she wasn't a hypocrite.
Mole. Percentage yield. Percentage purity. Empirical formula

yeas. broke my own record!
today so earlie again!

suprisingly, chem was okay
considering i didnt have a clue what the heck was mole..

hahsa... gotta cram for lit.
still at act1.
shit.

cant wait for next week this time!
end of all this man!
woohoo!
my sis has gone to escape!
i wanna go too!
any takers?

Wednesday, October 8

the big three : churchill, stalin and wass his name

think its a record.. first time i'm home so earlie this year!
ahhsa..decided i couldnt take old man today
slept frm 3.00am-4.30am.
absolutely dyin.
still managed to flunk hist
congratulate me man.
i am so gonna do well for ss.
SO HAVE TO.
den at least can save my humans.
poo-

english was a breeze. slacked the first hour away.
45min for 4 questions
summery seemed easy enuf
haha.. aiyos.. i had better do slighty okay for this

took cab home
da cabbie was like :
cabbie- exams today?
me- ya.
cabbie - pri six?
me-huh?
cabbie- [think he heard it as 'ya'] my daughter also. she called me and said it was quite easy. what do you think?
erm...
when he realized he made a mistake,
he was like "aiyo! so sorry. you look so young lar. sure you sec 3 ornot?"
yes lea. i bluff him one.
was too tired to argue with him la
but i dun look like a pri6!
thats the age of tootness!
ars!

chem tomorrow.
gotta do well..
or mrs angs gonna be dissappointed with me AGAIN..

Tuesday, October 7

Kinetic ENERGY = 1/2 mv2
Potential ENERGY = mgh

screwed up phy.
expected.
man. i just need to fail 2 more subj [which i am quite sure it'll be all to easy]
and i can retain le.
yes man.
acct i dun mind.
one whole year to revise.
Os sure do very well de.
if my mum dun kill me before the Os la
but damn it lol.
i barely had enough time
and still slept somemore..
wahahas.. i gotta be the only single soul who dares to slp during the finals.
but i couldnt help it!
i was desperately cleaning my face with that wet towel.
but managed to fall asleep anyway
pro huh?
lucky brenda tan woke me man.
or its a total blank paper in
dat the way man.
total crap la.. what da hell.. forget what the shit is the brownium law and that other wassit name law..
think its boyce...
den the lense. rahhhs... gonner sia.

chinese was alright
doubt i did super well.
but shd be can scrap a pass la..
stupid cym came rould halfway and stood at the doorway admiring my creation
ahhs.. kns. distracted me..
and i bets hes chio-ing and all my stupid bullcrap.
oh well, he marks it.
hope it entertains him enough to give me a decent grade

went for da old man again.
[in case ya didnt know, the old man is me and pamms dearest maths tutor
whos really old but whose brain is like super fast and he can memorise every single question in all his old old math book]
slept on my jaw right infront of him
wake up later. jaw pain like hell
oh well serve me right.
and i cannot do 3d trigo. just cannot!
den dunno why he suddenly tell me
"i dun ask for too much. 'ba' very happy le."
den i was thinking ba? as in 8..
his expectations abit low right?
but den again, i dun think i'll even have 8. more like a nine.
den pamms said is PASS not BA.
erm.. abit yes lae.

hist tomorrow mans---
enuf of break. gotta hit the books again..
mao and sun rocks!

Monday, October 6

i tried hard to show you i wouldnt admit defeat

i looked within myself
to see if there was anything i can do to help matters.
though you said nothing
i knew you still had faith that i would do better tomorrow
i know all the hopes you placed on me.
but i'm sorry. i tried.

i couldnt make it.
even through all the shit i put in.
i always believed in me
that if i put in effort, it'll all work out.
it did. for my sec1 history and sec2 maths
guess there is a first time for everything.
this sucks man.
oh ya. physics is up tomorrow.
best of luck
evryone gotta pass, or noa future gurl..
to all da well wishes :
thanks. i tried. i really did.

to all my levelmates :
if ya did well in maths, please dont tell me.
i'm really happy for you. but dont tell me anyway.

to da sec2s:
hope ya did well in hist.
and all da way fer science.. wahhas..

Sunday, October 5

oohs.. hahas..
just remembered..
was studying at tp ntuc foodfare foodcourt with pam today..
wahhas..
she was so pro..
shes da indicies and quad funtions princess...
hahas...
saw this cute booch..
sooo cute!
hahas..
only prob was that. 'she' was a guy.
log // surds queen

tomorrows the day.
the big day
the day i've been struggling for since 2 weeks ago
going for tution EVERY single day...
da amaths finals...
i really really wanna pass..
hahas.. think i said this before..
but ya..
i suppose i could have put in more effort
but hours after hours everyday..
should be counted as quite alot ba..
hahs..
thanks for all the encouragement guys..
hahas.. the stars in my dark skies..
but seriously, i doubt i would do well
not that i'm doubting myself la..
but... to cram the whole years course in 2 weeks?
no ones THAT good..
hais.. all the 8 chaps seems so new to me.. so stranger..
the only chap i've some faith in now is surds.logs.circular measures.
the rest?
wack on luck...
i'm not greedy.. a pass will do..
please?

Saturday, October 4

a little something to motive me..
*grins stupidly*
the tortise and the hare

oh man.
just finished doing the amaths past year paper 2001
counted my marks
65.. wow.. impressive fer me!
hahs.. guess how long i took?
3and 1/2 hours..
okays..
hmm.. the paper is 2 hrs..
so based on a ratio.. i deduce i will get 37.143..
urm... okay..
better go do 2000 one..
it HAS to be better...
wish me luck..

Friday, October 3

maths wizzes. poetry masters. chinese pros.

man.
i wanna pass a*maths.
yea. who doesnt?
hhahas.. abit too late man
i realized i need 75 for finals if i wanna pass overall..
yes man. and is somemore pass on da dot : 50
i can already see my name down for the retest.
damn it shit.

just saw supa model thing..
omg.
how come they're all so tall and slim?
oh yas. cuz they're supa models.. okaee..
hahsa.. but some of them so not chio!
so uglie..
yucks.
esp the 1st runner up.
yucks...
hahas..
so mean! anyway, every1 jiayou fer da exams!

Thursday, October 2

my feeling are all for you although its not not showing

fate brought us together
i didnt know
i enjoyed the times we had together
i didnt know
i enjoyed the fact that you were irritating me
i didnt know
i enjoyed your company
i didnt know

but i know now.
too bad you dont
and will never...
cause you're gone.

i miss the times..
i miss your crap..
i miss your smile..
i miss your blur look..
i miss your lameness..
i miss your eyes rolling..
i miss your unsure face..
i miss your rare laughter..
i miss your sleeping face..
i miss you..

i'm sorry i neglected you
i'm sorry i ignored you
i'm sorry i thought you were irritating
i'm sorry if i made you feel upset
i'm sorry if i made you think i didnt like you
i'm sorry if made you seem stupid.
i'm sorry. i really am.

if time could turn back
i wouldnt let things be this way
i wouldnt overlook your presense
i wouldnt take you forgranted
i'll treasure ya. i promise.
perhaps things will turn out better for both of us.
i'm sorry for the ignoring ya.
you made the right choice by chosing to leave
i swear i didnt know it was a mistake when ya left.
i didnt know i would regreat leting you go.
i know now.
but you'll never know..
you might be reading this
but still, you'll never know.

dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao
dang ni he ke le dang ni chao
wo xiang dui ni hao
ni cong lai bu zhi dao
xiang ni xiang ni ye neng cheng wei shi hao
dang ni shuo jing tian de fan nao
dang ni shuo ye shen ni shui bu zhao
wo xiang dui ni shuo
que hai pa dou shuo cuo
hao xi huan ni
zhi bu zhi dao

Wednesday, October 1

you cant have ur cake and eat it.

i'm abit dense.
stupid chen yong ming WAS poking fun at me..
baaa..
feel so ben dan now..
ers.. like slow by dunno how many hours..
-.-"
ars.. hes still one of da nicest teacher ard la..
aiyo. i liddat say like got crush on him..
whahas..
nahs. hes just a nice teacher
hate his hair thou. hahas..
yakult- the healthy family drink

wahh.. so tired today
like hell
was sleeping all da way frm 645-7.25. den frm 7.45-10.50
abit go to sch for nothing yes?
wanted to continue sleeping in da forum.
and fel just HAD to wake me up..
hahas.. just as well

physics was SO funny man..
Gan tok tin is really quite cute..
Hahass.. cuz a grp of my friends were sitting together chatting the lesson away..
Den he went :
yi er san si wu. What are you doin afta the school?
when you sit together, your club become bigger, braver, stronger?
whahas.. full of crap..

english oral was okay..
i said it was a prist praying
and my friend say it was this guy selling things..
not far-fetched lae..
hahas.. lucky i was da first one..
maybe can siam guo..

aiyos..
ponned chem and the old mans maths..
but still reach home only at 4..
later still going outs...
wan dan le..

happy childerens dae!
btw, i'm 6 today!
lydia tell me de!
one. two.three.four.five.six!
woohoo!

roses are red

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹

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