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Thursday, June 29

Keep your head up, the colours are beautiful

I love hot water too much to give it up. Even at the expense of huge pores. :(

Why do I feel such a false sense of security when I've only studied 1 hour worth of Measure for measure and none at all for poor Beloved?

We really should have treasured the times we had as a class.

I completely feel like a blackforest cake now!

I'm convinced I have ah-beng neighbours living in the block opposite mine. They always on their tv/radio/computer so loud.

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Millions of false eyes
Are stuck upon thee

-Duke


My focus has gone haywire, I'm just sitting here thinking about the short-living great days that lie ahead at 10 am tomorrow. And its making me feel very happy indead. :D After having gone through 9 and a half hours of frantic scribbling of essays plucked from above my head, whats 2 hours more? Absolutely nothing. ((:

Damn I'm a terrible student.

We caught Just my Luck yesterday (Now dont you tsk tsk at me) and cut our crowning glories together (Harry, RSSP and I). I think we all look pretty nice with spunking new hairstyles. ((: Just my luck was so funny and brainless, I'd recommand everyone to watch it if you like laughing $7 into the pockets of cathay.

I didnt need to know, you really shouldnt have said.

RSSP and I are officially 2 hours away from our 50 hours study partnership! I never would have guessed anytime last year that she'll be the one I'll spend my entire June hols with most (think happy camps and famnie camp(s) and shopping trip (just one!). But I wont have it any other way. As a show of my brilliant support to her wonderful invite, anyone wants to go DXO on the 22nd July to listen to some (hopefully) brillant music and to spend some awesome time with me? ((:

Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merily
Life is but a dream.


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Wednesday, June 28

This will all make perfect sense someday
I'll be a-Okay
This will all make perfect sense someday
There's got to be a reason for the rain


Tell me one way to make these all go away.


mark said:
can't you go and study

Harry, will you buy me a Toto ticket as well?


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Tuesday, June 27

(for you RARA!)
Kingkow!

Instead of swallowing Silas and Ted furiously during our 3 hour break yesterday, Daryl and I (or rather Daryl thought of it and I drew) came up with this brilliant theory even better than the Marshall-Learner condition! Presenting ....


Ingenious isnt it! We (rather he) have concluded that your degree of stress moves in a circle as depicted. And when you become so stressed you cant be stressed further, you pop back to the start and become un-stressed! ((: So I think the reason why I'm happily watching good-looking people on TV and dreaming and thinking happy thoughs is because I'm overly stressed to the point I've made a loop!

Yes, now I feel so much better rather than thinking I dont care about the midyears.

But honestly, is it me or does the significance of the midyears seem to explode? It was never such a big deal man. Not that I'm putting in much extra effort but for sure I'm putting in some effort.

Hence, if I fail econs tomorrow, I'll feel so dumb I would think I would like to quit school.


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In 2006, you have

[x] broken a promise.
[x] made a new friend.
[x] fallen in love
[x] fallen out of love
[x] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] laughed until you cried
[ ] stolen something
[x] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over an ex
[x] been disappointed in someone close.
[x] kept secrets
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] slept under the stars
[x] gotten in a fight
[x] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[x] left the state
[ ] almost died
[ ] drank myself retarded (almost)
[x] lost someone(thing) close to you
[x] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[x] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[x] given up something important to you
[x] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try
[ ] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
[ ] made out with a stranger
[x] already regretted something

Thats kind of alot of things to have done in 6 mths! I might as well add flopped mid years to thing. Goodness all the powers of discipline come to me please!

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Monday, June 26

Instead of frantically trying to cram massive retaliation and the 100 flowers campiagn into my sad tired brain, I spent the coolest 2 hour being perfectly, awesomely happy. ((:

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Sunday, June 25

Damn, to think I'm actually using Wong Ci's cheapskate programme koping SCV online waiting the world cup.

A timely reminder from Jem of all people has invoked all sense of guilt in me. ):

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This one place which keeps him alive

Why cant today be yesterday and tomorrow be today?

I am my biggest distraction. I use the computer, the TV and the people around me to distract me from myself. I honestly dont wanna watch Beauty and the Beast at this point in time or have solitaire showdowns. But I'd rather that then letting my mind wander all over the place.

I want to live where soul meets body ,
And let the sun wrap its arms around me,
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing,
And feel, feel what it's like to be new


I missed "(my) loyal patrons from 04" (quote Keith) today. I really do like their energy and vitality and arguments in Greek/Physics. I wonder why it helps me focus quite abit. Maybe its due to (refer to paragraph 1) . Anyhows, this holidays were great with them and everyone else too. I do wonder everyone (okay, maybe not EVERY) else did this time round.

(Are you tired of soccer yet? Me - Never. ((:)

If England wins today, I win $1.70 courtesy of Singapore pools. Otherwise I lose $10 and Sarah wins $53. Other otherwise, we both lose 10.

Speaking of bettings, I think people who bet on soccer for all the wrong reasons are an insult to the game. Sure you want to make a quick buck, sure it makes the game more exciting, sure its just for fun. But when it comes to the point that the match has lost all interest for you and all you care about is the money you threw in, I think you are a complete disgrace to soccer. Imagine you were the keeper, slogging your ass out for year. Yet here there are people who go "Stupid keeper, let in a goal la! I bet 3 goals total lae!" Now wheres the respect for the players and what they do? All you care about is your cash. Now thats dehumanising and insulting. Do you need the cash THAT badly?

(And I've learnt to give a balanced view) Of course the above paragraph is not a generic thing. If you are really in a dire need of money (eg. Your friend bet $4000 with a bookie via you then proceed to run away) then I guess its okay.

Respect the game la.

And Dont worry, hopefully Amy* "can make a case for it" and then it is "possible". (:

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Amy* is an arts student. She has a literature teacher who is doing much injustice to her and her cohort. Her literature teacher has insufficiently taught his syallabus, hidding comfortably under the blanket of "Teach less, learn more", what is commanly known to many are the revolting SDL (self-directed learning). Lessons are conducted in the form of group presention with 10% input from the teacher himself. Occassionally when this said literature teacher runs over time (without justifiable input), he tells the class to meet outside class and exchange notes that they have come up with themselves. Not only is this a foolishly idealistic method, even if the class did put in the extra time, where hence is the teacher's input? Out of a total of 30 poems to be covered, 19 have been inaqdequetly covered even by her slack standard. Assignment, as with tests, are returned a after 5-10 weeks later, with the scarce comments barely justifying the time taken to mark it.

She's not having a outburst based on 1 particular incident. Her feelings have just been re-stired up due to the pressing mid-years. But she accepts that she has to pay the price seeing that she was not hardworking enough to have gone through her work earlier and her hardworking classmates, for unknown reasons, have decided that this shortchange is bearable. Needless to say, Amy is really annoyed and disgusted.

* names have been changed

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Saturday, June 24

You were the last good thing about this part of town.

Korea ):

If I said I'm sorry, would you take back yesterday?

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides


Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason


Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

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As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we spent together

And as our lives change
Come whatever -
We will still be friends forever.

"What a lie"- Changtai

Hey, dont be so sure. We'll see. (:

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Friday, June 23

Defense is paper thin

Studying is awesomely fun with the ohfour people. I wonder if thats allowed. (:

Let me hail Keith as my soccer guru! Hes amazing! He filled up my entire world cup schedule for me! Without reference to all but 3 matches! WOAH, take that you so called soccer fans! Plus he doesn't has SCV (Indonesia channel is all you need) ! Hows that for brilliant! And i must apologize for keeping my soccer guru outside my condo sidegate as I happily overslept. :/ My guilt flooded me as I tried to cover up for that only to realize it was a futile attempt and admitted VERY apologetically to him.

Watching matches in groups are so much better than in pairs or with daddy or (sad lah i know!) alone. Ghana vs US was so much fun even though I hardly care abt Ghana or US.

Oh another thing I found - GENERALLY, guys watch soccer as long as its an exciting match regardless of whos playing. Girls watch soccer (and pay attention) only if they like the teams/ their guy friends wants to.

Been staying up so much I'm not the least bit sleepy now at 2.45. And everytime I stay up, a new pimple appears. I've got England and Argentina and Brazil currently jostling for space and attention. But it seems like everyone cannot tahan anymore - the number of people online has been dwindling the past few nights.

Clement directed me to this AJC critic blog and it is highly amusing while painfully truthful. My pick includes the Yeoman service and the permanent Block 4s. Ask for the link if you want. Diehard blue and yellow (Ukraine!) fans steer clear, as with councilors.

(Random comment)You know when we were in pri school and told to draw/ colour the Singapore flags, paste it on a straw and wave if fervently during national day? I wonder how do kids in countries like Saudi Arabia or Spain do that.

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Wednesday, June 21

Opponents, not enemies

I know you're not the one cause its not you I think of alone in the bus without my Ipod.

Midyears are so much a bigger deal as compared to secondary school. I think I'll feel quite dumb if I do badly.

And I wonder if I've tried all the paths to get to you.

Yay, Portugal made it too. (:

I thought I could stand up tall,
now I'm not sure if I can stand at all.

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01) What is your phone brand?
Nokia (:

02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
122

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
I think he's fine with coming over. We might go to town though. - Rara's Great big study plans!

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Mark Lam

05) Who's the last person you rang?
Keith

06) Who was your last received call from?
Deborah

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Daniel Seng

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
Haha so did u stay till 3 am to catch the second match of the world cup? - Jealous army boy Alan

09) Who comes up under J?
jac lim, jac tan, javin, jem ho pui hou, jemsy baybeh, jen toh, jenn, jeremy yeoh, jesline ajc, jess, jessia, jialing, jiasheng, jian, jiasheng odac, jiawei, jiayu, jiayu, jinan, jingchuan, joanne, joce the great, jonathan-makka, jongmeng, jon, jorden, jorina, josef chin, joyce odac, joyce soccer, joyce 35 , joy, jo, jo, jonathan pang

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
Haha he wore a brazil jersey to the mexico match if you noticed and he looked completely happy. Haha :) its alright, he brought me a nice new tee. :) - My dad's in the papers!

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Settler's cafe my love! haha

12) Who's your network provider?
Read this darling, MONE!

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
361

14) What do you have as your background?
Themes or what? Mine is a soccer theme! Its a sexy leg on a soccer ball (:

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
Rara- Second greatest invention since cheese.

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
Speed dial's for noobs.

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
I'll prob not have credit if i was on it.

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
Cab - sorry teckie. :/

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
6 bars of 3 G signal!

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
Twinkle twinkle little star that the cutest boy ever imagine played for me on the piano! But somethings wrong though, my phone only uses it when it feels like it. Otherwise, it plays the nokia ring tone- at the most embarrassing moments.

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Today was fun. ((:

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Tuesday, June 20

So you'll take the smiles
from all our our years,
And I'll take the tears, ok! :)

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Monday, June 19

dont worry, Hazel will <3 you too!

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There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter

Happy papa's day everyone! Let me tell you how funny my dad is. He took leave the other day to bring my family out and he brought us to the Bugis theaters to watch Cars. And he insisted upon going in 15 min early so as to find our seats before the lights dim and buying popcorn and drinks even though we didn't quite want popcorn just because its compulsory for the complete cinema experience. It was so sweet and familiar. ((: Just like the old family cinema-visiting days.

30 hour famine camp was worth the 30 hours I must say. (Although I had to leave early and only completed 28 hrs) Ra's blog says all, but I think I must support her in that I completely felt that the outburst girl was childish and irritating. She was completely red in the face and she bursting into a fit demanding to know why we werent packing aid/doing flagday or something tangible to help the needy.

For every paper crane we folded, Songhe would donate 100g of rice to children in need. Yet, at night, my 'brother' Clement reported that she spent the entire night playing cards and not folding cranes. Now look whos wasting time? I feel that its completely hypocritical and childish of her. True, she might feel that experiencing hunger and poverty and sleeping completely exposed to the elements on a sticky groundsheet wont help the needy in any way simply because it stops there for her. But thats only for her- there was completely no need to dismiss the entire camp. For the rest of us, we go on to be inspired to want to help these people ( I pledge to help build a house for them. ). The best evidence would be that only 5 people in the whole audi clapped for her, those stupid fools.

My 'family' (it was a group), Yakima, emerged completely healthy (No AIDs!) with only 1 child sold and 2 prostituted. ((: Clement completely gives off the Spencer feel. (: By some amazing fate, Yins was in the same group as me. ((:

It was a good experience, but the worst wasnt the hunger - that wasnt bad at all. It was the sleep. I slept like so much I didnt even know why. But yes yes, I learnt alot nonetheless. (:

Ronaldo used to sparkle. Now hes losing his glow. My lucky dads one of the 60000 watching the match live. But I kind of think that Brazil is starting to show signs of being overrated.

I think I know why I'm in such a foul mood. :(

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Saturday, June 17

Revolting (in bold) is the word for you. You have no idea how much you make me feel like puking.

Yay, England made it through.

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Friday, June 16

Everyone just clap like its a golf tornament

Haha, i think the conversation in The Mark, Tom and Travis show is so super funny. Makes me laugh everytime.

Its about time for a happy post. Not that I'm not happy recently. I'm happy :) but not happy :D cause my Ipods been causing me to pull my hair out as with boring 1-0 matches.

But today, just like another other day, is a special day. (:

For starters, my freeware Ipod converter (for Ipod video users, I HIGHLY recommand Jodix - the greatest invention since cheese. Type jodix ipod and TADA!) decided to work on me, and then I won my first bet of the World Cup, and then works going really productive (I'm about done with GP compres!) and ya, its just a happy (: laid back day. It helps that its RSSP's history camp and sarah's really a very good study partner (highly recommanded, but not avaliable I insist) ! Shes so good her influence is spreading to even Mark. What wonders.

Anyway, the motivation for this entry is bookies! Any bookie out there who wants to make a friend please email me. I really want a bookie friend! (: not just to place bets lah, but I think its cool - everyone will be calling me asking me to help them place bets! Too cool! ((: So bookies out there, feel completely free to email me. (:

Speaking of which, I think bookies are progressing over the age. Let me list the stages of their progression :
1) win-lose
2) let balls
3) let 1/2 balls
4) let 1/4 balls (What is that all about?)
5) bet on even/odd goals
Sarah and I bet no. 5 (even) on yesterday's England match on Kianbok's advice and won for ourselves $5 each. Haha, but I am incredibily amused. How come got such a betting system one!

In preparation for our big walk out in the rain, Sarah and I prepared 3 umbrellas, 2 non-waterproof rainjackets and 1 plastic bag. The 2 of us joined by Mark spent a good 1/2 hr searching for the cafe near my place and its so quaint there, so slow-moving and rural-like and peaceful. I actually do quite like it there. (:

Some people really dont deserve some things. Dont feel like elaborating cause yes i know the unfairness of the world. But really sometimes dont you just wish things to be more fair? Not for yourself, but for others. Like how all hardworking personel really should get good grades and how the pretty girl really deserves a nicer, if not more handsome boyfriend.

Come back to me and play your sad guitar.

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Thursday, June 15

Things in the past matter, you know that.

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Join the Hip Kid's Club

My little mermaid dreams will realize someday. ((:

(I've not turned ponderous, the following paragraph is a reflection to The Lion King)

Moral obligations are contestable. Who is to judge what you should/should not do? For example, if you don't give your sit up to the elderly/child (as I assume many of you do not) , are you in the wrong than? Similarly, is being selfish then wrong? Why should someone's wants/needs be given priority over what your wants/needs?

Not that I'm trying to find a justification for selfish and immoral people lah. But I'm just wondering so what if they're selfish and immoral? Can they affect you in anyway unless you let them?

Hmm, maybe its because its the 3rd late night up. Go easy on the ramblings.

Contained within the flights of my imagination is one thing. To view it in flesh is simply a whole new issue.

I do hope Germany's worth the wait. Play like Brazil and I'll be convinced that its a conspiracy of the World Cup to play uninteresting matches so as to reduce heart attacks. (Did you know that the last time the World Cup was played in England (or was it Britain or the UK ? :/), the heart attacks rates went up by 25%?)

Hes holding back, hes hiding.
But what I cant decide.
Why wont he be the King I know he is,

the King I see Inside?

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Wednesday, June 14

For me, the best way to shake off those blues is to laugh the loudest laugh I can master and act like its all okay. Works wonders I tell you. (:

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Tuesday, June 13

I wanna hold you till I die,
till we both break down and cry.
I wanna hold you,
till the fear in me subsides.


Of late, regardless of how bad I feel sometimes, I cant cry. Like now, I wanna hide between my sister's table and my cupboard, curl up and cry the night away. But I guess I've harden myself to alot more than I know it. For now, crying remains a privillage I cant enjoy.

I was completely happy and contented because I met up with the High5 today. All it took to send it sprawling was one line.

I'm not useless or semi-retarded. I'm just a little silly sometimes.

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Sunday, June 11

You never really had a reason to stay

Recently I don't like a lot of things, events, people, etc etc. I've been angry, selfish, annoyed, jealous, bad-tempered etc etc. No, I'm not too apologetic about that.

I've realized that its the small things that mean the most sometimes. Actually not, usually its the person involved. But yes, all the small things (Please don't start singing) leave the biggest imprints. ):

Lets all shout OLE for the world cup and starhub for such fantastic fixtures - now I don't have to beg the tiger bear auntie for a table to fill manually. (:

Beloved put me in and out of a slumber over 7 times at the very least. But I'm ALMOST done with it, and I think its ghostly presence is getting to me. Just awhile back, my computer screen went blank and started playing a music+ conversation track which I've never heard before. I intelligently decided that it was time to support England. :/

Sarah's place is really nice, I've decided. Aside that it takes awhile to get to the east. (: But yes, I'm awfully glad for my RSSP, cross my heart! ((:

Stop me if you can - for I cant do that for myself anymore.

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Thursday, June 8

I wonder if you're sleeping snug in your bed.

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I'm green in the face for practically nothing at all. I feel silly sometimes and by saying that I'm already kind to me.

Just so you know, I'm not a very nice person, I harbour many evil thoughts - Beware.

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When you kissed me in the warm September rain

In preparation for my 30-hour famine camp next week, I've been actively surfing the world vision webpage - good excuse to improve my General Paper. And to all those who adamantly insist that they'll die without food, heres their solution for you :



If for some reasons, you cannot go without food... we recommend you do the "alternative" famine:

'Techno' Famine -- go without computer, telephone, TV, video, radio, walk-man, play station etc. or;

'Theme' Famine -- identify with refugee families by living in a cardboard shelter and surviving on rice and water for 10 hours

or;

Organise a Famine event -- e.g. walk-a-ton or run-a-thon.


Yay! Lets all do our part to heal the world, and make it a better place. For you and for me and the entire human race! (There are people dying, and if you care enough for the living, make it a better place for you and for me ((: )

By the way, am I the only one who finds that our Mr Singapore Idol looks like a complete fool dancing to the Big Glup comercials and flashing cheesy grins endorsing equally chessy lines (e.g Big Cup, Big Value, Big Glup. Or something like that anyway)

I haven given myself much thought recently. Maybe I just dont want to. I wont say its better this way. Its not. If I think everything is okay, after awhile everything will be okay. But what happens then when sometimes I dont have the strength to carry on with this facade?

Okay, I'm sorry for sounding like an angsty teen. I really hate angsty teens. But, THE WORLD DOESNT UNDERSTAND ME, I'M SO SAD AND ALONE. No I'm not serious. (:

Enough of all your expectations of me already. Dont tell me I've let you down unless you know for sure you havent as well. (Which is pretty unlikely)

For now, I'll bask in my world of make believe.

When the night falls on you,
You don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess,
could make me love you less.

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Wednesday, June 7

And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

I opened my first Newsweek in about a year just because green and yellow was splashed on the cover. If my mum takes a peak under my table I think she'll cry at all the money I've wasted. But I keep them anyway, all in their packages, in pure optimism that I'll read them all one day - hopefully before the GP examinations.

Maybe its my doubts, thats why nothing seems to materialise.

I met Zhenglong at NYP today, it was a pleasent surprise.

Literature is such an amazing subject. Talk nonsense all the way and if you sound confident enough, people might just lap it up. Sometimes I feel alot for somethings, sometimes I dont really care. It depends quite a fair bit on my mood, which spells inconsistency. Actually that works for about all my subjects.

I dug out my dad's Classic Oldies collection, blew dust off and kissed it. (: They're the bestest! Dig up your Dad's collection today!

Just give up and surrender? Easily said, much much harder to do.

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Tuesday, June 6

My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

The only reason why I went to school today was to show off my lovely newly wrapped lit books.

Harry got me a shirt from China that says player - how ironic. It was almost apt.

And he is right I know, I'll probably get bored, and hence, we keep going around and round in circles, going down, down, down. But hopefully, no more. Its better this way yes yes. (:

RSSP and friends, have a good time at SMUN. (: You'll be sorely missed, the next 3 days will be pure agony.

Mamihlapinatapei : 6/06/2006 09:22:00 PM
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THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!

I've lost my THE LITTLE MERMAID II : RETURN TO THE SEA! If you've borrowed it, please please please tell me immediately! ): Its making me really very sad. )):

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Monday, June 5

Somewhere only we know

I completely insist that She's the man is a quintessential chick flick with a predictability rate of about 97%. Hence, it ranks in my category of movies I like. ((: Especially when there are so, so, SO many cute guys, promise. This time, not even Harry can say I've bad taste. (:


Amanda Brynes, though pretty (with her hair tied up) and voluptuous, is highly overrated I feel. But the other girls were really hot, even I had to ogle at them for abit. :D

I watched Xmen 3 thrice at GV bishan, I had to fight hard not to recite the dialogue and irritate the pants of my friends.

Enough movies - I'm not exactly the best movie critic around anyway (My all-time-favourite remains as The Little Mermaid) , visit Jialings blog for more extensive coverage on the latest films.

For the first time in the longest time, I spent yesterday doing absolutely nothing (not exactly true, I had econs tution) and I must say its kindda fun and addictive. ((:

All you common taste people who do not like my blogskin have terrible common taste. Which is good, because it allows me my individuality (Then again, everyones different). You can always not visit. Your loss. I do not have sneaky counters hidden on my blog keeping track of the number of visitors. Hence, it wont make a diffence to me. (:


Mamihlapinatapei : 6/05/2006 08:21:00 PM
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I never wanted to run away.

As you know, I'm sure, I'm no rocker chick. (More specifically, no where near) But I can always try! Starting with this new blog-look. Nah, I just really like the diamonded background. (:

Its the second Monday of the holidays and I'm struggling already. Here, struggling refers to quite alot of things.

I can cross-stitch - really poorly and REALLY slowly.

I'll tell you about my life if you'll tell me yours.

Mamihlapinatapei : 6/05/2006 01:42:00 AM
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Friday, June 2

I've been busy you see, and right now I'm late for RSSP's first ever camp.

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.

Mamihlapinatapei : 6/02/2006 07:43:00 PM
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Thursday, June 1

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

Mamihlapinatapei : 6/01/2006 12:31:00 AM
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roses are red

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