Sunday, February 29

its not the first time

i can do approximation.
after like. 2 hrs.
the old man wos ready to hit me.

theres a kingshaw and hooper in everyone of us.
or at least.
in me.

sick. hurt. angry.
tired and disgusted.
you arent fit to lecture me on something you know nothin about.
you dont have a clue about how i feel.
so quit actin like you do.

are those excuses even makin sense to you?

by the way,
startin today,
you are out the door.

Saturday, February 28

enough alright?
push me more and thats it.
acctually, a prod will surffice.
act black

dead tired
ikea.town.ps.bugis.
lugging someones pres. which weighs a ton.
you would be too.

cca wos funn.
....
.....
i'm damn tired lar.

Friday, February 27

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1] horror flicks
2] people
3] me

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
1] sn-ers
2] sj-ers
3] pallies.

THREE PEOPLE I LOVE:
1] me
2] you
3] them

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
1] candyfloss.
2] ppg
3] 100 fine tip markers

THREE THINGS I HATE:
1] growing being fat
2] missing you.
3] puttin in real effort and gettin nothing back

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1] maths.
2] science.
3] why i'm the way i am

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
1] memories
2] dirt
3] my hands

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
1] breathing
2] listenin
3] feeling

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1] see my parents die before me
2] see my grandchild
3] slim down

THREE COLORS I LIKE:
1] white
2] blue
3] red

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
1] slack
2] fail maths/science
3] wear my jacket in the heat w/o feelin hot. xin jin zi ran liang.

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
1] happy
2] lame
3] :)

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
1] stick to my diet
2] maths
3] science

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
1] your mum
2] your dad
3] your teacher

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
1] naggin
2] bossying
3] me

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1] whatever
2] (not) lame lar
3] su-su

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE FOODS:
1] fish and co!
2] candyfloss
3] crabsticks

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
1] water
2] yakult
3] ribena

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
1] barney
2] bananas in pajamas
3] cai hong xia ri ying.
big somewhere out there

so guess wot?
seems like everyone many did well.
congrats guys!

acct thought i did qt well.
A2 and distintion fer oral
that wos till everyone started cryin.
:/
its an A wot.
okay. i'll qt easily satisfied.
i wld feel bad if i wos them, havin put in so much effort and stuff.
budd.... my listenin full marks.oral dist. fill in the blanks/zao ju qt not bad.
thus i conclude its my compre/compo.
maybe i shd get rd to doin the bird flu compo i owe tymm
:/
anyways.
its okay.
whether you got a 1,2,3...9.
its over.
:)
if ya didnt really do as well as you wanted
dont worry. WE"ll get a 1 fer hcl.
yes. we.

sat a train to marina bay and to woodlands and back to yck
tryin to kill time.
cause i wos supposed to go fer maths tution and didnt.
my mum aint suppposed to know that.
:/

flunked physic by the way
stupid paper wos totally greek to me.

Thursday, February 26

3mol of CO₂-->3mol of CON₂H₄

whys everyone freakin abt chinese o results tomorrow?
i mean. its done aint it?
just cross your fingers and hope for da best.
wots the pt of fretin now?
hahas.. anyways, all da best squaddies jc1-ies hopies levelies. :)

and i like my new pursey/wallet thinggie.
regardless of wot you think of it.

i hate debates.
wells. when you argue among friends lar.
stuppiidd.
it feels funny.
den ppl all dunno talkin wot.
cannot make out anything.
everyones busy retortin and glaring and 'yelling'
like a fights gonna break out or something
chill man.
and after debatin the tension remains till like much later.
yucks.
seriously, if you cant take it den dont debate.
save us all the trouble lar.

yeas! i got an a1 fer chinese!
hen hao ar yu ning. you jing bu.
:)
tym gave me a sticker..
whee-
but other ppl got like sheng li or ni zhen xing or hao bang !
and i got a gua mu xiang kan!
hello? not insultin larr.

sec1s cannot turn.
regardless of how they insist they can,
they cannot.

gotta head back to physics-electricity.
dian si ni dian si ni dian si ni.

Wednesday, February 25

it hurts when you disapprove all along

i will pass maths tomorrow.
i will i will.
its all in the mind.
right?

gennie/oic/frequent gsbk signer > yes dear! ilu and i still wld regardless if you sign or not! :) i wld sign ur guestbk! but SMG wouldnt let me cause i just did jiayus one.. hahas.. stuuppiidd larrr. and they wanna charge fer it? poof mans. hahas.. seriously, i'm gettin too old for this. but... 4 more mths. just cheng lar. hahas... :) tell ya tomorrow. are we roundin da track? i seriously pigged out like... a pig. today. hahas.. so i'll see yar tom! love ya!

i have my friends

titration rocks!
the immerse sense of satisfaction!
whees-

and i can head!
not very decently.
but still i can head!
thats a great acheivement alr kays.
but i still cant picture myself headin a ball to score.
like that would ever happen..
i'll prob knock myself out cold first.

emaths test tomorrow.
someone gimmi a crashcourse on frequency...
proberbility seems qt ok.
den again, everything does.
until the test paper appears..

towned with my bestie.
mans. i am sucha pig.
pig. pig. pig.
shopped ard hereen
entered like almost every shop..
i have to admit.
our taste are worlds apart.
thats good.
oppersites attract!
my new purse/wallet thinggie is cute! :)
towns gettin qt mundane...
but i still i love my bestie.
:)

i miss the way we were.

Tuesday, February 24

100 fine point marker

zoes sucha saint.
oh man.
shes more suitin to be sec3 nco den me!
oic! are you readin this?
hahas.. think she totally can take my place with immediate effect
mans. she makes me look evil.
bleehs.
wonder when her angel wings and halo is gonna pop out...

finally did my maths hmwk which i owe for like 3 weeks?
:/
not exactly done.
like 2/6 exercise?
at least thats a start.
know for a fact my 2 maths leaders haven. -grins
i did this stupid question liek 5 times!
all different answer
all answer wrong
-growls.

i wish things didnt turn out this way
but i have no one to blame but me.

and candy of the month : willy wonker candy coated nerds. :))
-yums.
you never knew how much i cared or how much i did.
for you.
you never bothered anyway.
i'm qt havin enough.

i shdnt expect so much from you.
its not like i deserve it.
this is the dynamite cheer. if you dont cheer like the dynamite, people are gonna throw dynamite at you.
-ms lee

blue hse overall cheer pts :-1.
sec4s dun cheer.
its just a tradition.
sorry larr..
and blu com members are
L A M E.
ok everybody,
i'm gonna teach you something
that is to open ur mouth. Ahhh...
ok lets do it together. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.....
toingx.

i'm sucha gonner for lit.
darns. got so many things that i wanted/planned to write bud didnt.
think i'm sucha a slow writer.
maybe i shd train my left hand to write as well..

mrs tan has the intention of promotin us to staff sgt!
whheeee---
den we'll be the first batch to be ssgt in sn!
but like got my share larr...
maybe. if i'm lucky enuf..
:)

a sorry wld be nice.
blehhs.
urghs.
erghs.
i'm so petty.
yucks.
okok. i'm matured enough.
fineeee.
i shall be petty no more.

Monday, February 23

someone wos like so horribily irritatin today
such that i still feel like giving her a wack on the head.
somone whose initials are LSS.
someone whose belt is too tight fer her.
at least i think so.

okay. that wos mean.

but not like shes been nice to me.
hurmph.
circus blue

urghs.
i wos supposed to keep a low profile in my hse this year
so why am supposedly in charge of the poster and helpin out in the sports event?
for heavens sake i cant runn or draw to save my life.
urghs.
i am too nice fer my own good. yucks.
jiayuuuuu!
do lllaaarrrrs...
its sucha prestigious and honourable thing, dun understand why you wldnt wann do!
:)

kotc tom.
dead. died. gone.

Sunday, February 22

scroll down to see the most nobel secret
that a certain someone wos nice enuf to enlightened me abt.





























mingjie rocks.

i am so eternally grateful for her elightment.

Saturday, February 21

tronky:
wafer bar with cocoa and hazelnuts filling

sj wos a blast.
as usual :)
some things wrong!
they said i'm soft again
urghs
must go take pi pa gao.
cannot throw face again

pt shd be this way every week
funnn... and can jian fei. ahhas..
yea squad! we trashed em 5-nil! :)
-high 5-

and sec3s toc...
wells. very good.
my foot.
hahas.. sec2s alr better liao kans?
-wacks all ur heads-

got this talk.
which wos way better den expected.
:)
weimin wos darn funnie.
and i fa xian things arent always as they appear to be.
i understand
truely i do.
:)
thanks.

wenxus grp dropping outta sect trainin.
rather, charles forced em out
......
qt lost also. dunno wots goin on
but wotever the case, show em guys!
w/o them you all still can make it de!
dun be to nan guo kays? its their loss...
at the most we train doubly hard kays!
and enen, takecares get well soon! xiang si is very tong ku de... but try no to miss mingjie so much.. :)

went out with bao and xy.
hahas.. think i'm like totally lame.
:)

Friday, February 20

must it be this way?

i just failed chem
shit man.
couldnt decide between zinc nitrate and lead nitrate.
so just inibiniminimo.
why didnt i think of nitric acid?
why?
cause i'm lousy. :(

i hate mrs seahs 1 and a 1/2 hr of maths period every fri
wot a bad finish to da week.

ohs, ms lohs givin me a $10 bucks snp voucher cause i helped in invest.
like i barely did 10 mins of work?
oh wells.
whos complaining?
:)

susus grp trained today.
much laughter and stuff.
yeas. think they're like super funnie.
its amazin how come welisas' not influnced til now.

pors! you're not cukoo!
and thanks fer pd! hahas..
i'll pay you back larrs..
porlie rocks! (almost as much as me)

and please. hello?
practise wot you preach.
if you cant, DONT preach.

happy burfday xiezhi
courtesy of huiwen

Thursday, February 19

my life used to revolve around you.
keyword: used to.
you are i am freakin irritating
you are i am a pain in the neck
i hate your my insercurities, lies and bloody hell of a temper
you i should get a life
URGHS

sprite ice

great job sn pmb!
even if the pearls deco looked a tad wierd...
wos super entertained throughout invest.
karm and susu looks v shang ban zhu..
bobs por ocp mei wenxu looked v funnie
esp por. hahas.. singin along ehs? dun think i dunno.
jiayu looked qt fish outta water also. hahas...
and jiadi wos a huggee joke man.
funnie girl.
:)
wos squatting the ahbeng way and my feet ended up hurtin qt alot.

chenyongming wos askin me wot wos my ambition
den i went : teacher
he burst out laughin
wotever lol
i wos just talkin cork yes?

ms lohs lookin fer me cause i helped a little fer invest.
shucks man.
i'm guai and all lar.
but i dun wanna see ms loh.
-wails-
better remember to wear high socks tomorrow.
:/

supposed to have trainin today.
den got wenxu to cancel.
wanted to go fer chem.
den decide on ponning.
think i'm gettin outta hand.
i like ponned 3 'lessons' this week alr.
:/

sectors trainin gonna be tough.
go guys!
jiayou jiayou!
moral support ehs?
:)
hahas.. ccas gonna be quiet from now.
nahs. acct i dont think so.
with me and qius ard?
thats hard.

i really dont get your inscrutable thinking
and
i'm startin to think i need you too much
far more than you need me.

i hate that feeling.

Wednesday, February 18

-squeezes stress relief ball-

oh man.
hes still angry.
urghs.
urghs.
urghs.
must it be this way?
i know its my fault lar.
stop being petty kans?

and jiayou zoners.
all da best!
and shijie too!

YOU ARE THE REAL THING!!! Coca-Cola. I like you the
best. You are very yummy. Many, many people
would love to drink you. You are very addictive
and when people meet you, they don't want to
leave. Most likely, you are very charismatic.


What type of coke are you?
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issit?
and yes
i should be studying..
bleehs
food labels

i wos studying
took a break..
saw loads of gross pic of me.
-eeewww yucks-
i miss anco.
i miss hydra.
:)
share the happy bubble

if i could bottle up happiness
i would.
then i'll give em all to you.

soccer rocks!
i dun have to be good at it to love it!
:) hahas..i totally cannot make it with my left leg mans!
but hecks..
i have potential okay?

electricity is a drag
all i know abt is on the switch, get the light
who acctually cares abt the reaction in the battery or the no. of volts i need to use to light it?
ok yes yes. we all do.
and thats only cause we wanna pass the damn it test.

insaniquarium.
you so gotta try!
duper cool!
:)

Tuesday, February 17

from my bestie :
bestie bestie bestie! *sings* haha. just thought i'd write a more updated, longer testimonial for you. [at the same time to act as a reminder that you havnt even written me a single one.] haha! vanns like one of my bestest closest pals.. 4yrs and running! haha. my fellow schoolmate, sj squaddie, classmate, f&n-er, zier, high5er, stoner, fish&co lover, towning eating food-talk kaki, jian fei-ing partner, gossip buddy.. something like My Everything. haha. all the times we sneaked off to town and ponned extra lessons - remember once we went to town the day before A Maths test when we were supposed to be home studying? and made this 'vow' to go towning on the eve of every Maths test if we passed that particular one? sadly to say, we both failed. haha. and the times we rushed off to fish&co and marches and all the food places gushing and drooling over the yummylicious stuffs. being dragged for my first and last 'qian chang hui' - the Energy one outside heeren. listening to vanns belt out all her Energy/Jay songs and pretending i actually get the lyrics when i dont. hehe. running around the track with her as part of our jian fei da ji hua. reminding each other of our diets and then going 'nevermind, this meal's too important to skip' or 'we start tomorrow lar'. and the time when we bought 20+crabsticks. we've done so many stupid dumb things together. like doing some taitai walk around the track, marching around the track.. making funny faces and giving them names.. OH! n we both did this drastic hairstyle change from long to short one day after each other which led to teachers thinking there was something wrong with the two of us. and the many times we ponned f&n together.. we'd write a book on the many excuses we used and sell it after our O's yeah? vanns makes me laugh all the time.. never fails to cheer me up. funny hilarious comical.. i need a thesaurus! reeeaaaallly cute too.. the way she runs, walks - we're both ass shakers haha!, the things she says n does.. and she's this majorly BIG powerpuff fan. though her Energy and Jay craze seems to have gone down a leetle.. but i love it when she goes 'i love the 11 of jan!' hahaha! vanns my ATM too! always having to borrow cash from her everyime i go towning cos i usually end up overspending.. 50bux at one go. she's THAT generous. always ready to come to my rescue - regarding this ass who's been claiming she hates me.. and she gives the one of the BEST TOTALLY EIZ presents. haha. i LURVE that zebra print cushion man. as well as that 'my lil piggy' heart. vanns ur my one of a kind precious gem.. love u to bits and pieces!

i love you.
i dont even know why i do the things i do

been having journey stuck in my head.
stupid jiayu.

eng test wos such a bore.
slppin and snoozin.
its amazin how i managed to finish it.

darn it. for the first time. #$!^@*&^#*
prodda myself!
passed my amaths!
wells. acctually.
i dont care. i passed.

oh mans! my command is soft!
soft!
-squeeks!-
i better go bi men xiu lian....

2 down 2 to go.
thankfully chem test is on fri. together with f&n.
at least i can rest today.
dead worn out..

and
just because i'm not gettin angry doesnt mean i wont.

Monday, February 16

theres nothing left here to remind me.
but the memory of your face.

stupid cab driver.
blahh him man.
irritatin freak. kaopei-ing all the way
come on man. if i dunno where my hse is, think you wld?
and
he called me a sec1.

mrs b tan rocks
shes so duper nice mans.
ahhs.
i feel so guilty.

i'm so gonna die tomorrow
gloria will prob kick me outta her klass with her high heels.

i'm sorry.
i shdnt have been rude.
i suppose i wldnt like it if i wos in ur shoes.
yas. i'm sorry.
but.
i dont wanna say anymore.
you still cant force me to not feel the way i do.

if the sec3squad is shi bai
den i'm a very shi bai nco.
we all meet with such crap.
but we all pick up and walk on.
:)
you'll will make it through larrs.

if i live through all my life.
i'll live through this as well.

Sunday, February 15

persistance results in misery.

i think we're doin very well now
regardless of how childish we may seem to be.
list of ppl i wanna thank but it will prob kill me if i use sign my guestbk...

sec2s. i'm sorry. i dunno who gave wot. just all stuff in my hand. i know shirleen thou. ahhas.. this teaches us. next time label ur gift mans. hahas. thanks though. i will bring all da sweets to school and slowly grow fat. ahhas.. :) and the cat keychain.. wos it jeannie?
cheryl. oh man. did you have to make ur pres so colourful and nice? i always give in to such temptations one ya know? -looks at the half empty bottle guiltily.- ahhhh!
sp. love ur pres! now i have 3 ppg chupa chup tins! hahas.. so cute! :)) and i'm sorry i cant finish all the lollys by myself. my teeth would all just drop out.. paisae! hope ya dun mind ehs..
daph. choc marbles! i remembered kays. blu and yellow one. ya shd be honoured!
10darls. hahsa.. the file very creative:) and i like da poem in it. so poetic! so like me. ahhas..
kelly. i think da elephant thinggy looks like yoU! hahas..
jeannie.you're welcomed! and i rock u stone lar. hahas.. -huggs-
huiwenmichdiordevina. i haven ate em yet. having doubts.. dunno whether can ornot. ahhas.. but i so jiang yi qi, even if it risks havin tummy upsets, i'll eat it. tomorrow kays? cause tues got test. ahhas..
welisahuitinglingyanval wo ye ai ni!
enenjiayumichhuiwen. -speechless-. so yi wo shi yao gan dong hai shi she me ne?
sokytzoeanna. i love ya all toos. 1001%. :)) always.
phil. haha.. you're da funniest present giver i know mans.. hahas. budd thanks!!
angel. ahhs.. very pain for ur eyes man. haha.. thanks darl!
oic. i love ya toos! hahsa. and at least you remembered! lil late. budd better den nuthin. hahas..
jo i tried to put it in the cd player. cuz i though got thing inside de.. :/
shijie hahsa.. i can see da fabric paint work. hahas.. xie le! and i made ice in it.. :) stupid larr. lickin flavourless ice pop. hahsa. but good fer my diet plans .. hahsa..
doreen nice cookie! why so thin? tryin to save ingrediants issit? hahas.. love yars.. so tian! :)
baobao yeas. DRAGONfly. haha.. not underline meanin. haha..
jess i put the body tatoo on my hand alr. hahsa.. dunno why. but its cherry to me. thanks fer always not forgeting abt me!
jorweilinhildor. of cause i'll rock on! hai you shou ma?- squaddies hugg-
qius. ouch. i feel for ur fingers! hahas.. thanks darl! and yeps. together till always yeas? :))
yins i'll keep the ribbon... :)
rinas its qt typical of you. hahsa.. i'll use it. even though you shd have known better and got me a ppg one. hahas..
feng i love kinder suprise! zhi wo zhe mo ruo feng feng ye! :)) i love ya! regardless of how well you treat me. hahas. dexter! :))
bestie still waitin fer da other half. hahsa.. and still screamin at the letter paper!
porlie thanks fer da side dish! hahas.. i like the bottle and the 'playmat'! and heck teh personal touch! hahas. xin yi zhui shong yao ma!
pamms best. i'll follow the book. yeas. stating tomorrow! which is 45min later. i will i will! hahas.. and wot till eighty? till always lol! always and always and always! glad ya liked da bag! hahas.. wos acct considering givin it to myself. den like.. who buys this fer themself. hahas. so. you got it! :) and ppg ferever toos!
zib. feathers baby. hahas.. thanks darl. the cotton ear thinggy qt funnyt thou. i'll look at it and laugh. ahhas.. but i undertand to yong xin! :))
xiaolin. hahas.. i think i ate it in like. 10 mins after you gave me. hahas.. :)
dor. not you make one right? hahas.. why so nice? hahas... :) bird fly past! whee~
lingyi. hahas.. it wos damn nice. my breakie today. hahas.. think ur wrapper wos the nicest. ahhas..:)
yujin//jill hahsa.. same tissue almost da same sweets. hahas.. coincidental? hahas.. thanks fer being so weet guys. and the pegs too.. ikea one. dun think i dunno. hahas..
becks. we've gotta catch up someday yeas!
luc under my reign of rule , the box fell apart. ahhas.. sorry. but at least it looked really good for more than an hour! :))
peifang.furry heart ehs? classie fer 3 yrs alr. haha.. love ya toos!
sher.i like the candle! so classy! hahas. and i've yet to find out wot the unknow tubby thing is abt. :)
shens. purple feather. how you. hahas.. and the card wos very nice! even with the sparkles thinggy fall out all da time.. ahhas..
bobs.hahas.. thanks darl! i appeciate all da effort. its happily stickin on my window (( till my mum comes and get it down. ))
mrs tan. you've gotta be the nicest nicest! at least you borthered! and thanks fer praisin me to my mum. hahas.. that wos so utter fab of ya. hahas. rock on!
cecs. hahas.. so cute! i like to pull da spring thinggy. such that it has becomed qt deformed alr. ahhas.. but i'll keep it always.
mich. glad ya liked it. dunneed to worship me to this extend lar.. but since ya want too. hahas..
eleanor.it reached how in the liquid state. :/
xuan. hahas.. thanks for passin it all da way here! dun think you'll read this thou.. :)
baobei. hahsa... very qing nu zhuang lar! budd i love it! :)
jace/jes. finally someone got me my power trio! ahhhs!
jon. i know ok. dun think i dunno. hahas..
xinyue. hahsa.. yeas. new buddie! :) knowin ya is alr such a pres. hahsa.. lame on!
lyn. aiyo! do ya have to make me feel so bad? bleehs! :)) thanks ALOT!

thank you!
whether da gift wos big small medium or wot.
i love it!
together with all the blisters on uir hands. all ur aching eyes. and your lack of sleep.
thanks fer da effort behind all the stuff!
and
happy total defence!
i'm hungry
my mum is such a joker.
she went to the nursery since 7.
still haven come back.
and she wos supposedly getting dinner for me.
man. i am starvin.
maybe she shd buy a wreath back too.
angelical formation

fliming da english project wos a blast.
ultraly dumb and funny
even though i look qt bad.
i love da ziers. com members and members. hahsa..
we rock ehs?
even though we dun do much work.
:/

eiz, i'm sorry i yelled at you.
i shdnt have been so cranky and petty.
sorry and i love you.

most of the times.
there are 2 sides to a coin.
its difficult to remain neutral.
i know.
but sometimes, we all have to try
cause we arent kids no more.
we cant just demand our way.
i'm sorry if i ever did stupid unreasonable things.
at least i'm growin up.
i hope.

and i suddenly think my meis a saint.
i dun think i'm fit to be her 'sis'.

Saturday, February 14

how can i smile with a tear in my eye.

somehow. its just empty.
empty.
i hate me.
why do i have to go make things so bad?
i shdnt have been sec3 nco.
think i wld be better of being asst asst multimedia or something
less chances to antangonize ppl ard me.
to make em sad and hurt and disguested and angry and wotever.
i suck.
love aint gained by the giving of things.
but the giving of the heart

happy valentines*
last vday i'm celebrating in stnicks.
somehow. it doesnt feel as good as it shd be..
but at least it wos better than it could have been.

i'm super super proudda the sec2s.
they're really mei hua shuo.
true, some of their drills cant match up to the sec3s yet
but their attitude is totally blow-me-over.
their timing is so unbelievably loud
that i acctually have to shout to make myself heard
i mean. usually i can just say my command
but this time i really had to shout.
2 thumbs up guys! :)
very well done!
you guys rock!

i didnt see da sec3s drills.
wos busy taking photo fer da photolist mrs tan wants.
some of em are super funnie..
think doreen is super photogenic!
so anyway. back to the sec3s..
i think they were qt rude to oic and qius and aic.
somehow i dun really get angry if their rude to me.
but if they're rude to my squad, i'll sorta get qt agitated.
yas. so i made them down.
dunno why also. first time. wos qt dissatisfied with their attitude i guess.
wld have made em stay there for some time.
if not for the few ppl that were holdin strawberrys.
budd. i have to make em go into squad just so they'll listen...
qt disheartenin ehs?
i dunno larr.
their attitude.
issnt very good.
individually they arent liddat
but somehow as a squad
it doesnt reflect wot i though it wos.
maybe i'm comparing them with the sec2s
but..
if their jnrs are comin up better then them.. somethings definately wrong.
this is the first time i acctually feel that. well.
i cant place this in words but
just
dun get complacent.
it'll just bring you down.
comeon guys! i've faith in you all! :)
and i hope ya like my vday gift.
aint like say super nice...
but it wos v yong xin kays...

den wanted to talk to zo and yingtung abt. stuff.
made yingtung cry
i'm totally evilness.
i dont have anything to say for myself.
just.
i wosnt blaming you. not all all. -cross my heart-
i'm sorry for spoilin your day. and
just say wotever you need to to me. dun just fume silently kays?
i love ya.

sec3s are givin me a headache.
i hate being caught in the middle.
i dunno wot shd i do and if i shd do anything in da first place.
but i'm sorry.
i cant just pretend the problem never existed.

going out later
ecp
dont feel like it.
go alr also sian there
think my friends also very sick with me.
keep on seeing me with sucha long face.
and seeing that they dun see me often...
i dunno larr...

and i didnt do anything wrong.
i dont feel the need to apologize.
and i dun have an essay or letter for you.
wots the pt of writing one in the first place.
when
1) i wont mean it
2) you wont believe it
3) if i write it, its not causei want to. but cause i have to.
thank you fer 'groomin' us into wot we are today.
but that doesnt make you perfect.
so wot charges do you want me to pled guilty too?
snrs are snrs.
not god.
if me and my squad can take critizem directly in the face,
i dun see wots the big deal.
yiling aint petty enuf to want one.
but i wrote it anyway.
sorta

Friday, February 13

loneliness knows me by name

todays a good day!
considerbly!
happy happy.
ok. i'm being stupid.

wenta fish n co with eiz.
talked cork all da way
so wot?
i love my bestie!
and fish and co. rocks!
-mmmm-

saw stacy.weesiang.binhui today
stacy very chio lol.
me and eiz dunno wot to say to her.. so kindda awkward. hahas...
weesiang wos darn cute lol. wearing nco tee and lookin totally small beside his friends
hahsa.. dun worry sok.
not interested.

thanks fer all da gifts mans.
-huggs-

insensitive freak

sec3s. i'm really darn proudda ya all.
:)

Thursday, February 12

my eyes are cocking...
you coming back to back to me
is against all odds

seahs da ultra lamer.
she wrote :
i give up.
since you love to talk
i let you
you win
i shutup
when you ar quiet enough i will resume talking
on the board.
like oh mans.
how lame is that?
-comparable to the sec3s.-

suppose i'll see vday pres flyin all ard tomorrow
hahas.. but i'll have to wait til sat to get mine..
boos... :(
hahas.. but i think my pres are/will be qt successful.
hahsa.. very nice and yong xin one ok?
:)
hands almost broke.
and i'm not 1/2 done.
aiyos...

fd session.
well.
i dunno.
i'm really really sorry to those upset
if you tried
thats what counts.
we dont blame you..
and we aint giving up anytime soon.
i dunno lar.
i tried too. in my little sorta way.

i hate getting caught in the middle.
its like. rights wrong and lefts wrong
den how?

and i'm getting quite proudda da sec3s....

thanks jiayu&enen.
dun blame ur self for my cleaverness.
its okay.
:)

Wednesday, February 11

i wish i could just let you turn around
turn around and see me cry

who are you?
i guess i'll know tomorrow.

i dont care if things are changing
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going
i believe i'll make it.

titration is boring.
if i do that my for my Os.
i'm definately gonna die horribilily.

no matter.
i still love you.

Tuesday, February 10

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i love you too.
thanks for the faith.
i believe we'll pull through.
:)

promises are usually like butterfies
they fly beautifully in circles,
than they disappear.

someone left a plastic sunflower on my desk this morn.
will whoever that someone is just tell me who you are?

fd session might be off alr.
that means no distractions at recess on tues and thurs.
-groans-
i dunno abt ur drills guys.
but i cant say much abt ur attendance.
and my sp wrote ta me!
-jumps ard-

finally went to do my ezlink today.
think its like a mth alr?
efficient lar.

haven finished my vday pres.
still need more pics.
blah.
have been qt nice to some ppl today
and they are totally horrible back.
wotever lol.
i get the point

and i quite wonder wots gonna happen on vday.

Monday, February 9

i guilty now all i have to say.
if its wrong to tell the truth
than what am i supposed to do?
when all i wanna do is to speak my mind.

i used to think i know you too.
and you know what?
wotever.
i dont care.
its not like i love you.

and i never insulted my dm.
never will either.
no matter what you do, your heart is there for you to believe in..if you constantly live to how others want you to live...life has no meaning
-enen
two tear stick knife

thank you.
i hope you mean it
i trust you do.
:))
thanks.
i love ya loads.

i wonder wots with me.
insecurities actin again.
i tried.
and i will continue trying.
say what you want.
i'll think abt it.

Oic.
you rock.
:)
if my tear slides down my checks
i'll swipe it away with the hands you once held.

not a very good day.
thanks fer takin all the crap ferm me yaes?
thanks zoe and yingtung.
it wos really nice.
but i didnt deserve it.

but you know wot?
i dont care.
being older than me doesnt mean whatever you say goes.
being above me doesnt mean wotever you do is right
being better than me doesnt mean i have to love you

and i still love you.
even if you dont.

Sunday, February 8

i dont diss people online
thats loserfied. either tell her in the face or just dun say.
i thought you knew.
i have nothing to say if you dont.

to you.
go to hell..
frigging asshole.
you got me in this mess.
so get me out.
sorry aint workin.

Saturday, February 7

hand bandage

assesment today
yeps.
:)
qt not bad lar.
said my piece.
wenxus grp fa and nursin still can make it...
susu leads her grp really well.
yilin's grp fd is da best so far.
yeps.
all have different gd points..
:))
but one statement
wenxus grp : work on ur fd!!!!

den after cca
wos trying to say yingtung dun teach yiling how to lie.
den said wenxu instead..
very loudly somemore..
stupid.
think i'm callin on wunxu too much.
ahhas. my angel.
sorry larr ... :/

'towned' with chenji.yilin.sok.yt.
more of a gossiped session
took neos.
den got someone write.
we love vann. our nco.
hahas.. who ar?
den they were singing and cheering loudly in the mrt
good lar... not malu at all.

and qius got maa tix!
finally ehs?
sexy dan pick us?
-raises eyebrows.-
the lies ppl tell to get maa tix...

someone wos being freaking irritating today
poor rina.
i feel so mistreated for her..

Friday, February 6

seek out a star
hold on to the end

i am no where near finishin vday gifts.
urgh

finally did my chinese hol hmwk.
efficient?
:/

Wednesday, February 4

now i wonder could it be
that all the pumpings that you gave us were all necessary.

student diarys finally here!
FINALLY!
and it really quite rocks.. hahas...
and soccer elective rocks full man!
very funn! wahhasa..

supposed to make ic
but went for training
tommorrows the day.
def.
no more procrastinating chang yuning.

training wos ok.
fd all the way
wot to do?
i'm sorry. but too bad guys.
please make it fer sat kays?
i've totally faith in yas!
:)
think oic gave them a scolding
dunno if they deserved it but
wth
took 10 mins to come ferm sj room to track
quite irritated lol.
budden it wos cause they were waitin fer val
one for all all fer one.
thats good?
so ers.. contridicting?
dunno lar.

went all da way to amk to go to da bank.
realized it closed at 4.30
rahhs.

so many things
so lil time..

happy burfday small chip and val!

Tuesday, February 3

sweet potato is the taste of life

jixiangruyi ended today
:(
guess all good things have to come to an end
the endings pretty good anyway
jixiang is chio! hahas...

instead of goin to make my ic,
i went to watch peterpan with yins today..
:/
i do believe in faries. i do i do!
peter pan rocks nae!
i'm tinklebell~
hahas.. and jeremy wots-his-name and keddy(mike's teddy bear) is SO cute!
hahas.. perter pan can do with a little fattening though..
so skinny. head so big.
powerpuff!
(:

sometimes when you do or say something,
even though you may not mean it,
it might just be a sweepin statement or a careless overlook.
stop and think for a moment
someone may be hurt just cause of you.

and i love my nice new sch shoes..
:))
stupid jiayu.yins.val. -.-"
stop being jealous.

Monday, February 2

the girl in my mirror
is crying tonight
and there's nothing I can tell her
to make her feel alright

oh mans. wots with da all depressing me?
thats fer me to know.
bottling so much i'm amazed i aint exploding.
no one knows. no one need to.

theaterworKs

i've had enough.
i wish i wos who i wos.
it will never be the same.

roses are red

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请相信有彩虹

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