Wednesday, March 31

cominform and comecom

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but i still wanna go sleep.

nezha is c u t e!
(:
tian zi xun long rocks alr!
oh yes.
to my dear dear especially helpful and self sacrisficial friends today who aided me in my shorts prob :
fengs.
jos.
xiaolin.
qiuqiu.

thanks and ilove yarrrs!


dont you know?
stars never fall

i'm not stressed.
hahas.
is that abnormal or wot?
i'm still the me i always wos.
not any wierder.
i think. hahas.

stayed in macs with feng and jo.
thanks jo and feng
for du chu-ing me to finally finish my zuo wen!
(:
yang cong cui cui quan rocks!

people with no money shd just not gamble.
end of story.

does my mum think i'm dumb or wot?
givin me carrot and apple juice claimin that its pure apple juice.
i can taste yes?

i hope i passed the locus test.
i think i did!
hopefully!

i regret knowing you.

Tuesday, March 30

i suppose, 10 years later
all this would seem so insignificant
and it wont hurt to think about it.

maybe.
but that is 10 years later.
for now.
its still burning in me.







i wanna watch nezha!
tian zi xun long dont seem as nice.
i want nezha! and yin shiniang.
i wanna go back in time
when we were still kids, still young
i no longer have the smile i had
i miss the songs we sung.
the fun we had, the laughter and the noise.
are part of the the memories we shared.
i miss them, and i miss you so.
and i really thought you cared

i find it amazin how someone can mean so much to me
and yet the someone has no idea.
i dont know.
:/
i wish i knew what i want
beat the clock

locis rocks
did everysingle question on it in the 10 year!
:) so prodda me. hahas
and i acct went to the old man to do locus w/o bringing along any pencil.
how brillant is that?
i really really hope i do well fer the test tomorrow. and the test the day after tomorrow. especially the test the day after the day after tomorrow.

walked in like 3 bustops.
cause i took 88 from toapayoh.
just to save me frm takin mrt and then bus.
to save that 45cents, i walked like 25 min?
-boohs.
being broke sucks.
theres no way i can afford to top my card up this week. :(
there wos this teacher in the bus preechin to her students abt maths.
trigo to be exact.
she seems qt cool. young and hip kind.
but still.
TRIGO is my mortal enemy.
regardless of wot she said, i'm not the least bit convinced.
i doubt the guy sittin beside me wos either.

wots the darn point of norton anti virus
when all its doin is to constantly remaind you that theres a virus in ur com?
so after that, wot do i do?
like hello?
i paid 100bucks just fer it to tell me that my coms affected?
do something abt it lar!
virus blaster or wotever.
wot do you think i pay fer you for?
stupid virus programme.
fortunately for me the sick program is undeletable and unopenable and it really doesnt do anything to the com.
i think.
and that bloody antivirus is irritating me more.

feng shen bang last eps today.
:(.
jiang ziya slays daji!
must watch must watch!

showed and told today.
advance nco cert.
:) anco and hydra rocks.
shit. startin to miss it all over again.
geraint wong said i wos a good speaker.
w o w s .
hahas.. think he wos dreamin away.
and he said my write up on democracy wos good
wells!
considering i just copied the defination off the dictionary 5 mins before he walked into class..
i suppose it IS really darn good!
wahhas..

magnets rocks and rolls!
thanks to jas and lingyi, i acct completed my work!
first to hand in somemore.
whahas.. yea man!
and i went round tryin to help ppl.
ahahs.. think come back all the crosses...
:/
nvm. shall just say is jasmine teach me one.
hahas.. but it is wot..

oh yes.
the sec3 squad b i g w a l k is off.
cause of the overwellming response
aiya.
qiuqius right forget it lar.
wots the pt when the squad is like...
like that?

takecare jill jill!

Monday, March 29

dont worry, i'll catch you

the blue posterII suck even more then the blueposterI
:(

flunked lit.
jacob wos hintin and hintin that ppl who failed the open book test basically cmi and shd just drop lit and save her the trouble
no way lol.
i'm too in love with kingofthecastle

at least my ss marks wos relatively decent. :)

wos snoozin durin f&n.
wots new?
my self-raising flour vanilla biscuits/cookies thinggie rocks.
-yum
but eatin too much biscuits made of diff flour really darn pukish lol.
oh yes. dont ever make biscuits using wholemeal flour.
its gross and disgusting, looks chao ta, taste like bricks and you can acct see the sugar that is not properly melted into the batter.

snoozed in da bus.
prob made a fool outta myself.
had to walk like 6 bustops backwards?
then 'hike' in
i felt like an idiot in my blue jacket the whole way through.
finally reached home at 7.
just in time fer nezha.
which rocks
i miss yin shiniang.

forgive the owe-ness of letters, testie, emails and gstbk signings.
wait till the weekends.
which is 5 whole damn days away.

from may onwards, my dads gonna go to thailand to work.
he'll be there ferm monday-friday, come back fer the weekends and go off again on monday.
he'll be doin that fer dunno how long?
prob 1/2-1 year.
thats like so sadd!
i dont wannn!!!
he's gonna miss all the things ard here, mothers day, daddys day, my birthday, my allowance days...
:'(
cant he not go?
shucks, i'm soundin like a spoilt brat.
but i miss him alr. :(

dont mind me
just the moodswings swinging

Sunday, March 28

shit.

someone tell me wot to do now.
go on, take a dip

thank you.
for all that you've done
for all that you've helped
for all that you've forgived

but just because you dont think so,
doesnt make me a better person.

Saturday, March 27

a thousand gold cant buy a chance to do it all over again
those who fall will rise again and claim victory on another day

pd wos slack.
like picnic liddat
1 long oveltine biscuits packet.1 yamyam (or issit yum yum?). 6 choc cream roll. 1 ham and cheese bread and 6 milos.
me.feng.che.nana.susu.yt.
spent the entire time slackin and crapping and laughin away..
-shurgs.
easy way to clock pd hrs.
but not exactly sj impressive. hahas.
pri pupils are like so cute
and navelbase is sucha cool schs with such cool and funkay teachers. :)
and gallent rocks!

love the prata shop outside ches hse.
hahas.. its like sucha squadd place
lao di fang.
12 of us went which is like so cheng gong considering there wosnt piror notice
hahas
i love my squadd...

went ches hse to play marjong!
hahas
got to use a pro lookin table this time
but it wos sucha short session!
:(
i cmi alr lar.. wos like sleepin away..
missed my pong and thought i won when i didnt
fell asleep on her sofa..
i must seem like a pig.. :/

just saw pics of peirce ambulance ppl havin their hair cut..
:/
lucky sn doesnt practise that..

i'm sorry i took you heart and ripped it into two.
i know my apologies wont be accepted and wont come into use.
but.
i'm sorry.

happy 15th she jia yu2!!!

Friday, March 26

oh how right i wos to come here

tommorrow got pd.
in 1/2 u.
and i'm barrae-less.
wows.

you made it clear.
yes. i get the point.
finally.
boo-boo cake

towned with meow.
da usual.
hahas.. i look totally goon in the neos.
:/
brownies rocks.
and i like owe her cash and somemore she 'treated me to brownie'
how phathatic is that?

i'm threading on thin ice.
yea. i know.

you mean so darn much to me.
i try not to think this way.
but..

Thursday, March 25

we are the c h a m p s
no d o u b t s

bloody.
i am not done with the blue poster.
wth.
shucks
someone tell me why didnt i do it earlier.
this is really like the last min alr.
-pull my hair-
me and my stupid discipline.
i had the whole hols!!!
lydias gonna kill me tom.

blue rocks

i screwed up maths today.

theres this teacher in sch
who looks loads like tym.
hahas.. even sounds like.
and tym loves bk!
now we know.
laoshi. hen lame laee

health check damn shuang.
missed chem and eng
which is damn cool.
cause i'm like not done fer my show and tell?
geraints gonna kill me too.

the sph guy wos really qt cool.
hahas.. i wldnt mind bein a reporter.
IF. they dont mind having a blank column every other day
cause i never meet deadlines.

oh yes. got treated to pizza today.
.. the best represent squad wos us. all present. hahas..
it means we're da most enthu and greedy!
dont be fooled by the crabstick on top.. the onion-y pizza is damn y u c k s.
-bleehs-

went to bk after hse meetin.
the caramel pie is nice mans!
but think the bk fridge got prob.
cause the pie wos all melty and stuff
and the bk manager refused to believe me.
serve him right when all his pies turn into water.

f i n a l l y got down to some of my lit...
still undone though.
the holiday homewk.

you made me smile a g a i n

oh yes, did i mention i screwed up maths?
well, i did.

Wednesday, March 24

this house believes that the idolization of public figures is shallow.

well done 4h debate team!!
ya guys gave your best shot!
so no sweat yeas?
we're champs anyway.

oh mans. no more soccer.
blahhhs. crap.
anyway i think i got like 0 for skills.
:/

please tell me how can i either love or hate you
its too tiring feelin both.

i cant bring myself to tell you this.
i hide it all it.
hoping that it'll just "turn into a pile of ashes and get blown away" (quoted from karm)
i suppose it will.
but cant it be like soon?

wld you rather love and lost.
or not love at all?

Tuesday, March 23

i wld do my chem
if only i can find the damn worksheet
i wld so my physics
if only i acct understood wot the heck its crappin on abt
i wld do my lit
if only i remembered to bring kotc home
i wld do my chinese
if i acct have gao zhi.

i wish i could do more than just cry with you.
you think i dont understand.
but i do.
and seeing you this way makes me even more upset.
whee i'll miss nc2+vann haha

suddenly hit by giddy spells.
like since monday?
darn it blah man.
dont ask me to bend down to get something for you unless ya wanna see me like piak down or something.
shit. am i like diseased or something?

sittin in front aint that bad.
at least its kindda good for my studies..

screwed up chinese big time.
i didnt expect much. considering i only did 3chapters outta 20?
hmms.
tym's so darn lame
yixian dropped my ppg bottle,
then he went : aiyo. powerpuff bian cheng powerflat.
...
rights.

Monday, March 22

food for the world

hao hou hui
hao shang xin
xiang chong lai
xing bu xing
zai yi ci
wo jiu bu hui zou xiang zhe yang de jie ju
hao hou hui
hao shang xin
shui ba wo fang hui qu
wo yuan yi
fu chu shuo you lai huan yi ge shi guang ji

monday:
i looked so darn goss in the morn with my mini/puffy eyes.
blahhs.

stjohns finally made appearence on stage!
ms nair sounded so cool and everything on stage!
wenxu.enen.phil.val.yingjie.peiyu.
susu.mei.anna.welisa.huiwen.cheryl.
yilin.pris.jiayu2.onyee.mich.wanxin.
>>rock on!
nat com team : promoted to become nat com team alr! :)) congratts! and have funnn!!!

i love f and n in the labb.
yes i do! :)
beats those theory where gurong goes on and on and on and on...

oh yes. guess where i'm seated now?
in the middle of jill and the teacher.
-curses brenda.
so i'm not exactly student of the year la..
but did she have to do this?
eeee. now i have to do all my hmwk.
which is. good?
blahhhs.
serve me right fer laughing at yingtung larrs...

yest
whees.
saw loads of stuff! :)
i saw :
-loads of anco people
-xuannnnnnn!
-tons of funny foodrill
-toc! (toc rocks! i wanna learn toc! if kelvinson can learn nursing, cant i learn toc?)
-fa which is ard the standard of the sec1s? maybe worst
-yingyings damn pro acting
-some really good casulaty simuation
-snsj soaring :))
-my eyecandy..
it wos funn!
most of it..
:)

sat
went to zoes house to bunk over.
hahas.. teh turnout wos phathatic..
only susu and zoe
2/6 larrr.
and 3 snrs.
:) but we had funn! i did!
loads!
wos being like super lame and everything...
attempted to slp on the top bunk
but dozed off at the bottom beside susu.
and i didnt accomplish a single thing i wos supposed to do at night
cause i wos snoozing away and gen wosnt able to wake me.. :/
but it wos darn funn while it lasted!
the fuish tank that looked like a coffee table. the 2 blankets. thestove-y thing that wosnt exactly a stove. the fridge stripped of its packet drinks. the toilet with no where to hang clothes. the 'ghost' that never existed...
:) thanks mei for having me over!

and guess who woke up last?
with the blanket all ard?
:)
well, i cldnt help it cld i?
i wos sleeping!
how do you expect me to notice that i wos robbing my dear jnrs of their blankets?

Sunday, March 21

nc2: Yoyoyo people! Firstly, I really really must make this clear : ya guys did well, and I’m so proudda nc2! I hope ya are not like unhappy over stuff cause ya guys really did well!!! maybe not as well as you wld have liked, but still really well anyway! and i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY prodda ya all. especially ur fd! :) REALLY! if i'm lying, may god take away my nike jaket frm me for ever and ever. You guys gave it your best shot, came in 4th (which is only slightly behind 3rd) and i'm s p e e c h l e s s. the effort ya guys put it is darn solid and commendable. ya accomplished wot many of ur snrs -including me- never managed to do…
I don’t know wot you think of your own performance, but no matter wot, its over. Zonecom04s over! (the following, sadly, its for sec3s only). No more touching of a roller bandage or drawsheet ever! No more trainings and sector. No more beloking under the heated sun. (for the sec2s) wells, at least you guys can wait till minicom04. and I’ll see you guys at zonecom05 yes? Val, your timing rocks! And rolls! :). So anyway don’t look back anymore. Happy or sad, it’s the end alr. :) zonecom04 will always be one of my fondest sj memories. As long as ya went there and did your best, you shd be really proudda yourself, just like I’m proudda you all now. And I’ll miss all the trainings. Not the hot hot fd or the sian sian nursing. But I wld miss the feeling of you guys as a team striving towards a common goal. I wld miss wenxus pursing of lips (and of cause Her beautiful command!), enens vigorous nusing-hand actions, phil’s calm and steady voice during case, vals resounding timing (and her pursing of lips), yingjies “yes leader!” and peiyus… smile! Hahas. Yeps. Training ya guys fer zonecom04 is also one of my prouddest ‘achievements’. Maybe I didn’t really did a satisfactory job. But I qt believe I tried. And I’m sorry if you blame me/us or anything. But..
Again. Its over. No matter wot. The clock wont turn so that you can demand that you change ‘trainers’. Therefore, I suggest ya don’t stay angry with me ( if ya are) for too long…:/... I’m really sorry anyway…l
astly, no one pulled the grp down or blah. ya guys are a team, you guys work together, So no one should shoulder the ‘blame’ alone. But if you asked me, I can see everyone of ya trying hard to pull off nc2. and ya succeeded! Ya made it through com and ya did well! 4th! And theres like 9 teams! It wosnt like all that bad! It’s good already! and you guys made me so proudda ya i wos technically speechless :) yes. i’m really proudda nc2. the whole of nc2. well done guys!
-vanns. 21mar04
11.42pm

always prepared: zone1

i wos crying because...
because i was overjoyed
because i wos so darn proud to be in stnicksstjohns
because i wos so darn touched
because i'm proudda 'my' squad.
because nc2,5,8 rocked SO hard
because a team of ours didnt get the reconigtion they deserved.
because they worked hard and they were every good as them
because my angel wos crying so hard thanks to me
because its bloodyly my fault wenxus team didnt do as well as they could have done if they were properly trained.
because...

i'm sorry i wos bawling for so long, cause i really got alota reason to cry so i cry very long so i cannot stop so i didnt stop.
thanks for da hugs and words and pats and blah from everyone
even though i couldnt really see very well and i have no idea who sone of you are. and it wld be unfair if i left ya out.

wos cryin like frm after prize presentation till like 9?
erms.
not embarrassing
I LOOKED SO DARN GROSS!
and 1/2 the sjzone1 world wos like at macs.
ok. make that peirce, pasiris crest and stpats.
and hongyi wos like shouting "blahblah! shes crying!!"
like about 10 times. which is not malu.
and i didnt need the funny stares from cheekai and such.
so wotever lol.
like, threw all my face and spoiled all my image?
if there ever wos one.
:/

i'm like so darn happy and proud of and sad and angry at the same time.
happy for stnicks for snstjohns. for yilin.onyee.pris.jiayu2.mich.susu.mei.anna.welisa.wenxu.ens.phil.val.yingjie.cheryl.wanxin and peiyu. :))
proud of everysingle one of us.except maybe me.
kidda sad for wenxus grp...
angry with me.

i'm tired out.
lost of fluid larr.

snsj : rockin!!!more tomorrow.

xuan> thanks fer being there even thou.. yar.. ya really look so darn good and damn it sart lol! :) i really didnt mean to cry on ur shoulder lar... :) hahas.. paisae.. i owe ya yes? :)
you> er. ya thanks. minus the suaning maybe... hahas.. and i'm sorry you missed your bus.

Saturday, March 20

zonecommers : a l l d a w a y!!!
:)
i donno lar.
i donno anything
i dont wanna know anything

wots the point?

Friday, March 19

limewater turns chalky white ppt observed

spa wos qt a flop.
couldnt figure out wot gas wos it.
then i caught a whiff of amonia.
so i wrote : pungent gas evolved. turned moist red litmus blue.
turns out it wosnt ammonia
wows.
mrs ang wld so be wondering where on earth did i get those observation
and she'll prob know i cheated. :(

training wos darn funny (?)
donno lar.
but it wos kidda fun.
beats the old man hands down.
:)

oh mans.
something brewing
i hate it.
not like i can do anything.
i wish i could though.

Thursday, March 18

happy 16th toktong!
ahahas.
as though you'll ever see this...
i'm so in love
so in love with you
i'm so in love
if you only knew

hahas..
been rd leavin long long msg at gstbks
when i really shd have been studyin
ahhas..
:)

whee!
feel so accomplished
i did work today! wows!
as in real work!
i know maths!
hahas

find the black crate with no name
or soon your fate will be the same

you dont deserve this
really you dont.
not at all.

i cannot fathom the way my mind works.
its way to complicated for me.
i dont understand me.

i'm goin to sch to pick up my fone.
then i'm goin to the old man for maths. :)
then i'm going to the library to do my fandN.
feel worn out alr.

Wednesday, March 17

fishermans friend : apple and cinnamon

whereabouts of my phone is unknown again.
shit. damn it.
prayin that its in the sj room..
-glares at me in the mirror.
so much for me being cautious.

towned!
:) with my nana and che!
hauted massion wos qt nice.
hahas.. wos xia dao here and there.
but i dont think its supposed to be a horror flick.
:/ ...
our neos were like super chenggong?
hahas.. so dumbie looking!
but it wos damn funn.
and were these 3 gays behind us who were totally gayish
at least i think they were...
evidence:
1) they have complexion way better than nana!
2) they were taking neos. 2 big guys. taking cinderella. which is not very manly..
3) 1 guy called his friend : "ni zhe ge zi gay" in a qt sissy voice.
so.. therefore. i think they are gays. even if they arent, they are sissys..
a pity.. cause one of them wos qt cute. hahas..

oh yes. trainin wos failuretic..
and me and nana's com pres is seriously a joke... :/
but all the time and effort we put in have to be the best present we can give ya guys alr....
:)

Tuesday, March 16

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: not taste or smell? no thank you
2. Be serious or be funny?: depend on wot
3. Gstring or thongs?: i donno. ask rins or eiz
4. Whole or skim milk?: lowfat.
5. Single or Taken?: single
6. Simple or complicated?: simple. especially so for m a t h s
7. Law or anarchy?: law. justice.
8. Flowers or angels?: angels
9. Grey or gray?: grey. gray. i dunno. i'm not exactly ms spelling bee champ.
10. Read or write?: read.
11. Color or black-and-white photos?: depends on wot
12. Sunrise or sunset?: both.
13. M&M's or Skittles?: both -yums
14. Rap or rock?: both.
15. Stay up late or wake up late?: both. -ok. fine. i'm greedy.
16. TV or Radio?: tv
17. Is it POP or SODA?: soda pop
18. X or O in Tic-tac-toe?: x. and i always win. :)
20. Eat an apple or an orange?: apple. preferbly fuji. and cut.
21. What came first the chicken or the egg?: egg.
22. Hot or Cold?: either ways my jaket will still be on. but i'll pick cold ..
24. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? considerbly short but talller than me
25. Sun or moon?: sun
26. Emerald or ruby?: ruby
28. Left or right?: right
29. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 1 bestie
30. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: vanilla with strawberry jam. :)
31. High or Drunk?: high
32. Green beans or carrots?: ers. i'm not exactly a fan of rabbit foods.
33. Low fat or fat free?: fat f r e e. duh.
34. What is your biggest fear in the world?: erm..i dunno
36. Kids or no kids?: kids. 5.
37. Cat or dog?: anything. kept of of reach from me.
38. Half empty or half full?: full.
39. Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
40. Hard cover books or soft cover books?: hard. well. it depends on the price too.
41. Newspaper or magazine?: mags. with energy on da cover
42. Sandals or sneakers?: can i have one on each leg?
43. Wonder or amazement?: wots da diff?
44. Red car or white car?: white. with red stripes. candycane!
45. Happy and poor or sad and rich?: happy and poor.
46. Singing or dancing?: i like both. but i can do neither
47. Hugging or Kissing?: huggs.
48. Corduroy or plaid?: plaid
49. Happy or sad?: like duhs. issnt is such a needless to say question?
50. Purple or green?: purple.
51. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship?: ifriendship.

[Last time you:]
Really Smiled: 2 sec ago.
Laughed: when i towned with my besty!
Cried: hmms.
Danced: family dance!
Were sarcastic: i dunno. today?
Kissed someone: my dad when he lefy fer bangkok.
Watched your favorite movie: really really really long ago. da lil mermaid!
Had a nightmare: last night. i wosnt really a nightmare. but i think something good wos gonna happen den my mom woke me up. so it wosnt really plesent? ok. i'm c r a p.

[ A Last time for everything.. ]

Last book you read: the faraway tree. enid blyton
Last song you heard: bao feng yu. which my sis has left on the player since yesterday.
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: 1hr back
Last thing you ate: disgusting cough medicine.

[ Fashion ]

1. Do you wear a watch: yars. the red nike one
2. How many coats and jackets do you own: 2 gio jnr. 2 nike. 1mng. but my fav is... make a wild guess.
3. Most expensive item you've bought: my com.. but it wosnt my money..
4. What kind of shoes do you wear?: shoes that i like.
[ Friends ]
1. Do your friends 'know' you: :) to a certain extent. theres a part of me i haven found yet.
2. How are you with your friends: exhilerated!
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked: ers. how wld i know? not like i've been round the universe
4. Are there people that you tell everything to: yeas. wells. maybe not EVERYTHING. but most things that matter. :)

[ Other ]

1. Favorite band ever: wells, there wos a1. and energy!
2. Most listened to band: e n e r g y
3. Do you find any musicians: find? very can
4. Can you play an instrument?: yerhs. wells. could. long ago. i
5. Type of music listened to: anythings thats playing.
6. Type never listened to: indian?

[ Stuff ]

1. Do you own any plaid clothing: yars.
2. Do you own Converse shoes: yeps.
3. Do you own Saucony shoes: nos. wotever they ar
4. Do you own old school Nikes: nos.
5. Do you wear tight pants: no way..
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants: depends on wot pants. but no. i dont think so.
7. Do you own a messenger bag: yeps.
8. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: yars. somethings on a shoulder. it really depends if its heavy and if you're hurrying and if you're holding bagfuls of stuff.

[ARE YOU...]

A Vegetarian?: nopes.
A Good Student?: yes. of cause! -fingers crossed-
A Good Driver?: i haven acctually drove. unless you count the escape go-karts. which i totally sucked at
Good At Sports?: nahs. but that doesnt stop me ferm throwin my face..
A Good Singer?: wells. i'm qt sure i'm better than mrs cheong anyway.
A good Actor/Actress?: my sec1s say i can join ld! wows. hahas...
A deep sleeper?: like yes! i'm always last up at camps.
Shy?: i dont think so. if you do. then i prob dont know you well. hahs
Outgoing?: if you know me well enough. i suppose.
A good storyteller?: i hope so! :)

[DO YOU...]

Enjoy parks?: yes!
Like Picnics?: yes!
Like School?: YES!
Like the color pink?: depends on wots it on. definately not on guys
Wet the bed?: not now.
Collect anything?: dust? ppg stuff!
Like to sing?: yeps.
Like to shop?: yepps!
Like to Party?: YEPPS!
Get in trouble a lot?: OF CAUSE NOT! who me? -looks innocently ard-
Chew your food before swallowing?: no. acct i swollow them whole.
Love someone: yars! loads in fact. :)

[WOULD YOU...]

Go to a DEFTONES concert if you had free ticket?: whos that? prob not.
Ever get a tattoo?: nahs
Ever get any body parts pierced?: more on my eyes! but my mum will throw me outta the hse.
Kill someone you didn't know for 15 million dollars?: wells. thats awefully tempting...
If you were stuck on a planet which one person would you want with you?: :) thats fer me to know
If you're house was on fire what three things would you take?:my hp. my box full of memories. and my amaths textbook.
If someone offered you a small part in a movie would you accept? am i paid? why not?
What would you do for a klondike bar?: wots that?

[WHAT MUSIC WOULD YOU WANT PLAYING WHEN...]

you dance: slow or fast? e n e r g y! very can catch up lar
you die: the no mo ah mi tuo fuo thing they always play
you are buried: the no mo ah mi tuo fuo thing they always play
you sleep: westlife! lullaby!
you say "I love you": becaused you loved me!
you cry: depends on wot am i cryin abt?
you laugh: e n e r g y!
you kill: some phycothic sounding thing they always play in movies? i dunno.
smiling in grief

towned!
i wos so not supposed to be there...
hahas..
another impulsive town trip!
didnt buy much
spent the afternoon with pammies!
hahas... didnt do much lar..
didnt see the sale eiz wos talkin abt.
which is good.
cause i didnt see anything to buy
and didnt spend much
but it wos fun. with qius and jo pigging out,
den with my besty hanging bout
:)

5 days to com.
thats not very far is it?
someone really shd be seeing this point.

please work on the poster and hand in to me or lydia 4J when school reopen. blue's victory depends in you! thank you so much
-shuwei
very.
especially when i haven even thought of it at all...
:/

Monday, March 15

they can say so much
but to me
what really matters
is the one word from you.

thanks for making my day.
:)
if you trust me. i'm here for you.
if you dont. i'll still here for you
its just that you wont know.

i cant taste anything
they all taste like cardboard.
:(
am i losing my sense of taste?
nahs. its gotta be my stupid blocked nose.

mums pmsing away.
grumbling on and on abt some new maid thats coming tomorrow
shes so fussy.
i pity the maid.

f i n a l l y
got the zonecom pres alr.
:)
qt pleased with it!
its darn nice and thoughtful okay?
:)
i wish i wos gettin it.

shall go down fer trainin tomorrow.
before seah
hahas.. gotta go see a certain someones hair. hahas...
you've gone and grown up without me

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday my susu
happy birthday to yooouuu...

i love you for all your snide replys, suaning,sacarsm and wotever.
i love you for all your losuy sms replies which almost always ends with a bye
i love you for being nice enough to spare me all your p r e c i o u s time that you did
i love your kekiri puseng, the bread that goes "happiness always" which ya gave me and your cheeks when it wos going through the oxy allergy period and totally looks like pikachu.
i love you cause you were nice enough to take photos to make me shut up even though i know you really cant stand it.
i love you for being the liao bu qi perfect you are, for being the nice squad lao da and for
being my susu
:)

happy 15th susu!

Sunday, March 14

Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

Which [Sanrio] characters are you?

the mini G51
small, sleek & stylish

feel so much better now.
to you you you you and you
i'm sorry for feelin that way.
i wos so being cranky.
please dont mind me.
i still love you all, all the same.
(:

its okay if ya need to complain to me.
i wos being darn immatured getting all railed up.
but i promise i wont do that again.
i should have tried to view frm ur point earlier.
then i wldnt have felt so irritated.
i wld do the same if i were you.
we all get upset at some point.
we all get all defensive and irritated
we all get the urges to complain.
its okay.
(:

the suns out
the birds are singing.
(:
i dont like this.
i dont like this at all.

today
i hate having my sisters friends over.

yest
wos am darn sick.

surprise assesment.
the usual plus some crying
i donno larr.
i feel like really badd.
dunno why.
but..
takecare guys.
as long as you did put in your best,
den no regrets yeas?
all the way people!
:)

have some plans with some of the sec3s.
dont know exactly wots bothering them/yingxuan.
but just takecares dear. your nco is here if ya need me. (:
yingtung : no i'm not angry
garden yingxuan : takecares yeas?
em : i love ya kun kaya toast! thanks!

sang susu a birthday song
den she squatted down and cry
oh-man. wos so terrified lol.
hahas. turns out that it wos cause no one ever sang a birthday song fer her cause her birthday usually ends up on a hol.
(:
wells. i'm darn speechless.
but i love my susu!

trainin wos slackified.
wenxus reason : enen wos tired after flag day
o-kay.

met my fengjie durin dinner
hahas.. she and yanmei look so nice with their hairs cut.
and her mum also so cute. ahahs..
shes da only one who will pair a qirksilver tee with padinton bear berms lol.
so cutttteeee.
:)

everyone complains. yeas
i'm so sorry it had to be you i went raving on and on.
really. i'm darn sorry!
i know i said loads i shdnt have.
:(
sorry.

i hate knowing so much
but not being able to do anything
i hate feelin so useless.
i wish i could help.

stop giving me this shit.
you deserve all that you got.
you bear the consequences of wot you did.
so stop complaining, stop whinning, stop blaming.
and start to think.

i love you loads.
i really dont like to see you so stressed up.
i'm tryin really hard to help you unload.
but it just seems to get worse.
i'm sorry. tell me wot you want me to do and i promise to go with it.
just return to who you wos before.

i love you.
i apperciate you telling me stuff.
i just dont understand the way your mind works.
i wanna tell you to trust yourself the way i trust you.
but somehow. the msg never gets across.
is it the way i put it?
i really wanna pull you outta da dumps.
but i never seem to be able to.
i'm useless. yea. i know. i'm sorry.

you are making yourself to be a pain.
i cant jolly well tell you that can i?
but you a r e
i dont like being pissed with you.
but i am.
i wos darn tempted to yell my lungs out at you.
but i bet you'd be too self absorbed to know.
your head is too chock full of you, yourself and you.
i dont like being so mean.
i dont wanna feel this way.
i dont like me.

miscommunication exist.
do something abt it.
dont just sit there and whine.
it wont help you know?

suddenly feel so burderned.
and overwhelmed by. stuff.
think i'm just stressing myself up.
i hate knowin that a problem exists and just not doing anything
i wish things were as simple as before.

i think i shd stop tryin to play saint.












i'm being grumpy.
i'm sorry.

Friday, March 12

flu-cold thinggie sucks
my nose is jammed
and my throat is clogged
i cannot b r e a t h e
lO
VE

zies rocks
pamms. wanns.qiuus.eizzs.vanns.
do we rock or wot?
-biggg huggg
:)
today wos really funn..
whees~
fish and co rocks.
i highly recomand the hut fudge choc cake!
bud. i know i really shouldnt have.
eeks. but my resistant level is like 0?
:/
it wos inevidable.

walked ard annex tryin to find someones pres.
anna and zoe wos helpin.
or at least, tryin to help
:) thanks guys.
i'm really fussy. i knows.

walked home in the r a i n.
rahhhs.
of all the days to not bring an umbrella.
:/
came home soakin wet
and i think i've a flu now.
which is so no fair
cause i supposedly took an anti-flu jab alr.
and my dad paid like $150 for that stupid jab that dont work.
wot a rip off.

i wonder.
how many times do we say i love you.
how many times do we acctually mean it?
are you sure you love me?
are you sure you can overlook my flaws?
honestly. i cant
but from this moment onwards.
i will.
i will love with all my heart
i will place you before me
i will forgive you even if you ought to be slapped
i will not kick up a fuss even if i'm really mistreated
i will not let myself feel mistreated
i will not bear a grudge
i will see things from your point of view.
i will not expect you to do anything for me
i will not ask much of you
i will care.
i will not whine.
i will give you my all and not expect your all.
i will learn to love.

oh yes.
my ppr sucked
like hell.
i cant believe my amaths overall still had like f9?
wth?
wot wos that bloody test which contributed 22.7%?
screw it man.
dashed my hopes.
sheehs.

Thursday, March 11

nomo lima keluabaris

muzikathon wos darn funnie.
okays.
maybe i shdnt have been laughing at all da performance
but if you can acctually listen to cheong go not laugh.
wells, either you're deaf,
or you've attained a pretty high stage of immortality.

chem remedial wos such a blast!
i wos so darn successful!
i love qa, anions and cations!
:)

trainin wos.
wet.
wells. i am speechless
10 more days to com.
go go go people!
:)
and takecare enens!

tomorrow 1.30.
come quick!
i cant wait fer da zies outing!
drowinin pi pa gao now.
please let my troat be okay.
so that i can pig out tomorrow
:)

Wednesday, March 10

feels like i'm walkin in the rain.
i find myself trying to wash away the pain.

maths test wos utter crap.

blogs are abit useless rights?
i mean...
yars.
if you know wot i mean.

not in the bestest mood now.

if you think its my fault.
i'm sorry.
wotevers

if i wish really really really hard
do you think god will make tomorrow friday?

Tuesday, March 9

like chasing the dragon
another twisted fact.

just a simple lunch wos made chock full of fun
thanks to my bestie jnr.!
i love my pamms.

shucks man. i dont know wot else to do for maths.
seems like its gonna be easy.
but i'm qt sure it wont be.
darns.

flunked chinese today.
wuxiuer/hargrid shd be banned frm settin papers
wot kindda summery wos that?
i dont imagine many of us aiming to become nuns yes?

someone sent me a msg today.
hahas. qt a norm nothing message.
but it cheered me up qt considerbly.
:)
thanks enzie!


this is to my bestie:

Eiz! My bestie! My bestest best pal! My zie member! My hight-5er! My huihui! My ultimate darl! (: what have we not done together huhs? Hopes.zies. F&n. stjohns. Anco. Bnco. Ponnings. fail maths/chem/phy… like totally everything besties can do together… And more! Hahas.. wells, I’m finally givin to ya your long awaited testi! (: like finally huhs? Hahas.. I’m like totally sorry! Wells. Our story dates back long long ago. Like say. 2 yrs? Hahas.. when high5 wos formed. (: we never actually ‘hooked up’ til sec3.. hahas. Then the zies wos formed… so we hun-ed our lives away til now. (: that’s a.. ers.. draft of our friendship… hahas Wells, I never ever though someone who looks so different will become my bestie.. but this woman though me that just as books shdnt be judged by their covers, ppl shd not be based on their appearance. (: look at her mans! Totally un-me! Shes chio meets matured meets exciting meets totally hot! Complete with a totally to-die for figure. Firm calfs and all. Hahas.. (: who would have thought that shes has a heart of gold too? Well. Not actually… hahas.. but lil details can be temporary overlooked… hahas..we also have a sense of taste. (as in yan guan) totally worlds apart. I’ll honestly never see wot so great about a zebra print skirt or a polka-dottie-army-print bra…as for her taste of guys. Wells. Let me just say that I don’t go for botak uncles with goaties. –shurgs- but if she likes em… hahas…I can never understand how she just HAS to dress so nicely for tution. Heels and everything complete with feather earings (which I must admit wos qt nice).. she looks abt 20? Which makes pp lard her, like me, totally look sloppy and dumpy. And though she buts da weirdest weirdest stuff, it amazes me how she can pull it off and looks so darn nice! But her LV pink smiling –orchid wallet totally HAS to go. But then again, we share similar stuff.. our bila wallet for one. Glitter skirt for two. Harvey shirt complete with the bodynits sb ( which we both grabbed in the bodynits sale last last year) fila shirts. And I really qt like some of her earings too! Perhaps not the bullhead one. But she does have some really nice stuff! (: so I guess in some part I’ve da dearies taste? Ahhas.. some tinny weanie part only.(: Oh and shes a not-very successful ladytron promoter toos. I still haven seen wot so fabulous about them/her (?) yet. Hahsa. I’m sorry. Just as you don’t understand jay/energy. Ladytons greek to me toos. eizs exitable! The best person to swoon with while thinking about food. Hahsa.. wot abt our food tour huhs? My fellow fish&co adorer.(: where have we been to so far? The one at centerpoint, novena, tampinese? o n l y! remember da time we hung ard at centerpt waiting for fish&co. to open? Despoly trying to play it cool and not appear totally greedy. Hahas.. you really cld have passed of as my sister you know? and Lets conquer every single one after our Os! And we have to go on out brownie/mudpie tour! Whees~ hahahas. Oh mans..wot abt… ahhs. Heck the diets! Hahsa.. and someone knock sense into her. She is one of the last person who needs to diet! She can look great in a bikini/tube/wotever as she is. Someone get that pt to her. Hahas. Ohs, we’re totally beside each other at the bottom of the class toos. Hahas.. but we’re rising kay? Hahas.. we used to fail maths/phy/chem together. But now the list is sorta narrowed down a lil. Hahas.. but phy still remains dutch to us ehs? And we don’t study for f and n. at least that’s wot she claims. Which I don’t believe, cause she always STILL do well anyway.. smart thing. Hahas.. BUT B I m b o is not exactly the word for her. She more of… Ok. Yes. She is bimbotic. Hahas.. like 1% (:? Especially so when she and bobs head for break disscussin abt theirs bfs or when she and yiling goes off yaking about wot their gonna wear for next next Thursday.. ohs. And shes TOTALLY I mean ABSOLUTELY mean to her brother! Which sister goes round claimin her bros got boobs huhs? Hahas.. okay. But yes. It IS entertaining. (: I still like to listen to all those. Ahhas.. and though she issnt as knowledgable in terms of gossip as like a certain peipei we all know, shes still up there among the top. Hahas.. hmm. We’ve been though so many together it would be impossible to name everyone of em. Hahas.. but everyday with her is funn and bright. Never actually seen her really down… keep da glow and smile on your face! (: hmms. We’ve gone off and cut our ‘long hair’ short. We’ve ponned f&n in pairs innumerable times, each time with lamer excuses then before.. we’ve countless impulsive town trips. We’ve counted peipeis mis-doings. Our 20crabsticks. Our fishie thinggie on weds. My super butter caramel. Her oreo cheesecakes. Her first aid. My sec3s. my powerpuff. Her heels...(: She never hesitates to help me outta wotever deep waters I got myself into. She loans me cash. She accompanies me everywhere ‘humiliating’ (HOS. Qian chang hui,.... haha.. which wos actually really quite funn!) Hahas.. Shes always there fer me. Shes always loving me and shes always always always never to tired to be my eizie pokk! We’ve shared SO much, I cant imagine my life w/o her anymore. ROCK ON darl! (:we’ll be bestie till forever and ever and be each other bridemaids (which I will totally chen tuo you) and go marie france tog(which you totally don’t need either) and we’ll bring our kid up together! You being your cool mum and me the nice one. Hahas.. Your besties always here for you too! no matter rain shine or snow.. We’ll always under the same sky, wishin on the same star. Always and aways. (: I love you bestie! -BIIIIGGGGG HUGGGGG- ( yes, I’m qt sure this is the longest testi ya have till date! Hahas.. happy nows? Please be. I’m risking seahs fury to get this to ya! Hahas..)

Monday, March 8

theres a story in everyone of us

sound of colours rock!
seemed nicer when watched in class.
hahas.. why ar? hahas..
the rain and everything ba.. so wenxin...
whees~

didnt do well for digestion
sucked in fact
prob did even worst in the reexam. :/
glorias gonna be after me.
stupid villias. however you spell it.

shd i drop physics?
or chem?
or amaths?
or emaths?
can i just drop all?

tired and sick.
sleep deprived.
y u c k s.

avoid me all you want
wotever.
i can do that too yes?

anna> thanks. erms. yars. sorry fer makin ya go to da sj rm...
jinan/qiying> dont call me mam! not here anyway...

Sunday, March 7

code of chivalry

serve god
loyal to the queen and my officers
motto - pro fide, pro ultilitate hominum
thorough in work and play
truthful and just
cheerful and prompt
help needy and suffering
kind to all animals

-the above is based purely on memory.
perlini's silver

knowledge of the order is over.
wells. crossing my fingers and hopin for the best.
dont think it wos very well though.
:(
shit lar. damn it.
i really studied! i swear i did!
bahhhhhhh-

but it wosnt a futile trip
-bigg grinn.-
saw loads of ppl at hq.
charles sir very xiao li chang dao lae.. hahas..
otc ppl very funny also.
had funn with xuan/xueting/qiying/jinan/onyee/shihui/emily.
:)
but bk made me fat...
ers. as in. it helped me maintain fat.

went j8 with xueting.
guess wot i got at bishan popular?
no prizes.


one of them>wot do you mean you're not up to anything? no wayss! come on man. put a little faith in your squad and my yan guang! :) hahas.. who are you anyways? and i wos good at cheerin you all? gee. i nv knew.. sure ornot? hahas..
someone > donno are you the same person or not... :/ but thanks! and smileeeeeee too.. :)
wans/gen/yiling/jo/jen/baobao > yars. i tried hard lar.. seriously! ers.. waitin fer result now lar.. hopin against hope... :)
msg senders > thanks for da last min encouragements! hahas.. didnt reply cause wos busy muggin yeas? :)












ans: 50 broad tip markers! whee~

Saturday, March 6

i miss the you i used to know.
for a moment

snsj rocks
i adore pt!
i adore my oic/squadies.
i adore the drink water cheer.
:)

sec3 interaction aft fd is a badd move.
but oh wells.
i feel like a kindergarden teacher.
but theres this sense of satisfaction
i wonder wot plot are they hatchin?
anyway. i still firmly believe.
you guys will make us really proud someday.
:)

gave cheryl her pres!
glad ya like it!
roxy jar. hahas..
played the hanky panky game with the sec2s
when wos da last time i played that?
mans. i miss the squad lame-games.

sector trainin wos.. like norm
aside frm a few stuff.
think charles sir is damn zai
one person cheng zhu zhen pian tian!
the cases we set were so rubbish lol.
hahas..
and jie ru is a fickle guy man.

did formet. threw face..
like.. erm...
so long nv do alr.
but in da first place were my drills ever good?
:/
my command sucks by the way.

and for the millionth millionth time, i am NOT hot in my jacket.

thinkin of koto tomorrow makes me sick
7mar04.hq.1pm.halfu.
-puke

Friday, March 5

i wanna do it all over again

i 'saved' this np girl!
she wos havin serious cramps in her legs
and me.yingtung and xiufang saved her!
whee
hahas... i have nothin to say abt our fa skills.
just know that we save her can alr.
spare the details.
:)
you dont wanna know..

poor su4su4
allergic to oxy
2 horrible red patches on her cheeks.
and we were being totally awful abt it.
hahas.. but it did looked qt clowny.
erms. anyway, takecares and get well. and dont scratch!
(if you ever read this.)

i am totally not ready for koto.
yucks-
do ya know theres sj in zameia?
where ever that is.

i passed my maths!
surprise surprise!
how fan-tabulous!

i love my fenggie pokk/fengjie/xiaofeng/xiaochip TOO!
:)

240 days to Os.
191 days to prelims.
gosh. that sounds. B A D.

Thursday, March 4

witty girl of the day.

i love snsj
i love my oic.
i love you.

irritating prefect.
like some puntured tyre.
shhhing us like every 1/2 sec.
we wont even noisy.
i think.

oh darns. kotos on sat.
2hrs. 1pg.
how to pass?
i'll def ace it!
kan ba, xiao qiu!

mrs seah pronounced me witty girl of the day!
wot a glorious tittle!

stayed back at sj rm after chem
wot a successful trainin man. :)
poor chenyingtung had go fer judo at 730
happy waitin. :)
and huiwen is such a disgrace glory to sj.
she cld do a 'handstand', cart wheel and hai gan show her (as yingtung wld call it) xiao du nan/(as i wld call it) abs to this guy.
woas-*
wot more cld we want?
the next thing we know she will be masterin a split! :)
you go girl!

i wont let you bring me down.
however, i do wonder what is your problem.

Wednesday, March 3

someday i'll wish upon a star

happy 14th cheryl!
i love my jarfull of s t a r s
and the person who gave it to me. :)

soccer rocks. rocks rocks.
:)
so wot if i'm a tad bad at it?
hahas..
w/o me, there're be no line of hopel!

i'm finally on track with my maths hmwk.
ha-di-ha! :)

yeas tom. got tym
hahas get to watch di xia tie again!
very good! something to look ferward too.
think hes sucha cool teacher yeas? :)

ss is like. too unbelivable much.
32 pgs chock full of info.
i'm like. at pg 8?
ONLY.

Tuesday, March 2

we're all in this together

feel so accomplished today
:)
12 rds.
maths hmwk
da old mans
my diet!
whee~

Monday, March 1

the good tradition is killed when we dance with a bag.

gloria and cheongwaimun can really fight it out one day
who can talk the longest w/o water.
-shurghs
at least its 4 alr.
f and n rocks. :)

think my el grade this term is something like 4/5/6.
stupid.
discussions essays are so not my thing.

4 periods of seah wld seriously kill me.

jiawei > you rock man! thanks for takin my place, great discusser!! whahas.. even though you wont be readin this... :) still.. thanks loads! have funn...
gens > hope ya did well fer ss/jap! and all da way fer pasa or wotever its called.. -biggg hugg-
wanling the prefect > know wot? i'm not anywhere better. in fact. i'm worse. -makes a face- wells. at least i can finally do approximation. no lar. wont die for the test next week... :/
wanxin> no lar. freezing alr. :) we're the best!
jeannie > hahas.. scold also ur oic/nco scold. na li lun dao wo? hahas.. we passed at the enterence? hrhs? sorry lar.. cock eye. i wos scanning the place for a seat lar wos prob too busy eyein the food to notice you... :/ hahas.. paisae! hope you're better nows! ers.. see ya tomorrow. if ya can make it. if not, nvm. come when you're feelin great ok? :)
jiayu> MICHAEL! hahs.. signed/will be signin ur book. if it doesnt screw up on me that it. rexcently it seems to like me! :)
enzie> i'm not kays? reallys ... mingjie loves you. :)
jen > we are da best! // wo men shi zui bang de :) smileeeeee...
bestie > i'll leave you a msg even though u didnt smg cause you're sittin beside me and requesting for one. so i dont really have a choice do i? :) i love yars!lookin ferwards to our food feasta alr! whees~ i'll get the testi and poem. soon. err. ya.. def. :) f&n rocks and gloria shakes!

roses are red

阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹

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