Saturday, November 26
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 (有用吗?)
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/26/2011 08:28:00 AM
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Today, I finally deleted a friend off my phones "favorites list". I stopped calling that friend for a while but the sense of "I should just keep this friend on this list because I never know when I might start calling this friend again" was always there or maybe I refused to acknowledge how irrelevant that friend had chosen to be. Maybe I thought seeing that friend's name somewhere around as a memorial to the closer relationship we once had would be comforting. But I was wrong, as I always am- this friend neither knows nor care and this deletion is really just a move of symbolic defiance on my part cause it affects no part of said friend and why should it? (maybe I made the friend up in my head)
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/26/2011 01:30:00 AM
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Thursday, November 24
I spent my whole day in my hard as hell computer chair rolling myself across the room so that my mum wouldnt spy me limping. And then, predictably, I fell off the bloody chair and now my left hip has been added on the list of things I need to replace.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/24/2011 03:28:00 AM
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Let just put it this way: a broken heart doesnt happen if you haven tried. Not only do you not have rights to feel sad if you invested neither time or emotions (the latter being more significant than the former actually), I don't see how or why you should feel sad anyways. I am not refering to the likes of fans who feel like killing themselves after watching Man U get eaten up (no one is ever going to let them forget it so why should I?). That kind of emotional upheaval is completely logical- I mean these are the people you've signed your soul to and spend some part of your life admiring their skill/good looks, cheering them on and basically feeling part of the whole package. So their loss is your lose. I get it.
But if you randomly turn on the TV and decide to support a random team what are the chances you're gonna be feeling sad if they lost?
So stop jumping on the "sad" bandwagon. I'm not saying theres no possibility that you can be truly affected, but there is no need to articulate your sadness ever so often. In the event you are waiting for a "wow you must be such a commited member to must be so affected" I think you need to wake up and see the "what are you even sad about?" question floating about my nest of a hairdo.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/24/2011 03:08:00 AM
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Sunday, November 20
You can choose the super or the superficial.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/20/2011 02:22:00 AM
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Saturday, November 19
I would hurl everything within my reach across the room, but that would mean I have to go pick them up slowly later (which might make me feel like repeating the entire process).
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/19/2011 11:30:00 AM
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Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
(please)
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/19/2011 01:29:00 AM
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Thursday, November 17
Anticipating something reduces, but doesn't erase, the emotions that comes with the anticipated event.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/17/2011 11:34:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 16
如果当时我们能不那么倔强，现在也不那么遗憾
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/16/2011 04:17:00 PM
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Still, I'll give it up for just one more day, I'll give it up give it all away. I'll give it up for just one more day with you.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/16/2011 02:13:00 AM
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You are the only exception (until the next exception comes along).
I try not to, but I
always pick up your call faster than Priscilla Ann can croon "Wallflower friends". (:
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/16/2011 01:51:00 AM
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Tuesday, November 15
Your opinion should be irrelevant because you don't love me.
But theres a lot of things that should be but really isn't in the world. No point lamenting, no sense in rebelling, no comfort in accepting.
I dislike that being sore is the only way to keep some people relevant to me nowadays.
There is something oddly comforting about the way a friend pats your head at 3.43am and looks genuinely grateful to have you around. Especially so when you currently look like extreme crap. And by that I mean if 10 is the best you can potentially look and 1 is the worst, you're currently at a 2 with the appalling complexion and the scratchy hair and the eyes from chongfu-land.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/15/2011 03:37:00 AM
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Sunday, November 13
Recently, I havent seem to have the time or the conscious to stop and wonder who I am and what am I doing.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/13/2011 02:45:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 9
Theres something sweet, and almost kind.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/09/2011 02:05:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 8
So this is me spending the last 7 hours before deadline with my trusty programme booklet. It is ironic that the song playing now is a track from the musical, "Endless Night" because thats what I am both wishing for and dreading. Here I am armed with packets of Bee-bee (which I don't even like) and yupi gummy worms which I shamelessly pounced at after the SCC7s by the time you read this it is officially appropriate for you to ask me how my thesis is going and I will finally give you a favourable response (That is if I am not in hibernation).
Labels: Please let me graduate.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/08/2011 04:52:00 AM
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Monday, November 7
The whole world is watching with one blank stare, I can just sense this feeling of ill-repair
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/07/2011 10:45:00 AM
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I would rather be lousy then mediocre. At least I would then know to give up.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/07/2011 01:35:00 AM
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心疼一句珍藏萬年
A lot of things can happen in one day, for example say a thesis worthy of graduation (which really isnt all that hard is it)
And sometimes, all thats left to say is everything that we've refused to articulate (but isnt it better that way?).
Lets just say all the time.
Mamihlapinatapei : 11/07/2011 01:15:00 AM
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