Monday, August 15
Its strange. The best way to find something you've lost is to buy a replacement and like magic, the original one will just appear. Works for people too.
And its strange how despite having all the factors in my favour, the rain, the flu, the sunburn, the lack of sleep, the
schoolless day, the empty room, I don't feel anything like sleeping, reading or coffee. The only thing I feel like now is having more
strepsils and have someone fill up my
starbucks tumbler for me. (Speaking of which, even though I suspect that its by pure coincidence someone bought me lemon and herb
strepsils instead of lemon and honey which I hate because i dislike honey, I feel rather grateful; so thanks.)
It is also strange the way I never seem to learn my lesson, like the way I always let
esther fake me and the way I let you have your way.
Finally, whats not strange is that I think too much. However, I am allowed to worry and think as much as I like just; or have moments in which I can indulgently envelop myself in negative thoughts without having to explain myself just as you are allowed to tell me my worries and thoughts are ungrounded. Or just as you are allowed to ignore me completely.
And in conclusion, whats really strange is I cannot understand how 13 weeks of hall like is costing me $2100 and what on earth I'm doing here.
Labels: Hall
Mamihlapinatapei : 8/15/2011 09:55:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 31
有人走的匆忙 有人愛的甜美 誰會在意擦肩而過的心碎 ?
Took a nap after class today and Kaihui came in and slept beside me (I barely knew) and used my computer and woke me up for my handball game. Its really such simple things I used to take so for granted. Its not like I dawdle in the past, I'm pretty optimistic about the future with my neighbour with the "i'm serious but sometimes i can be quite funny face" (Farmer Jia, 2010). I really do think we will get along seeing how both our rooms are in contention for the messiest room award and how we refuse to admit muddy clothes into our room and put them at the shoe area.
Labels: Hall
Mamihlapinatapei : 8/31/2010 02:22:00 AM
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Thursday, July 29
I'm not sure if it's just me, but sometimes I say the stupidest of thing and I realize how stupid they make me sound only after it's too late. Then that incident will haunt me for a good few years and everytime it comes to mind I just feel completely and utterly disgusted with myself. I don't think I'm the only one who says stupid things- but to realize it and get bugged by it it's another level altogether and it annoys the hell out of me. No wonder they say blissful are the ignorant. Haha that came out all haughty I'm sorry. I'm just contemplating the thought that maybe being completely stupid has it's perks over being half-stupid.
Hmm on another note I think my mum has been busying herself with my moving back to hall and I feel like such an inadequet daughter because really, I would be nothing without her. When I grow up, I wanna be just like her.
Labels: Hall, stargazing
Mamihlapinatapei : 7/29/2010 01:57:00 AM
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Saturday, July 17
Arent these
vintage heels beautiful? Thankfully they're 1 and a 1/2 sizes too big, else my already infinitesimal bank balance will be further US$28 set back. But seriously, US$ 28 for these beauties are somewhat a bargain already!
I hate losing stuff and I hate being as careless as I am. This times its my "Vanessa" gold necklace that I'm REALLY hoping is at home somewhere cause it was so much trouble getting it sent from Jerusalem (on top of its pretty price) ): This means a packing day is in order soon. Might as well, in time for hall.
Recently the notion that the past will always be better than the present is a recurring one, assisted greatly by the whole idea of moving back to hall. I dont think any neighbours can beat my A3s girls really.
Labels: everyday nonsense, Hall, pretty
Mamihlapinatapei : 7/17/2010 12:30:00 AM
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Monday, January 18
Just like a faucet that leaks/ And there is comfort in the sound
I impressed myself (because everyone was too busy falling down to notice) with my awesome skiing and snowboarding skills at Big Bear. My ability to pick up these 2 sports is borderline unbelievable. Okay so I'm pushing it slightly, but for a self-taught skier and a person whose break on the snowboard was perviously her ass/wrist, being able to zoom down the hill with control and turns and actually STOP on the skis/board, I think I'm pretty damn good.
Canbe let me drive all 1 min of the way home today which was pretty damn brave of him considering I didnt know which pedal was the break.
To name your favourite soccer player, who would it be?
XY: Fernando Torres, because he is one of the most good-looking soccer players. Although I know I will have no chance of getting hitched with him, I admire his technical abilities. I hope to emulate his style and approach in the game and bring glory to Eusoff Hall in the upcoming IHG.
This seriously cracked me up. I miss the little team manager with the biggest spirit.
And I miss all the ups and downs of the interhall games. The non-hall people will never understand what it means to wear the same colour and cheer on/ play all 15 different sports for everyday for a month that many took so long to prepare for.
Labels: exchange, Hall
Mamihlapinatapei : 1/18/2010 12:15:00 PM
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Saturday, May 3
I've got killer instincts.I'm really happy that Ching came over and talked to me till late. Its nice to know we're not in this alone and theres a good someone waiting to be looked for. She even made my room seem cooler.
The past few days have been happy. (:
But now I'm abit scared of the false feeling of loneliness.
Labels: Hall, NUS
Mamihlapinatapei : 5/03/2008 05:24:00 AM
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Arent these vintage heels beautiful? Thankfully they're 1 and a 1/2 sizes too big, else my already infinitesimal bank balance will be further US$28 set back. But seriously, US$ 28 for these beauties are somewhat a bargain already!